Sana Pov's
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I went to Alex to give him his phone when I heard him saying to Max, how much he wanted me to give a chance to our Mate bond. He wanted me to attain the Luna Ceremony and also he was sorry for marking me forcefully. When Max warned him that everyone would make fun of him if I didn't come, his reply surprised me. He didn't care about anything but me and my wish.
when his eyes went on me, he smiled like nothing happened and everything was ok. I was nervous to share my thoughts about being afraid to give him a chance or to come into a relationship because of my past but when he comforted me with his words I shared my feelings with him and he got angry.
I know that it was my mistake as I again compared him with Richard which is wrong but what can I do with my insecurities which were built because of my past?
At first, I got afraid when he held me tightly but then when I looked into his eyes I found only love and respect for me and only one question popped up in my mind, how can I compare him with that leech?
In everything I got to know two things about him, first, he hates when I compare him with Richard, and second, he loves me as no one can do.
I went towards our room thinking about him when my eyes went to the door which was closed.
"I remember that when I went outside I didn't close the door" I mumbled to myself and that's when my eyes went to the girl whom Alex sent to my room with the dress. I indicated her to come near me.
She looked a little frightened when I called her, holding two dresses in her hand. I smiled and took one floral pink gown in my hand.
"This is for the Luna ceremony?" I asked to confirm. She nodded her head yes.
"Ok thank you. Well, Did you close the door of our room?" I asked, looking at the closed door.
"No Luna" She answered, getting panicked. "I didn't... Why would I do that without your permission? please, believe me, I didn't close the door of your room"
"Relax, why are you panicking... I'm not blaming you, just asked a question... forget it" I said. a smile broke on her lips.
"Thank you Luna for trusting me" she cheers happily
"No need" I smiled back.
"I thought you were like other Luna, grumpy but now I understand why our Alpha chose you. You're beautiful inside as well as outside," she said.
"Thank you" I muttered and went inside the room and locked the door. I kept the gown on the bed and moved my hand on it. Alex's words were roaming in mine.
"I know you don't want to attain this Luna ceremony and I can understand your feeling that you need time but everyone outside wants to harm you, as you were Richard's wife but I want to tell them that you're my mate... my life partner, and if anyone thinks to harm even a single hair of your head then I will burn that person alive,"
"I will not force you, Sana... I'm just asking for a chance... I want you to give a chance to our relationship Sana or say please give a chance to me, to win your heart. To love you the way that no one can do. To fill your life with love and happiness... Please give me a chance"
"I will wait for you in the auditorium where this Luna ceremony is going on and if you come, I will take it as you're ready to give a chance to our relationship and if you didn't come then I will not force you. I will break this Mate bond."
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My breath hitched when I remembered his words. He will break this bond if I don't go. A tear rolled from my eyes falling on my hand. I know the words he said must have hurt him more than me.
"I will wait for you Sana... Till the end of this evening, I will wait for you" His words rang in my mind. I stood up from the bed and wiped my tears and took the gown in my hand.
"I will come, Alex... I will give chance to our bond. I'm ready to give a chance to our love" I mumbled and immediately changed and wore the gown and went to the mirror to get ready.
I look at myself in the mirror and touch the mirror seeing myself smiling. I don't know when I smiled like this in my entire life and the only reason behind my smile is my king, my Alex...
"My Alex" I whispered the word that is my mind and my smile widened. It feels so amazing to call him mine.
I did light makeup and applied dark red lipstick. Alex had sent a beautician but I wanted to get ready on my own for this special day.
I was doing my makeup when I heard the voice of water from the washroom... I stood up and went towards the washroom, and opened the door.
My eyes went to the tap which was opened. I sighed and hit my head lightly with my hand because of my carelessness. How could I make such a mistake? I was so lost in my thoughts earlier that I didn't even hear the voice of the water when I came inside. I sighed and went inside and suddenly yelped in pain.
"Aah," I screamed and looked down at my foot... There were many broken pieces of mirror on the floor and accidentally I kept both my feet on them. Blood was continuously oozing out of my foot.
"Alex" I yelped in pain and sat down on the floor carefully removing the glass with my hand. Tears fell from my eyes. There are still many small pieces of glass stuck in my foot. I was about to remove them when I heard a knock on the door.
I wiped my tears and tried to stand up but fell because of pain and accidentally I fell on the glasses and some pieces of glass got into my hand. I cried because of the immense pain and removed the glass from my hand and the next thing I heard was the voice of the door breaking.
I was already in pain and here someone got into my room without my permission and broke the door. I was about to yell at that person when I heard the voice of the same girl whom I met earlier.
"Luna, are you there?" she asked. I don't know why I felt like she was with someone and the thought of another man in my room scared me. I picked the glass in my hand for protection. Fear took me as again I started remembering my past, how Andrew kidnapped me.
"Who?" I asked from inside the washroom trying my best not to show I'm scared.
"It's me, the beautician, who came to help you in getting ready," she said. I know she is not the kind of girl who will hurt me but I can't trust anyone. I remember that Andrew came with a nurse to hurt me.
"How many times do I have to say, I'm not attaining any Luna ceremony? Just get out of my room" I yelled. If this person is not here to harm me then he or she will surely leave me with this beautician after hearing me.
I heard the voice of footsteps like someone is walking away. I took a relief breath and wiped my tears. I removed the pieces of glass from my both feet and stood up with the help of a wall. Tears were not stopping from my eyes.
"Alex, where are you? please come, I need you" I whispered in pain and came out of the room. I was trying my best not to cry like a baby. I'm in pain and all I want is my saviour to be here.