Alex Pov's
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"Please don't hurt me.. please don't force yourself on me." Sana pleaded while crying. I was shocked. Never did I think that she would think like this about me.
"Do you think I will force myself on you?" I asked surprisingly.
"No... I don't think so but Richard always gets angry whenever I say no to him.. he used to hold me roughly and then" she stopped speaking. I can see fear in her eyes.
she was shivering in my arms.
"I know I stopped you but it was all because of those painful nights I spent with Richard in 6 months of marriage and then Andrew... I hate this thing... I hate this sex" she sobbed.
"Did Richard used to force himself on you?" I asked to confirm. I still was unable to believe that he can do something like this.. she was his wife. Moreover, she is a pure soul. How can someone treat this flower like that?
"I do-- don't know" she muttered looking everywhere but me.
"Sano"
"He used to come closer to me but I don't like that and whenever I try to resist him. he holds me roughly. It was so painful. He used to get angry and his anger... Whenever he used to get angry, I used to be afraid not knowing what will happen now. What will he do now? I used to beg him to stop but he never stopped." She held my shirt tightly. I moved my hand on her back to calm her.
"I just hate this sex thing... can't a couple be together without s*x. can't we just live together with love and care? You don't know Alex because you're a man but it hurts terribly. It hurt a lot" she started crying.
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Tears rolled down my eyes seeing her like this. I can't even imagine how that bastard used to treat her? she was so afraid of the thought of coming closer to someone.
A pleasurable experience for someone is a horrible experience for her. That moron, Richard, made her experience worse and horrible. I wiped my tears before she could see that. She was crying, hiding her face in my chest.
"Sano," I mumbled. She looked at me.
"I'm sorry... I stopped you but please don't be mad at me" She sobbed.
"Heyy.. don't be sorry... it's your right… you can say no to me whenever you don't want me to touch you... It's your right and I'm no one to get angry on this matter and if I behaved like a jerk with you then kicked my ass" I said while wiping her tears. she chuckled at my words.
"I can never be mad at you... you're my queen. Please don't cry... I can't see tears in your eyes... It hurt me. I felt useless and ashamed of myself that I made you cry"
"No.. don't say it like that. you didn't make me cry... I feel like you're my healer. Who can heal me... I can share my pain with you." She said with a smile.
"Love you"
"But why did you do that, Alex? Why did you leave me there?" she asked.
"We will talk tomorrow about this. Ok?" she nodded. I wanted her to be calm. she's not in the right state of mind. I even don't know whether she will believe me or not
"Do you want something?" I asked locking her in my arms.
"I want to sleep" She mumbled like a toddler and rested her head on my chest. I smiled and moved my hand on her hair. Soon she dozed off and I started thinking about whatever happened today.
I have to clear her misunderstanding as soon as possible. But I wonder what the actual mystery is. Everyone says Richard loves his wife a lot but Sana is telling a different story and by seeing her condition anyone can say that Richard behaves terribly with her.
I look towards my queen who is sleeping peacefully in my arms. A smile came to my face. I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes and soon went into a deep slumber.
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My sleep broke when I heard the ringtone of my phone. I opened my eyes, finding Sana in my arms. A big smile came to my face. I saw the time on the watch it was 9.00 pm. she hadn't eaten anything.
"Sano'' I called out her name to wake her up. She moved a little on the bed and then turned to the otherside.
"Sano.. wake up.. you haven't eaten anything after breakfast. let's have dinner then you can sleep after that"
"I wanna sleep" she mumbled like a child.
"No... wake up baby," I said and shook her a little. she opened her beautiful eyes. Her face was on the other side. as soon as she saw the watch she immediately woke up...
"Ohh god I slept so much. Richard will screw me" she mumbled. The smile vanished from my eyes when I heard her.
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She was about to stand up from the bed but I held her hand. She looked at my side and soon her expression changed as she realised the truth.
"Did Richard used to misbehave with you? He didn't even let you sleep properly?" I asked.
"no... it's just that he loved to be disciplined so" She said and held my hand.
"He said all Alpha is like this... you all have to be on time and love their Luna to be on time too... you let me sleep so long. why?" She asked.
"I don't know about others but yes I love disciples." She smiled weekly hearing my word.
"Well, If I'm Alpha then you're my queen, Sano. you can do whatever you want to. It's your life and no one can order you or can control your life... only you had a right to your life. I will not interrupt until and unless you will not fall into some problem."
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She didn't say anything and just kept looking at me. I held her hand and kissed her temple then stood up from bed.
"You go and freshen up till then I will order something for us," I said. she nodded and stood up from the bed.
"Sana" I called her when she was about to enter the washroom. She turned towards me.
"How was your married life with Richard?" I asked. she didn't answer anything but I know she was stunned by my question.
"Why are you asking?" she asked.
"Just wanted to know whether you are aware or not '' I muttered. She didn't reply and went inside the washroom.
I too came outside thinking why she didn't reply. I wanted to know everything about her past... everything... especially how much damage Richard did in her life...
Don't know whether she even knew that or not, Richard was toxic to her.
I was lost in my thoughts when my eyes went on Irene and stefan. They were sitting in the hall. Stefan holds her hand tightly which is a clear indication that Irene is not ok and now I have to be more careful because she is a danger to my mate, Sana.
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