"What! Why will I lie? You pushed me when I was walking beside you," she said like an innocent person.
Enzo moved her leg on the bed and stood up, he slowly stepped towards me and grabbed my hand. He pulled me with him out of the room, "Do not show me your face," he said as he shut the door on my face.
Tears began rolling in my eyes but didn't let them fall down, I took a deep breath and walked to my old room. I shut the door behind as I entered the room and strolled over my bed. I climbed my bed and laid down on it while pulling the soft mattress over me and stared at the ceiling.
As his thoughts ran in my mind, I began hearing a few strange noises coming from his room, so I put all my concentration on those noises and recognized them. They were moans of her and grunts of him, tears began flowing down my eyes when they became clear and louder to me.
My body began shaking while loud sobs came out of my mouth. I grabbed the pillow and pressed it over my ears trying to block their sounds but couldn't. I cried and cried and cried but couldn't block their moans and grunts, suddenly my body became numb like a dead body. My mind began shutting every single thought of him, my tears stopped flowing from my eyes, and the pressure of my hands on the pillow decreased.
My mind was filled with their lovemaking sounds, and I felt my heart and hope to save my marriage broke into a million pieces.
Her moans and his grunts, the visions of them fucking each other began playing in front of my eyes over and over again breaking my will and every single thing I believed about us.
My eyes fell on something shiny placed on the stand table, I with my shaky hands grabbed it from there. It was a mobile, I stared at it for minutes thinking about what to do to stop their voices reaching me.
Roman's face flashed in front of my eyes, I quickly dialed Nikolai's number. It rang and rang, "Hello" I heard him whisper.
I didn't understand why he was whispering, but I ignored it. I opened my mouth to speak something, but my voice got stuck in my throat, "H...Hell..lo" I shuttered.
"Hello, Nikolai!" I said, this time clearly and a little louder.
"Venessa?" He whispered,
"Yes," I said while trying hard not to start crying out.
"What... Are you okay?" He asked with concern.
**Oh! Harder!!***
Jessica's moans were louder and louder. I understood that Nikolai heard them as he kept quiet.
He fell silent for a sec while tears began flowing down my cheeks,
"Nikolai," I said with my sore throat.
"Venessa listens to my voice, concentrate on it okay," he said like a request.
"Okay," I replied as I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.
"After Enzo took you, we came back to our airport..." he began telling me about their journey, and slowly he took my complete attention, "... Roman started crying when he didn't see you, you know what? Even Dimitri was sad. I didn't know when he began liking you! I... we love you Venessa don't ever think you're alone, Ever!" He said and a smile made its way when Roman's face flashed in front of me.
"How's he now?" I asked,
"Who?" He inquired,
"Dimitri?" I said recalling our moments.
"He's outside, he didn't talk to me today… I think he's angry with me," he mumbled,
"Don't worry, he'll be alright! He loves you," I explained,
"He loves you too," He responded.
I smiled as our first meeting flashed in front of my eyes.
"What Roman's doing," I asked as I placed my head on the pillow comfortably.
"He's sleeping peacefully in my arms!" He said,
"I wish I was there too," I whispered absent-mindedly as I slipped into slumber.