"Are you mad at me?" she asked as she leaned on my shoulder. I gently stroked her hair and kissed her. "Are you mad because I plan to hide the babies from you?"
"Yes, too much," I replied but remained kissing her head.
"I won't apologize to you, Zeus. It's your fault why I did that."
"I know, and I'll be the one to apologize to you for what I did." I kissed her on the forehead and hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry for hurting you, baby. But if you only knew how crazy I was to get you back from Dylan."
"You don't need to take me from him, because I wasn't him in the beginning. Are you jealous?"
"I am, baby. I really want to knock that idiot down. Why did you come to him?"
"We just met in the park the night I left, and he offered me help. Then I told him everything. Even my pregnancy."
"He found out about the baby first." I caressed her belly and smiled. "Sorry babies if I hurt mommy, I promised not to do it again. I am here, now and I will protect you."
"Honestly, I am miserable at that time and nowhere to run. I offered him myself but he refused."
"You did what?"
"I offered him myself in exchange for his help, but he refused." I don’t know if I will be angry because she is willing to give her body to others or if I will be happy because she was rejected.
"It's good and you were rejected." I laughed saying.
"He said that he did it to help me, not to abuse me." I smiled because of what she said. The fool also has a brain. "Zeus."
"Hemp?"
"I really have no intention of telling you about my pregnancy. Dylan wants me to tell you the truth when you go to his condo but I'm the one who insisted you shouldn't know. I also only recently found out that he silently do something to let you know. That's why I really want to stand up that you're not the father because I had a plan to stay away from you when my stomach grows."
"What?" I frowned.
"I am planning to leave the town without informing Dylan. But when I saw how desperately you are begging me to take over the child Dylan and I are supposed to have. I decided to tell it to you but you're crazy you didn't let me finish and talk nonsense you said until Dylan caught up with us."
"Why didn't you continue to tell me and go with Dylan?" She laughed out loud at first because of what I said.
"You're drunk so you don't notice our secret conversations. Dylan said to torture you so you know my worth. At first, he wanted me to tell you the truth but when he saw you were desperate. Especially when you rushed forward. He told you to torture you."
"He even told Dane that he's the father and intends to tell his family about you."
"He said Dane didn't know the truth. He told Dane his plan to annoy you, so it will be more convincing. Only Jace really knows the truth."
"Jace knows? That slow asshole. Baby, I want to ask something."
"What?"
"What did you do when I caught you both in a new bath?" She chuckled as she could barely breathe before answering.
"Honestly, I thought Dylan planned that. I heard him talk to Jace but I didn't quite understand. After he talks with Jace he threw me ketchup that spread on my head, so I have no choice but to take a bath. When I'm done, I heard the doorbell ring so I opened it. When I saw you, then Dylan came out of his room. I have a hint that he planned that."
"When I'm back, what did you say you were going to finish?"
"That bridge proposal." Then she laughed again.
"Yara."
"Hmph?"
"I really don't know what real love means, baby. But all I know is I don't want to lose you. I will be honest that I am not ready to be a father, but I know I can do it, as long as you're with me. I need you so badly, baby. Please, please give me some time to discover what this fucking feelings I have towards you."
"You have all your time, Zeus. I am willing to wait. It's ok with me to know that you don't want to lose me."
"Fuck, Yara, I don't really know what's with you. But since you came back I've had no one else on my mind but you. You're the one I want to be with, the one I want to see."
"Zeus, I love no one but you. You and only you."
"Avel confessed to me about something ---" She looked at me in astonishment. "About the past, your baby," I whispered.
"I'm sorry. I'm not ready to tell it to you. Not the right time, Zeus, because we're just getting started. I don't want to lose you when you find out the truth. Have you changed your mind about me because of that?"
"No, whatever happened to your past is not an issue with me, Yara. I want you now to include your past." Anything else that happened to her in the past won't bother me. All I need is her.
"Avel told me you know his secret."
"Hmph, to convince where you are."
"He knows you're the father of babies and not Dylan but I tell him not to tell you. Zeus, you're the only one I love. You're the first and last."
"Yara, please stay while I'm still looking at myself for how I feel. I want when I say I love you that I know exactly what it really means. Please, stay."
"I will, Zeus, as long as you don't leave me."
"Yes, baby." We kiss while holding our nape. "You have no idea how I fucking miss you."
"Me too, Zeus. I miss you so much." We deepen our kiss and heard our moan when she stop me. "Zeus, it's not allowed. The doctor said I'm not allowed to move. My uterus is too low so it's not allowed."
"That's fine for me. I'll just hug you and I'm going to come."
"Zeus."
"What?" I laughed as I held her arm. "Don't tell me your wet?" She nodded so I kissed her.
"The doctor said it is ok for oral as long as you don't put anything inside, not even your fingers. It's fine if I release my juice but not fine to have sex."
"Got it." I went down and trimmed her. I lifted her skirt and took off her panties. "Hi, kitty, miss me?"
"Zeus." I licked her kitty and suck her juice. She grab my head and I licked kitty. Fuck! I miss kitty's sweet tears of heaven. "Zeus, shit, I miss you doing this to me." I didn't answer because I am busy with kitty.
"Ow, Zeus! Ah!" I feel her release so I trim her.
"Want me to give you a head?" she asked.
"Nah, I don't want to make you tired, just undress and let me see your peak and I will play cocky."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes," I kissed her on the forehead. I am hardened. I swear I miss her so much but I don't want to take a risk with the twins.
She followed what I said. I lay down next to her and release cocky. I played cocky while sucking her peak. Fuck! I fucking miss her. Fortunately, we were used to this before so I knew I could survive.
"Ah!" I heard her moan and I smile when I saw her playing kitty. "Oh, Zeus, harder."
"Baby, you might get carried away and forget."
"Don't worry, I used to do it when I was with Dylan."
"What?" I sat up in bed because of what she said.
"O come on! It's not what's running on your mind. Of, course I did it alone in my room. Pleasing myself while remembering what we did." I sat up in bed and touched her chest.
"Really, baby? I'm on your mind?"
"I shouldn't think about Dylan?"
"Fine, let's continue," I massage her bosom in my other hand while others play cocky. I saw her massaging her clit as I caressed her body. "You're really delicious, baby."
"You also." We continue what we are doing until I feel that I am close.
"Fuck!" I spread my juice into her chest, and a minute she trembled.
I took a tissue and wiped her.
"I love you, Zeus."
"I need you, and I want you, Yara." I kiss her until we fall asleep.