A month has passed since we returned from family vacations, for work reasons I left Panama and went to Italy which is why I have not yet gone to visit the 'healer' as my brother-in-law's calls her. This new hope terrifies me, I have no possibility of being cured and everyone believes that there may be a miracle, I fear that everyone will cling to that light that they see and then become disappointed. Although I would like to live and be with those I already love, I accepted my fate, but the women I love the most in my life are willing to believe in the slightest hope. It may sound stupid, but I am not afraid of my illness, I am afraid of the pain my Meraviglie are going through and will pass if that bit of hope fades.
I have a malignant tumor on my head that covers a large part of it, this tumor has been growing since my youth and I did not realize it until a year ago, I lost all the people who claimed to love me, a love that I believed was unbreakable left me without a thought.
My specific tumor is growing internally, that is, it is growing inside and not outside like the common ones, so it is not visible, it is twice as painful and risky for an operation, if I have surgery I could be brain dead and going to chemotherapy is something horrible about that, that's why I don't want to take the risk of following a treatment, but I haven't told anyone my true fears, I don't want to be a burden to anyone, nor do I want them to suffer for my condition.
I arrived in Panama the night before, exhausted by my illness but even more by missing my beautiful, it was a month without being by her side, feeling that pleasant company that it is to have my little daughter and my brunette. I feel that tender and absorbing look on me, I smile with pleasure, I open my eyes to see the most beautiful thing in the world, my Lucelia is the best thing that has happened to me, I have always believed in love at first sight and that woman has caught me since the moment I saw her.
“I feel extremely flattered and special for being admired by such a sexy, wonderful and unique being while I sleep,” she smiles, that beautiful smile makes my heart beat in love, “I missed you my beauty,” I pull her so that she feels on my desire, my erection. It hurts with excitement, I did not see the moment that her quarantine would end to possess her with all the passion that she awakens in me.
“Love when you talk to me like that, it's what made me fall in love with you the most,” her voice, I never get tired of listening to her, her soft and delicate lips rest on mine, it begins with a delicate kiss that intensifies as my hands travel her slim body, my skin flames with passion and desire.
"Tell me you gave yourself the injection," I whisper between her lips.
“Yes,” she gasp between mine, “I can't take it anymore, it's been a month without you,” her breath between cuts shakes me, turning I stay on her, I look at her precious and lustful eyes.
“I am going to take you with all the desire that I have saved myself, I will forget each masturbation with each thrust I give you,” I undress her and kiss her bare skin at the moment, her gasps fill me and invite me to continue, “I want your sex to palpitate eagerly for me, I want your skin to burn in such a way that you demand more of me,” having her naked I appreciate that clear and perfect body, her pregnancy does not mark her, although I think that with those marks she would have been twice as beautiful.
“Stop torturing me Fran,” her voice full of eroticism makes me growl, “I want you now or I am capable of raping you right now,” I smile with pleasure, my beauty is fierce, ardent and fiery.
“I want to enjoy you first,” I put my face between her legs, her scent at dawn is unique, I breathe deeply in delight and my erection shakes, I proceed to pass my tongue from her clitoris to her anus, simply exquisite,
“Aaaahhh Francesco,” she moans my name, it sounds too exciting from her mouth. Her hips move in search of my hot and satisfying mouth, I don't make her wait any longer, I delight myself as always, I run my tongue over every millimeter of skin, I penetrate her and drink from her as if her liquid kept me alive, she is sweet. She is refreshing and very gratifying, her flows are unique, “oh Fran ... Fran ...- hearing her scream and feeling her body shake makes me faster, more passionate. I force her to open her legs and take my mouth straight to her clitoris to suck it while my tongue toys at the exact point, her fluids are coming out in abundance and I am quenching the thirst I have for her, “I need you inside now,” she pulls my hair, I obey her request, I feel bursting by so many days, I want to sink into her.
Ufff you do not know how you have me beautiful, you do not know how you put me,” I take off my boxer quickly, I make my way between her legs and kiss her mouth desperately to feel double the pleasure when I sink into her, feel her moisture, warm, tight and throbbing makes me moan, “aaaahhh simply wonderful, you are delicious beautiful,” I look into her eyes while I sink slowly, but surely, the force that I apply to sink more once I am inside makes her move with force.
“My dear Fran, I feel like you're going to break me love,” her legs open more giving me greater access, I bring my hands to the head of the bed, I can't stop looking at those eyes plagued with desire.
“I want to enjoy every day that I could not have you, I want to relish on every feeling that we could not have,” my movements accelerate in an unexpected way, the passion has become uncontrolled, I should control myself, it is the first time after having had my daughter, but I can't control myself with her, her screams and her nails buried in my skin make me more desirous.
“Aaahh Francesco,” our breaths are uncontrolled like our bodies, despite the air conditioning it is hot, the beads of sweat run through my body. Turning her aside, I turn her and place her in 4, I sink into her with a thrust, “aaaahhh yeah yeah I want more,” she asks with her face buried in the bed, I smile when I see her fists clenched on the sheet.