Later in the evening Chrissy and Conrad come home, with their hands full of small bags from our local takeaway bar. The aroma fills the room and sends my taste buds into overdrive. I wasn’t able to find a damn thing in the house to eat that didn’t make my stomach turn, I do hope the nausea feeling subsides quickly in the first trimester.
“Hey, you.” Chrissy plonks herself next to me on the sofa. “What you doing?”
“Just reading some stuff.” I quickly close my laptop and sink back into the sofa.
I was surfing the net. Trying to get as much info as possible about the first trimester of being pregnant
“We’re gonna go to Club Dynasty to meet up with some people from work, dads agreed on running a tab.” She bounces up and down excited. “ He was happy with the story I ran and it making the front page. You should come and meet everyone?” She gently shoulder bumps me.
“I’m kind of tired.” I lie.
The club is the last place I want to go after what happened the previous time. A cold shiver runs down the back of my spine just thinking about it.
“Well aren’t you just a big ball of fun.” She stands up and looks down at me. “You kinda look a bit pale.”
“I’m fine, nothing a good nights sleep won't fix.” I stand up and she pushes me back onto the sofa.
She leans in closer to get a better view of my face.
“Hey, babe..” She yells out to Conrad.
“Chrissy..” I growl.
"What’s up?” Conrad walks in with his t-shirt half on and stands next to Chrissy pulling the rest of it down.
“Does she look pale to you?” She asks him, her eyes firmly glued on mine.
“You getting enough iron in your diet?” He asks.
Seriously?
“Yes, but I can tell you the one thing that I ain't getting enough of lately and that is sle...”
“Sex!”
Conrad says overtop of me with a big grin on his face, causing Chrissy to bends over in a fit of laughter.
“Sleep!” I glare at them both. “I was going to say sleep. The two of you are like bloody wild animals going at it all night, I’m surprised there haven’t been any Animal Control Officers busting down the door trying to take you back to the damn zoo.” I get up and push them aside walking to my room.
“Yeah, definitely not enough sex.” I hear them both say laughing.
“Not sex-deprived...Sleep-Deprived.” I throw over my shoulder as I slam my bedroom door shut.
Admit it...
You are sex-deprived too.
You won't let Luca get too close 'cause you’re scared he’s still only after a good time, not a long time. The voices in my head mock me.
“Shut up!” I growl to myself.
I sit on the edge of my bed and slowly massage my right temple. Well, that went zero to a hundred real quick, I’m not quite sure why it struck a nerve, it’s normal for us to banter like that. Hormones, you have raging hormones now..... Great! A few minutes pass Knock...knock...
I get up and open the door.
“I bring food and a glass of coke zero as peace offerings.” Chrissy stands on the other side of the door giving me her sad eyes.
I step back and jerk the door back.
“Better be some garlic prawn noodles in there.” I tease.
“Only the best for my girl.” She winks as she puts them on the desk.
“Thanks. I’m starving...” I lick my lips.
“You sure you okay?” Chrissy rubs my arm. “You seem a bit off tonight. Is Luca is being a dick arse again because I swear... I will punch him in the nuts.” She says frowning.
“Oh, I don’t doubt your ability to inflict pain on him whatsoever.” I laugh.
“Good!” She grins evilly.
My phone starts ringing, I reach into my pocket and look at the screen.
“It’s Luca, I better take it.” Excitement courses through my veins.
“Hope to see you tomorrow then,” Chrissy says as she closes the door behind her.
I hit the talk icon.
“Hi, Luca,” I say as I answer the call.
“I miss you.” His voice is low.
“I miss you too.” I smile.
“Anything interesting you want to tell me?”
Ummm, that I ran into Sanz and his boyfriend Carlos? Or The fact that I told them first that I’m pregnant?
Yeah, nope.. nothing interesting to report back at all.
“Is I miss you not that interesting to you anymore?” I tease.
“Always Cara Mia.” He purrs over the phone.
“Then no. I have nothing interesting to report back.” I laugh.
“Hmmm... I beg to differ.”
“I’m not in the mood Luca.” I sigh.
“Tesoro?” He says softly.
“I’m here.” I groan inwardly.
“What's the matter?” He sounds concerned.
“Nothing. I’m sorry.” I lie back on the bed and close my tired eyes.
“Don’t make me put you over my knee when I return Vanessa.” His voice is hoarse and low.
I bite my bottom lip and a rush of excitement courses through my body as I imagine being bent over his knees and his hands touching my bare skin.
“Is that a promise?” I say breathlessly.
“I will do so much more than just put you over my...” He purrs over the phone.
“I...I want you.” I say softly.
Sex deprived.
The voice in my head laughs at me.
“I want you to Cara Mia, I want to taste your honey as you come in my mouth.. then I want to feel your pussy tighten around my cock as you come screaming my name. Gods... I have been craving you like a lethal drug for weeks.” He says and lets out a low deep primitive growl.
“You have?” I ask him hesitantly.
“Si, You have been clouding my mind lately.”
“B... But you haven’t made a move or even suggested that you want to.. you know.”
“That I want to fuck you over and over until you beg me to stop?” He growls
“Well... yes... I mean, no, not exactly like that.” I press my thighs together trying to control my growing need.
“But it is like that for me Cara Mia.” He purrs...
“Luca... I.. I need you...” I moan irritated at the fact that my body just happens to crave his when he’s miles away.
“As do I. But..... You are not allowed to touch yourself. I want your body ready and waiting for me when I get back. And. Vanessa...” He says my name in a deep sultry tone sending a shock of trembles up my spine.
“Hm..” I breathlessly say, my chest panting with the hunger of craving his caress.
“I know exactly what you like, how you need it and what makes you scream my name.” He growls.“You make my blood boil with lust... it burns just to picture you lying bare and completely open for me.”
Gods could this man be any more maddening.....
“You can't say things like that and expect me to... not touch myself.” I mummer.
“ I do and you will. You are mine.. your body is mine.. your mind is mine.. your heart is mine and your soul is mine. So all your sexual needs and mind-blowing orgasmic screams belong to me.” He says sternly.
You are mine too.
“Do you think you could fly back earlier?”
“I think I can manage to leave a day or two earlier.” He chuckles.
“Seriously Luca... I know what I said about taking things slowly but... Everything that concerns you seems to take the fast lane effect.”
“I’m glad you caught on Cara Mia, even if it has taken you some time to realise it.” He says amused.
“Come back to me, take me out for dinner then take me home and ravish me.” A giddy feeling washes over me.
“Si, I think I can manage to be back by Thursday.” He sounds as if he’s weighing out his options
“Good.”
“I need to get back and move things along faster if I am to return earlier Cara Mia.” He says hoarsely.
“Okay, I.. I uh... Love you, Luca.” I squeeze my eyes shut hating the fact that I need to tell him and remind him often.
“I’m Yours Tesoro.” He says boldly as he hangs up. I press my phone against my chest and smile.
I didn’t tell him about the baby because I didn’t want to do it over the phone. I want to be able to see his true response to my news and not be confronted with a masked one days later. It’s all going to be laid out on the table and it will either make us or break us. Until then I guess it looks like it's just me and you sprog.
I get up from my bed and stand in front of my mirror rolling up my top and let it rest just under my tits as I stand sideways and look at myself. I rub my hand over my stomach and wonder what I’ll look like at full term. Are you going to be a Sir or Madame I quietly think to myself, part of me wishes for a boy...
A miniature Luca, oh the trouble he will get into and the number of girls I’ll have to fight off. I’m certainly not opposed to having a girly version of Luca either, I can just imagine all the faint heart attacks he will have and the havoc he will rain upon the boys who dare look at her the wrong way. I imagine she will be well watched. I shake my head clearing my mind, I grab my laptop and jump into bed with my plate of food and put a movie on.