Talliah Eryn Castillego POV
SIX YEARS of having trouble sleeping peacefully at night is so hard for me. But now I can't feel anything else but the abandonment of my heart. The calmness of my heart tells me that I'm with my home right now. that I don't have to cry every night thinking of him because right now he's right here beside me.
I hummed a bit when I felt someone softly caressing my ass cheeks. Slowly I opened my eyes only to close them again because of the sun rays hitting my face. I chuckled when I felt that someone kissed my ass cheeks many times.
I brushed off some eye gunk in the corner of my eyes before opening my eyes again. The bright outside quickly greeted me. I suddenly turned back when I heard a camera click.
I tilted my head to the side only to see my baby biting his lower lip while looking at his phone. Maybe he felt that someone is staring at him so he quickly found my eyes.
His eyes twinkled while looking at my face. He quickly came to me and ran over me. he propped his right arm on my side so he wouldn't put too much weight on me. I held his nape when he slowly lowered his face to kiss my lips.
I opened my mouth a bit to welcome his lips. I quickly felt Rainer's soft lips as our lips touched. he tilted his head a bit to kiss my lips fully. He then bit my bottom lip making me moan a bit. He quickly planted a kiss on my nose and looked at me tenderly.
"Goodmorning," he whispered hoarsely.
"Good morning too. You woke up early huh?" I asked while softly stroking his hair.
"Hmm... I woke up at 3am in the morning and I didn't go back to sleep after." he said while caressing my cheek.
My eyebrows crossed because of what he said. He woke up that early? Then he never slept again? Why?
He chuckled a bit when he saw my confused face "I'm just afraid you would leave me again while I'm still sleeping peacefully." he said weakly while staring into my eyes.
My heart ached a bit when I saw so many emotions in his eyes. mixed with fear and dread, mixed with pleasure and pain.
I lightly caressed his cheek causing him to close his eyes.
"Rainer look at me mmm..." I ordered and he quickly obeyed. Rainer looked intently at me.
"I will not leave you again. Never again. you understand that hmm?" I asked. He immediately nodded his head and smiled cutely at me.
"I trust you. I will forever trust you." He mumbled and kissed my forehead lovingly.
He quickly buried his face in the side of my neck. Is that what was on his mind all night? he was afraid I will leave again. I could see the fear in his eyes even though he didn't tell me.
Yes I know that he trusts me but I also know apart from him always afraid, I might leave again. Then he will be left again. I hurt him and I know that thinking like that will never go out of his system. I hugged him tighter when he kissed my jaw.
He sniffed my neck and licked it afterwards. He hugged me tighter as if I was going to disappear.
"Baby I can't breathe," I said with a laugh and patted his cheek. He smirked a bit while pinching my face.
"I missed you so much," he mumbled while fixing my hair.
I smiled because he said "You don't know how I fucking missed you too," I said seriously while stroking his thick eyebrows.
"I miss you more, too much. I have a hard time sleeping at night." he promised seriously while caressing my bottom lip.
My right brow arched a bit "Why?" I curiously asked.
"I always heard your sexy moan every time I closed my eyes." He answered honestly and sighed afterward.
My lips parted because of what he said. What the fuck? Seriously? I laughed when I saw how his face crumpled while looking at my face. Fucking cute.
"I've been dry for six years," I pretended to promise sadly. But it's really true!
"Same." he uttered even sadder. We burst out laughing when we looked at each other. his eyes dancing in amusement while looking at my face.
"Let's take a picture." He excitedly pulled me up.
The blanket deviated from my body so I could feel the cold on my bottom. What the heck! I don't have a panty down there. I looked at Rainer when I heard his laugh.
"Your panties are just in the way. I want to caress your butt always."
Why is he so fucking honest?! My God!
"Look at my wallpaper it's so cute." he gave me his phone with a smile on his lips. I immediately accepted it.
I turned on the phone and my jaw literally dropped when I saw his damn wallpaper. It's my fucking ass with a tattoo!
"My name is so beautifully tattooed on your ass." he said proudly while looking at his wallpaper.
He's really addicted to my ass. I squinted my eyes and looked closely at my butt. You can see the cursive form of 'Caelan' in my left butt cheeks while the cursive form of 'Rainer' tattooed on my right butt cheeks.
That's why I heard a click of the camera earlier because he was busy taking pictures. I'm jealous with my butt right now.
"Are you addicted to ass?" I asked him laughing.
He smirked and softly caressed my hair "Nah... it's only your ass that drives me crazy."
I felt the heat all over my face because of what he said. he laughed and kissed my whole face when he saw that I was red.
"Fuck, you're really so fucking beautiful. Let me kiss your ass hmm." He laughed teasingly. I rolled my eyes at him making him laugh so hard.
"Let's take a picture," he growled like a child while sitting on the bed. he leaned his back against the bed.
I licked my lips and looked at him confused "What's position do you want?" I asked because I was confused about what position he wanted.
"Come here," he ordered which I immediately obeyed. He quickly made me sit on his lap. My lips parted when I felt something hard under his shorts.
He chuckled huskily while looking at my lips.
"Don't mind that," he said and planted a kiss on my lips. He caressed my ass softly making me shiver.
I pursed my lips when he pulled his T-shirt up from my body. I just let him do what he wants to do. I could feel the cold that enveloped my body because there was not a single covering left on my body.
Rainer licked his bottom lip while staring at my naked body.
"Dayum hot." he whistled and pinched my ass a bit.
"Unfair, you won't undress?" I asked when I saw that his body was still fully clothed.
He laughed softly and quickly removed his shirt from his body.
"What now?" I asked curiously. because I don't know what's going through his mind right now.
"Lift your ass a bit. Make sure that your tattoo will be seen when I take a picture. while you, put your face on the hollow of my neck while me I'm the one who should smile at the camera." he made a long promise that I immediately got.
I quickly put my face on the side of his right neck. I lifted my ass a bit. I felt his hardness after I lifted up my butt. my breast immediately crushed on his hard chest. Rainer softly caressing butt cheeks using his left hand while his other hand is holding his phone.
"Ready?" I whispered in his ear. I heard how his breathing became uneven when I softly sucked the skin of his neck.
"Uhmm..." his hummed turned out to a moan after I sucked his neck.
I heard the camera click. So I pressed myself on him even more, causing his pet to harden. I chuckled when he cursed a bit after some clicks of the camera.
"Finished?" I asked laughing while peering into his face. His lips parted and I could clearly see how dark his eyes were as he stared at me.
He closed his eyes tightly to calm himself. I chuckled while looking at his so turned on face. Fuck it's too early Talliah!
Before something happened again I quickly left his lap and took the phone from his hand.
I bit my lower lip when I saw how hot he was while looking at the camera. His mouth parted a bit while his hands held my butt. then I turned my back and hugged him. I want to put this picture in my room. We looked so damn hot in here!
I thought he would smile at the camera? His face looks so turned on here!
I giggled a bit at the idea that my twin's will be so shocked seeing this photo inside my room. Maybe I won't let them in my room anymore. Nah they will be so sad for sure. I'd better just make a room for pictures of me and Rainer. Yeah, it's better.
I smiled when I felt Rainer's soft lips kissing my shoulders. I softly stroke his hair as we watch our intimate picture together.
"Are you calm?" I asked. He sighed and nodded his head a bit.
"You don't have work today?"
"I filed for leave." He mumbled while caressing my waist.
He got my attention so I suddenly faced him. He filed for leave? How many days?
"How many days?" I asked while looking at his face.
He took the phone from my hand and quickly looked at the pictures.
"Two months," He muttered while still looking at the pictures.
My mouth parted a bit. That long? He filed for leave for that long?
"That long? Why? Don't you have any projects you're working on right now?" I asked confused.
He clicked his tongue and looked at my blue orbs directly.
"I cancel all the projects that were given to me. Those haven't started yet. And I want to have more time with you. That's why I decided to file a leave." He muttered that made my mouth part in shock.
He quickly came to me and kissed my lips so I blinked quickly.
"After all, two months is too easy. I can make it a year so we can spend more time with each other, what do you think?" He teasingly asked me while wiggling his brows.
My heart thumps wildly inside my chest at the idea that he actually files a leave to have time with me. Why am I so damn lucky huh?
"You don't have to work though. I can revive you." I laughed when he pouted his lips cutely.