XXV
I hear my phone buzz next to me on the bed, making me sigh and put down my copy of Tess of the d'Urbervilles. It's been about two hours since Axel drove me back home and now it's nine PM, the sun is already set. My dad was a little mad with me because I came home so late, but I managed to calm them by telling him that I was at Liam's. He met him a few days ago at the store and seemed to like him; honestly, I think he wants me and Liam to get together only because he'd rather see me with anyone else but Axel. However, that's not happening.
I was getting more and more worried about his reaction when he finds out that me and Axel are a thing. If we even are a thing, which I'm not sure.
I'm not sure about anything when it comes to Axel.
I grab my phone and notice a text from Amber, telling me that she'll come by my house at around 10 in the morning tomorrow and that I better have a good explanation.
I bite my lip and quickly reply with an "Okay."
I didn't expect her to react half as bad as she did today when she saw us. It makes me wonder what Axel did in the past to make her react like that. It scares the hell out of me, but I can't help myself around him for some reason. I put the phone down and grab the book again. I finished my school work an hour ago so I have time to relax a bit now.
I'm just at the part where Alec abuses Tess in her sleep when I hear a knock on the window.
I jump in fright and put my hand over my chest, turning around to see Axel standing on a tree brench, smirking at my reaction. I frown at him and open the window, which I closed earlier today for a change.
"You scared me." I tell him when I open the window like fresh air and he climbs in.
He chuckles. "I noticed. What have you been reading?" he asks and I lift up the book.
"Tess of the d'Urbervilles." I tell him and he takes the book from my hand, turning it in his hand and looking at where I left off.
"Oh, I hate this part." he frowns when he scans over the page.
"Me too." I whisper and sit down on the bed.
Axel is wearing the same outfit he was wearing before, and I'm already dressed in my PJ; black tank top and loose, comfty trousers.
He puts down the book and smirks at me. "Nice outfit."
I roll my eyes. "It's my PJ."
"I like the top. I can see your boobs through it." he says and I immediately cover my chest with my hands.
He chuckles and grabs my arms, uncovering my chest. "I've already seen them, you know. They're nice, you don't have to cover them."
I blush. "Do you really have to be such a pervert all the time?" I ask and he raises his brows.
"Yes." he says like it's the most obvious thing in the world, and then pushes me back on my bed and climbs over me.
"I thought you would've figured that out by now." he continues and tucks my hair behind my ear.
I smile up at him. "I did, but I thought you would've figured out that I don't like it by now as well."
Lie.
"That's a lie. You love it when I talk like that." he calls me out on my lie immediately.
"How do you know that?" I ask him and he smirks. "Well, first you blush and smile. And then you squeeze your thighs together, which inclines that it turns you on. Am I right?" he asks and I look away from him.
Of course he's right.
He lowers his head and lays his lips on my neck. His hand moves down on my body, all the way down to my thighs.
"Am I right?" he pries and slowly begins to kiss my neck, exploring until he found my sensitive spot.
I quietly moaned and he slowly opened his mouth, tracing and circling the spot with his tongue. I was slowly turning into a mess underneath him, especially when he began to suck on the spot.
I moaned louder. "Do I turn you on?" Axel asked again and I remained quiet, still looking away from him.
I could feel that he was beginning to get annoyed with my lack of response.
He suddenly bit down on my neck; not harsh enough to draw blood, but enough for me to feel a bit of pain.
"Answer me when I'm talking to you." he says, his voice lower, more dangerous.
I gasp and he suddenly grabs my breast, harshly.
"Yes." I whisper, finally.
He smirks. "Good girl."
His hands continue to explore over my body, and when he squeezes my bum I squeal and grab his hands.
"Axel, what if somebody hears us?"
He rolls his eyes.
"If they didn't hear us last night, they won't tonight." he says and looks down at me, but keeps his hands at bay.
I bite my lip, thinking over his words. He was right, and my mum was in my room only twenty minutes ago and told me goodnight, so my parents shouldn't come by anymore.
I smile. "Okay, you're right."
He grins and puts his hands back on my bum. I put his hands on his chest, stopping him. "I think we should switch the roles tonight, however."
He stops his actions immediately at my words and his eyes light up. "What do you mean?"he asks and I blush, reconsidering my idea.
"Well, I thought, you know, because last night you got left out that I should return the favour."
His lips part and he licks them. He stays silent for a few moments. It begins to make me very nervous. That was a stupid thing for me to say. He probably doesn't want me to... touch him anyway because I have no experience. I basically don't even know what to do!
"I-I mean if you don't want me to-"
"No!" he suddenly says. "No, god, I want you to, I really fucking want it, but, um, are you sure?" he asks. "I mean, do you even know what to do? I don't want to force you, I want you to know that." he says, his green eyes full of concern.
"You wouldn't force me into anything, Axel." I say and he smiles. "But, to answer your question, I don't really know what to do."
"Yeah, thought so." Axel replies and strokes my cheek with his thumb. "Don't worry about it, I'll teach you."
I nod. "Okay."
"I'm really glad you bumped into me that day in school, you know." Axel suddenly says.
My eyes widen a bit. I'd never think he'd say something like that.
I don't get a chance to reply because he presses his lips on mine, kissing me.