Ashutosh:
Rudrani left making me clear the trust she had for me. I know Rudrani loves me extremely but when there's no trust, no relationship can sustain. Can't she trust me? Can't she think that I might have a reason for not revealing culprits other than the intention of saving them?
Doesn't she know my attitude? It hurts a lot to know the people whom we love have no trust on us. However, from the very beginning she didn't trust me.
It's fine even if she doesn't trust me but I won't let her know the reason behind hiding it. I can't hurt her though I was hurt because of her mistrust. If I reveal the reason she can't bear it. So, till I set everything right, I won't reveal it to her. Rudrani trusted me in the issue of Artika but not she didn't trust me. I can't understand my love.
I laid on the bed to take some rest but however sleep was away from me. I don't know when I fell asleep but woke up hearing the melodious voice of my wife.
"Ashu, wake up," Rudrani called me sweetly.
What happened to this girl. Yesterday she was super angry but now she is waking me up so sweetly. I opened my eyes and raised my eyebrows asking her what is she upto.
She is looking down and wetted her lips playing with her both hands. I understood that she is nervous or scared. I don't understand what's wrong with this girl.
"Is everything okay, sweet heart?" I asked cupping her face and raising it up to look into her baby blue which were filled with few drops of water.
"Hey love, why are you crying?" I asked with concern.
Does she came to know the reason? No, it shouldn't happen. I don't want her to get stressed.
"I am sorry," Rudrani mumbled.
"For?"
"For being so rude to you in the night. I should have understood that there will be a reason behind you hiding the names of the culprits. I just vented out my anger at you."
"It's okay my love. Leave it," I said wiping her tears.
"I am really sorry. Whole night I was thinking about my words. I know you never go wrong and there will be some reason behind your every move. I trust you, I am sure you will do justice to Sritika."
Before she says something, I captured her lips into a sweet loving kiss as I can't control when she said she trusts me. I just want this unconditional trust and love from my wife. I kissed her slowly and softly by tasting her lips and then tried to explore the full strawberry sundae. She didn't allow me and I pinched her to belly sensually. She opened her mouth screaming and I took the chance to taste my favourite juicy sweety delicious sundae. She gave in so easily wrapping her hands around my neck and responding to my kiss.
I left her and looked at her smirking. Rudrani was blushing making me want more but I know I should go slow. I still remember how she behaved the last time when I tried to get close to her. I shouldn't hurt my love.
I went to cool down myself by taking a cold shower. I got ready and went downstairs.
"Ashu, break fast is ready. You please have it here and I will have it with Sritika in guest room," Rudrani said.
"No Rudrani, actually I have some important work. I should leave early. I will have breakfast outside. I can't drop you today at college."
"But Ashu where are you going this early? Is everything fine?"
"Yes sweet heart, I am just going to meet Ahmad. He called me saying he has something important to discuss."
Rudrani nodded looking at me suspiciously.
Rudrani:
I had breakfast with Sritika and motivated her a bit again. As she is not ready to go to college, mom told me that she will stay with her. I left to college but in the mid way, I saw Ashu with a girl in a restaurant. I didn't see the face of the girl as she is facing towards Ashu. I stopped the auto and got down. I observed Ashu wiping the tears and hugging that girl. Tears welled up in my eyes but I controlled my self.
My heart trusts Ashu a lot. But, am I wrong or right in trusting him to this extent. Should I confront him for lying to me? Should I ask about this girl or still trust him? Am I going to be proved as a fool for trusting him blindly?
But what if Ashu didn't do anything wrong and gets angry with me for doubting him? What if he decides to leave for questioning his character? I wiped my tears and turned to go from there but stopped listening his tone.
"Rudrani," his tone was angry.
I turned towards him and his eyes too showed anger but why?
"Are you following me, Rudrani? Is this the trust you have for me? I never expected this from you," Ashu said.
"Ashu, you are misunderstanding me. I didn't..."
"Shut up," Ashu said making me scared.
I looked around to find people looking at us.
"Let's talk at our home, please," I said slowly.
He too looked around and gestured me to get into the car. We reached our home. We went inside and mom looked at us.
"Didn't you go to college, Rudrani?" Mom asked me.
"Mom, actually she is unwell and I picked her in the mid way as she informed me," Ashu lied to mom and we both reached our room.
Ashu closed the door.
"Tell me, Rudrani. Why did you follow me? When you said you trusts me, I believed it and felt very happy. But you just proved that you didn't trust me," Ashu said again.
"Ashu, please listen to me. I didn't follow you. I dropped down as I..." I stopped my words.
"You??" Ashu questioned looking into my eyes.
I gulped. What should I say to him? If I say that I doubted him seeing him with a girl, he may think that I don't trust him.
"Complete your words. If you didn't follow me, why and how were you there?" He asked me.
"I came there to have my breakfast," I said without looking at him.
"It's a lie, sweetheart. Tell me the truth."
I didn't say anything.
"If you didn't follow me then I guess you dropped down there as you saw me with a girl. Am I right?" Ashu asked making me look into his eyes.
"Yes!" I replied finally.