Rudrani:
I smiled at Ashu's words though I can sense that he is lying to me through his eyes. Ashu doesn't know to lie. In these few months, I understood a lot about my Ashu. I can easily sense his pain or happiness.
I understood that doctor might have said that I am not suitable for married life. But, I am not going to give up because if I give up or leave Ashu, then I am sure it hurts Ashu a lot. If a person decides to do something and keeps oneself strong, nothing can stop them. I believe in myself, Ashu and our love than that doctor or my fate. I decided to allow Ashu to heal me with his love.
We went home and Ashu said to mom and dad that there's no problem with me and doctor said I will be normal soon. We had dinner and at night, I found Ashu thinking deeply standing in our balcony.
"Ashu, is everything okay?" I asked him.
"I am thinking about Artika. Till now I didn't find any clue to find out the father of her child. I don't know whether to trust her words or not. How is it possible for someone to get pregnancy without even knowing about the who is behind it?" Ashu said.
"Ashu, relax. I don't think she is lying. I understood the pain she is going through right now. Ashu, science has developed a lot. Science has the power to create and destruct anything. Let's think in that way," I suggested.
"What do you mean?"
"Yes, I remembered that once I came across an article where the sperm of a male was introduced into the womb of a woman with the help of a gynic so easily and she got conceived. I don't remember the entire article but I think there's a possibility of such cases too. Why don't you try to find out the truth from the doctor whom our Artika had consulted?" I suggested to which Ashu nodded.
"I will set the bed, I feel sleepy," I said yawning.
I turned to go but Ashu suddenly pulled me towards him making me fall, but he caught me by placing his hand around my waist. I adjusted the balance and stood up. Ashu pulled me closer to him while I wrapped my hands around his neck.
"Shall I start the treatment told by the doctor today?" Ashu said winking.
I blushed and bent my eyes. I know this is going to be tough for me but I should try to change myself for my husband. If he is not good or forcing himself on me, I would never think of him in this way but my Ashu is so different. He loves me and cares for me. He always thinks of my happiness. So I too should forget my past and try to change myself a bit.
"Are you okay, my love?" Ashu asked raising my chin amd looking into my eyes affectionately.
"Yes," I said.
Ashu lifted me in his arms and dropped me on bed slowly. I was nervous biting my lower lip. I really want to run away from the room right now. Ashu came top on me. I closed my eyes to make myself relaxed and not to hurt him.
I felt Ashu kissing the right side of my neck. I clutched the bed sheet as unknown feeling arose in me.
"My wife is so beautiful," Ashu said and I opened my eyes to look at him.
He smiled looking into my eyes.
"Am I not handsome?" Ashu said pouting.
"What?" I asked.
"I complimented but you didn't, so I doubt that may be I am not handsome," Ashu said touching my navel sensually making me hard to breath.
Ashu slowly started kissing my belly madly and doing something which I am unable to understand and bear it. I felt suffocated and started struggling for breathe. My body became completely numb and sweat occupied my whole body. The voice of that idiot who tried to molest me in my childhood was clear to my ears and I felt his presence.
"Leave me, please leave me. I beg you, please leave me," I was sobbing continuously.
Ashutosh:
I was kissing my love madly losing my control for few seconds. Then suddenly I heard my love sobbing amd shouting.
"Leave me, please leave me. I beg you, please leave me," My love was shouting.
I was in shock seeing her state. She was in full of sweat, clutching the bedsheet so tightly and her nails pierced her palm and it's bleeding and she was struggling to breath. My eyes filled with tears seeing her like that. But, I controlled myself and tried to give her the breathe. After few minutes of my trials and first aid, she opened her eyes.
"Sweet heart, how are you?" I asked and tried to take her into my arms but she slapped me and pushed me away. I didn't understand why she was angry with me. I looked at her shockingly.
"Stay away from me, don't touch me," My love said to me.
"But love, what's my mistake? I mean we both decided and tried to take a step towards that side. It's not that I forced myself on you or tried to hurt you," I said trying to convince her.
She started crying covering her face with palm.
"Ru... Rudr.. Ani," I said slowly as I didn't understand what to do.
She is crying so much. I don't know what to do. I immediately hugged her to console as I thought that's the only way to make her normal. She too hugged me without pushing me. After almost two hours, she became normal and slept in my arms. Next day, I woke up and didn't find my princess in my hug. Where did she go?
"Rudrani," I shouted and just then she came with coffee.
"What happened, Ashu?" She asked me.
God, for few minutes I thought that she left me thinking she can't make me happy.
"Nothing," I said looking at her pale face.
I got fresh up and had coffee brought by her. We had breakfast silently. I got ready to leave.
"Ashu, I.. I.. Want.. To.. Talk.. To you," Rudrani said stammering.
"Tell me my love," I said as casually as possible though I know what she want to talk to me.
"I am sorry, Ashu. Yesterday I shouldn't have slapped you. You touched me with my acceptance but my past memories ruined everything. I hope you are not angry with me," she said and I looked at her face which is full of tears by now.
"Hey sweet heart, it's okay. Why are you crying? I didn't expect you to move on just within a day. I know the reason behind your reaction. My love, I will do anything and bear everything to make you normal. I love you and we can never be angry with those people whom we love," I said kissing her forehead after wiping the water droplets.
"I love you too, Ashu. I hope I will become normal soon," Rudrani said.
"I will make you normal definitely," I said looking into her eyes with a smile.
She smiled. I went to drop her at college. We reached college and found crowd near the ground. We went there to find a girl trying to attempt suicide standing at the terrace. Police reached the place but none were able to make that girl come down. We didn't understand the issue and Rudrani looked at me giving worried expressions.