My heart rate has increased.
I don't know how he is gonna take this. What if he rejects me?.
"Grace why do you keep stressing up?."
I ask myself.
I hate stressing up. Anytime I do, I always find a way not to stress for so long.
Like now!.
After all, I didn't ask to be his baby mama.
This is me Grace, yes, I used to go to pervert clubs. I can't change that, I can't change the past. But I know that I can always fight for myself and fix my future.
However, whatever I say to myself right now, I still feel really frightened.
"Pick a mask!."
I tell Andrew.
He does as I say, then we continue moving till we reach a door.
There is this young guy seated out with some bodyguards by the door.
"Sorry, I forgot my pass card home!."
I explain
The guy ignores me. He is busy chewing his chewing-gum and manipulating his laptop.
I am impatient and this pregnancy irritates me, at times. I can really be like a beast at times. And this guy doesn't give a fuck to what I say.
This gets me more nervous. I just feel like killing this young dude right now.
I take a deep breath, I don't want to act crazily.
"Don't you get me?. I said I have forgotten my card!."
I repeat.
The guy takes a very slow motion before lifting his head up to face me.
OMG!. The guy is worst than a tortoise. Very sluggish, this pisses me off.
Then he bent back his head town, taking all his time.
This turns me red mad.
I hit the table.
Right now, It's not me acting but my hormones.
I get closer to him to lift his head up with my hands for him to face me.
As I move, I feel Andrews's touch behind me.
"It's okay!."
He calms me down
"This dude nerves!."
I scoff
The other guy that used to be here wasn't like this. He was very smart.
"Your password and access name!."
The guy slowly ask
I give him and he filled in the information. Then the door opens.
"You can enter but not the guy!."
He announces.
I bend my head in dismay.
"He is with me!."
I tell him
"Sorry, madam, the rules changed a few months ago!."
He drags his words.
So boring to listen to him.
"It's fine!."
Andrew removes an access card from his wallet.
Does Andrew know this place?. I ask myself.
The guy takes it and plugs in.
"Access Deny!."
The machine announces.
This cold down my heart. "Andrew is just gaining time". I tell myself.
He sluggishly unplugs the card.
The guards move closer to Andrew, wanting to throw him out.
"Hey, guys it might be a mistake, try it again!."
He says pushing through those huge guards.
He plugs it back.
"Access Granted!."
Machine says.
Andrew smiles at the guys which move backward.
However, they can't see his smile because he is putting on a mask.
Even the guards are putting on masks.
With that, we enter.
I am speechless as well as Andrew is.
I don't know what to think of him as well as he doesn't know what to think of me.
I keep staring at him.
He orders two bubbles of champagne.
"Where is your room?."
He whispers in my ears.
The music is very loud.
I don't answer him.
"Take this to the VIP cottage, room 215!."
He turns to the waiter.
"Follow me!."
He tells me.
He moves ahead, I follow him.
We take the lifter.
I have been in this club for years, but I have never been to this area. It's more luxurious.
We enter his room.
He takes off his suit.
He seats, crossed-leg on the couch in the room. While I seat on the bed.
The beds are different. They have a table and a couch. The room is bigger than ours down there.
We take off our mask. Which is against the rules of the club.
"I didn't want you to stay in that noise!."
He speaks.
"I see it!."
I nod at him
I am uncomfortable and relaxed at the same time. I feel that he can best understand me.
Yet I don't want to talk much!.
He feels how uncomfortable I am.
He gets up from the couch and gets closer to me.
"I guess as parents to be we both have to cancel and destroy all our access cards!."
He laughs
Just to make me feel comfortable.
"Sure!."
I lean on him.
He kisses my forehead.
I see a big wardrobe.
I suddenly get up!. I move to it to open.
"Don't open it!."
He yells.
But too late I had already opened it.
As I open a box falls with some files.
He rushes to me as I bend down to pick it.
I immediately read the headline. Different contracts with different ladies.
I pick some of the files and I seat on the bed with them and I begin to read.
He comes and seats next to me.
I am speechless.
I see some ratings he has made to some ladies. Like 4stars on 5. etc...
Droplets of tears rush down from cheeks.
He gets worried.
"Sorry Grace, but this was before I met you!."
He tries to explain.
I feel very jealous of these girls. I don't even know why. I don't know them. But that is how I feel right now.
"Never mind!. My hormones in action!."
I kiss his lips.
He isn't convinced.
"What if you drop this and we concentrate on us!."
He tells me.
I hesitated.
He pulls the files out of my hands and places them on the floor.
He caresses my face.
I shift closer to him, with my long growing stomach.
I won't lie to you this pregnancy makes me hornier than usual.
"Andrew, Andrew!."
I try to stop kissing.
Andrew clenches my lips none stop. He does want to pause.
I can bearly formulate my words well.
"I have to bath!."
I am fighting to unplug my lips from his.
He doesn't answer.
I finally succeeded in pushing him.
"Really!."
He exclaims.
I get down the bed. He is staring at me.
I pick a towel and I undressing and go to the bad room.
There I see a box, well fixed up. I want to take it to town.
I clamp on the vessel, it's kind of slippery. As I try to jerk the box up, I slip with the box following me down.
Luckily for me, that is when Andrew entered the bathroom completely naked.
I slipped on him. The box falls on the floor. I see chains, rods, etc...
"What are you doing?. Are you crazy?."
He seriously yells at me.
Now he isn't smiling.
He pulls me off him.
"Fix that!."
He severely others me.
I bend down and I pick it all. While he is taking his bath without saying anything.
After that, he comes out of the bath naked and moves to the cupboard and picks up a towel.
I take my bath, and I move out of the bad.
He is watching his TV while drinking his champagne.
He doesn't care about what I am doing. I wipe the water on my body and I grab one of his shirts from his wardrobe and I put it on.
A few minutes later,
We hear a knock on the door.
"Who is it?."
I ask him but he doesn't answer.
He doesn't answer me.
He picks his mask and put it on.
"Put your mask on!."
He instructs me.
I do as he says. I don't want to make him angrier.
Then he opens the door.
The guy enters with a tray of food.
"Place it on the table!."
Andrew orders him.
He does just as Andrew says after that, he leaves.
Andrew locks the door behind him.
With that, he moves back to his seat, taking off his mask.
I remove my own mask and I act like I haven't seen the food.
He dishes mine out. He comes and places it on the table beside me. By the bed and he moves back to his seat eating.
"I won't eat this food!."
I tell myself.
I lay on the bed. Covering my self with the blanket.
The aroma of the food passes through the blanket and enters my nose and I am very hungry.
"OMG!."
He does care about me and I can't kill myself.
I get up and I begin to eat.