I stand right in front of him breathing so fast!. Yet I can't find the right words.
When I thought everything about us was over. Boom!. A baby!.
I am restless. My mind goes blank.
"Grace you are burning!.
Andrew whispers placing his hands on my forehead!...
"Never mind!."
I pull it off, rushing to the toilet to throw-up!.
"Excuse me!."
I came back wiping my mouth with some toilet tissue.
"Are you ill?. Grace, you don't need to work your ass up. You definitely need some rest."
Andrew insists
I feel so dizzy!.
"What is wrong with you?."
He insists again
I am still searching for the right words to tell him. This makes me sicker!.
"I see you don't want to open up to me!. This is my hotel room number. I will be leaving tomorrow!."
He writes on a piece of paper, drops it on my table, and turns to move away!.
"I am pregnant!."
He stops at my words, turning back to me
"What?."
Widens his eyes at my words
"You heard me. I am pregnant!."
I repeat aggressively.
"How comes?."
He wanders and seat
"When two grown-ups foolishly have sex without any protection."
Yelling at his stupid question.
"It only happened once!."
He explains carelessly
"It does take much, and you know it!. I don't know what else you wanna hear from me!."
"Whatever!. I am not ready to be a father!."
Carelessly speaks without caring about my feelings.
"And you think I want to be a mum either?. Our you think I set this up?!."
Now I increase my voice, yelling and shouting.
"I don't know what to say!."
He exclaims
"And when were you planning to inform me about this pregnancy of yours?!.".
He interrogates
"Andrew you aren't serious!. This all you can say about this!."
I point at my stomach
"Answer me!."
He suddenly gets mad
I get frightening at his rapid change of mood.
"Never!. And from your reaction, I feel that was the right decision!."
I state
He bends his head in dismay.
"I still have to think about this whole thing up. I don't want to make a quick decision."
He says
"You call your baby a thing. I don't need anything from you. I will raise my baby alone if you don't feel as to be part of his life!."
With that, he leaves without saying anything.
"Fuck you!.".
I scream
Throwing things all over.
"Oouuop!. What's the matter with you and Andrew!."
Joshua skips away, the pitcher I threw.
"Oh, sorry!."
It nearly wounded him luckily for him, he was smarter
"Never mind!."
I seatback
"Your dad asked me to employ you as the errant-guy. And that I should promote you according to your work. In this envelop you will see the amount of your salary, the keys to your room!."
I explain, quickly handing over the envelope to him.
I just want him out of my office as soon as possible. I haven't yet got over what just happened.
"This is serious".
Joshua exclaims
With that, he leaves
Round up and I left before closing time. I am sick.
And I had forgotten my nausea pills at home.
I went home and took my drugs. Nausea reduces but I still feel like vomiting.
I cook some delicious meals for myself. It has been quite a while I had not done that.
I seat, eat my meal.
Sleepover my television on the sofa.
{Bell blaring}
I shudder up my sleep.
"Who is this!."
I drag my feet to open the door
"Sorry, for this but I have nowhere to go!."
Andrew falls on me drunk.
OMG, he smells alcohol.
"Oh no, you could have gone to your hotel room. By the way, who gave you my address?."
I speak out wandering on how he found me. Not surprising thou, he is the owner's son he can get what he wants about his employees.
He doesn't answer!.
"You are heavy"
Panting, I pull him to my room, lay him in my bath, and remove his shoes.
"Grace!."
He shifts my hair by the side and kisses me softly, closer to my eyes.
"You need to rest!."
I cover him with that I leave
"Stay with me!."
He clutches my hand
I try to move but no way, he grips tight
"Okay!."
I clam on the bed
"I don't know why but I am scared to be a bad father, though I will love to have my own kids one day."
He whispers gently
He sends his hands around me, drawing me closer to him and caressing me. This gets me high.
I am tight in his arms, feeling his hot breath over my body.
"I am scared as well. I haven't had the best kind of life as a mother!."
I try to explain
But I realize he is deep as sleep. It's not easy sleeping by his side without having a weird sensation. At some point I thought, I won't be able to sleep.
"He is so exciting!."
I tell myself.
Staring at his cute face till I snooze.