My hands press completely against Shane's abdomen once his hand travels to my awaiting center. Shane moves to my side more instead of being half on top of me, which still amazes me how his weight was never felt.
His hand comes out of my pants and it takes everything in me not to whine with the lose of contact. It is quickly forgetten when he moves to pull my pants and panties off at one time, When the clothes gets to my ankles, I kick my shoes off and he pulls the clothes off with everything in one swoop.
Shane runs both hands along my legs bypassing my center until they are up my shirt. I raise up half way and he slips it over my head, with him using one hand to unclasps my bra.
"That is slick." I smirk.
"Got to show off some skills." Shane smirks back.
I raise a eyebrow. "You just know how to use your fingers." My mind goes to the hotel where he got me off with only his fingers.
His lips find mine, slow and full of emotions. My hands gather his shirt and pull it until he has to break the kiss to get it the rest of the way over his head. I work on his clothes until there is nothing left with him laying on his side still.
Thanks to the small light on back here, that Shane turned on when closing the curtain, my eyes catch the sight of his scars. The feel of them is no where near enough to prepare me to actually see them.
My heart aches looking at them, but I don't want to kill the mood between us. I kiss over his scars and lay back next to him.
A little nerves are swirling in my stomach, making my heart pound. Part of me is nervous but excited, because I have never been with someone so large. Plus, it has been a little bit since I had the real deal.
My hands grip Shane's arms and pull him over top of me.
"I don't have a condom." He whispers.
"I am on the pill." I look in his eyes. "And I trust your clean. I am, I hadn't ever done it without a condom and I was tested last year for my health insurance."
"I am clean too." Shane kisses my neck.
I move my hands to his back and slowly trace patterns as goosebumps form after my touch. I open my legs and he settles in between me, with him pressing against me. Raising my hips, I slowly try to line him up.
Shane moves a hand in between us and slides a finger down my center. "You're so wet for me."
I moan when he slips a finger inside me, while his thumb traces circles on my nub. I buck my hips into his hand, wanting him deeper. The knot forms in my stomach and his lips find mine in a fierce kiss. I open my mouth for him and his tongue moves in and out with the speed of his fingers, as his other hand moves to my breast neading it.
I shatter around his fingers and he pulls back from the kiss with a smirk.
"God, there is nothing better than seeing your face like this. You're so beautiful and I want to claim you as mine." Shane whispers.
"What are you waiting for then?" I challenge.
"Just wanted to make sure you are wet and relaxed enough for me, little paws." He slowly brings his lips down to mine again as he removes his fingers.
His tip presses agaisnt my core again, and I move my hips to grant him entrance. There is a delicious stretch as his tip slides in but there is also a sting, that makes me gasps and squirm some. He stills his movements before pulling out to press more in than before.
I have not been a virgin for years, but the size of Shane sure makes me think this is the first time all over again. Taking a deep breath, I relax for him to move again. Shane moves slowly and makes sure to keep touching over me the entire time.
"How much more before your all in?" I gaps when tears form in my eyes.
Shane glances down. "A little over half way little paws. You're so tight. We can stop if it is hurting to much." He pants.
"You're just colossal." I moan when I relax and the stinging stops for a moment.
Shane has stayed stock still above me but I can tell he is restraining himself with how he is quivering some. I move my hips at the same time I pull him to me. I force him the rest of the way in and my eyes roll back. The sting and slight pain was worth it all and my body must agree because I am sent into an immediate orgasm. I spasm around him so hard it takes my breath away.
"You can move." I whisper leaning up to kiss his neck.
Shane chuckles and kisses my head. "If I did I would have exploded before we even got to start. The feeling of you completely wrapped around me while finding your climax took everything in me not too."
His lips find mine and he begins to slowly pull out before pushing all the way back in. Spots fill my vision with how wonderful it all feels. My body seems to be on sensory overdrive because I can already feel a third release building. Never, I repeat, never in my life has a man made me feel like this but it is not just the sex we are having. It is in every way.
Our bodies merged together as one and a small layer of sweat covers us. In this moment, all I know and feel is Shane. Each slow thrust he makes, stirs something in me and it is not just like but I think love.
I moan into his mouth as I feel myself tighten around him once more and the familiar feeling of my release clenches around him, as he pushes in one last slow time and stills spilling into me.
Our breathing is heavy and he rolls us over to where I lay on top of him. My eyes closing on their own accord.
For a brief moment, I wonder how we will clean since it is not like there is a shower here. I wonder if a river in nearby. Not the worst way to at least wash off some.
I let out a deep breath as his hands move up and down my back, neither one of us feeling the need to say anything. Our actions on what we just shared together speaks louder than any word. That was not just some fast rough, it felt more like making love with how slow and sensational it was for both of us roaming and feeling each other.
I am in love with Shane. Is it to soon to tell him though? This is something I have never done before and I am not sure how to tell him.