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•• • Emile’s POV • ••
After a few minutes of tough argument, I end up following Dickinson to his cottage. I don't know what‘s wrong with me, any time I stand by him I become weak, is like the world was only about us. I feel selfish for feeling this way. Unfortunately, I can't help it.
“Erick please don't make things more difficult than they are already!” Whispering in his ears, I hug him before leaving.
“You’re making a mistake.” He whispers back as I was still hugging him right, feeling ashamed of disappointing him.
“I know but something tells me it's like it's worth it!” I perk him on the jaw, path away from the and I leave in Nate's arms. He gently helps me into the car then Jim drives off.
As soon as we arrive at the cottage, I move straight to the room and I lay in bed trying to understand what is wrong with me, why did I follow him instead of staying at my befriends place. What if his wife finds out and kills me.
He walks into the room, he finds me laying on bed “I know you are worried but don't bother yourself I will protect you, always” he seats on the bed by me. I don't answer him.
He takes off his coat, unties his tie removes his shirt and trouser and he climbs in bed only with his inner top and panties. He pulls me to his chest clenching me right. The warmth from his body procures me comfort.
Gently, he caresses my hair, front to back. He lifts my face to meet his and he kisses my soft delicate lips. I kiss him a little and I flinch, laying back on his chest, thoughtful.
I fall asleep without realising it. When I get up the next day he is nowhere to be found. I'm laying in bed alone. The latter appears to hurry me out of bed.
I quickly take a bath and I repeat my dresses since I have no spare one here.
“It's time. We have to leave for the airport already.” Nate urges me out of the room. “I’m not feeling fine this morning, I don't have any dress here. I think I should call Erick to bring some of my stuff. I can't travel like this.”
“No, you are fine. We have no time to waste her. You will shop everything once we arrive in France. All you need now is; you passport and flying ticket.”
“Everything is in my bag.” I nod, he perks me on the mouth while Jim carry his stuff to the car. I simply watch them. I, later on, enter the car since I had nothing doing.
“I hope I haven't forgotten anything.” He seats in the car worried and agitated. I clench his cheeks, tight “Calm down.” I kiss his lips and I realise him.
“Thank you!” he whispers and leans on my shoulders like a baby in his mum’s hand. I caress his face, then his cheeks and beards. He closes his eyes in a truce while Jim drives us to the airport.
In the plane, we seat in our VIP arena. The plane takes off, this weird sensation hits me and I feel as throwing out all the time. This makes me sick, I feel nauseated and weak like a pregnant woman.
Nates takes very good care of me, he follows me to the toilet anytime I feel like throwing up, he helps me clean up. I feel bad for making his trip a hard one with my illness. I never knew travelling would be this painful for me.
Once we arrive I'm so exhausted that I can't move. A car was waiting for us and it took us to our hotel.
“Mr Dickinson, this is the the room you reserved.” the receptionist hands over the keys. “Why did you reserve just a room?” I ask as taking support on his shoulder.
“It's an apartment with rooms in. Any problem with that?” h fix his stare at me. “No, it's fine. Can we leave? I'm not feeling fine.”
“Sure!” he walks with me to the lifter which leave us just in front of our room.
We enter the apartment, he takes me to my room before leaving. I start undressing as he leaves to bathe me. I guess a good bath will put me in form.
Naked, I walk to the bathing bowl in the toilet, I set the water at a warm temperature and I seat in, leaning at the edges with my head facing the ceiling. Indeed the bath is appealing.
Unfortunately, Adams walks into the bath. I was still facing the ceiling, but when I hear his footstep approach I move my stare to him and I fine him naked, completely naked, trying to enter my bowl.
“Are you crazy?” I yell as soon as my eyes fall on his core. “Crazy about you, yea!” he retorts sarcastically before I can realise it he’s in the bowl with me.
“This isn't proper, you know this. What's the need of having two separate rooms if you can barge in mine anything—naked!” I barely grin before I can frown his lips are already on mine.
Then he moves back with his lips. “You worry too much. Relax, lets have fun it's all that matters, baby!”.
“We aren't here for fun. We are here for business. I don't know about you but I'm here for a seminary to meet greet people and learn.” I frown.
“But you have me already and I'm all of that.” he proudly says with a soft grin on the face. I can help but laugh. “I'm serious, I'm rich, influential, and I can teach you anything you want.” he insists.
“Whatever, ain't here for you so keep your little engine back into your trouser.” I point down at his core which was soaked in water.
“Oh, how dare you call this small!” he stands up in the bowl. “Nate—. Are you crazy or something?” he’s acting weird. He seatback. “I want you to feel free with me, I want us to be friends, I want us to be lovers, I want you to be the mother of my children…”
I feel flattered but once he mentions children, I feel bad, remembering what Erick told me. I feel so bad that it shows on my face.
“I see you have something to say but you hesitate. Feel free talk to me.” he clenches my hands, taking them out of the water and he kisses them one after the other.
be walk out of the bed, I grab a towel and I wrapped it around my body while he wraps his around his waist.
I hesitate “I—I heard that you can have children— biological children.” I lower my glance.
“Its true but do you believe in the miracles?.” he lifts my face taking my glance back to him “Do you?. Like God sending you a two in one, what you always prayed for served to you without any efforts, without your knowing. You just get up one day and realize you have all you always prayed for!.”
“Wow! I wish life was this easy, but it's hard to believe in miracles and it's hard not to. Like you and I know I can call it a miracle.”
“Now you get me.” he kisses my hands one after the other again and he sucks my fingers one by one with his stare fixed at me. He got me so horny. He gently approached trying to get into me.
“Sorry, not until the divorce papers are signed.” I walk out of the bath grabbing a towel from the pile of towels found in the bath. “I see,” he exclaims he walks out and grabs a towel as well and he follows me to the room.
“Sincerely I can't stop blaming myself for your divorce.” I seat on the bed.
“Things happen in life we hurt those we love nothing intentionally, sometimes we can't control everything that happens around us no matter how we try.”
.” true but I didn't even try stopping from the divorce instead I encourage you “
“You have no control over this, this decision was made before you came into my life. You aren't the cause of our multiple misunderstandings.”
“You need to rest.” he walks “I will be in my room make sure you have some sleep, while I get things ready for our dinner.” he perks me on the forehead and leaves.
He stops in the parlour to call the reception and order dinner.
After a few hours dinner is severed in our apartment.
Nate walks to the room, softly caressing me “Baby, food is ready.” he perks me on the forehead. I wake up with my dizzy eyes “I will be there in a while” I murmur with a blurred vision slowly rubbing my eyes.
He leaves to the parlour and the seats on the dining found in the kitchen where the hotel maid had served everything before she left.
“Wow, all this just you and I. Nate—” I walk into the kitchen. “Stop complaining and come here.” he pulls me closer in 28
s arms and he kisses my neck severally.
“Let's eat.” I move to the seat next to him.