Chapter 8
"Arrgg! I want to get drunk tonight!" I shouted inside my room.
Why is he like that? What does he not like about me? Am I ugly?
I wiped the tears from my face then took my cell phone which was also placed on a mini table in my room.
I will call Tamara, then invite her to have a drink tonight.
Just a few times she answered, Tamara really loves me.
"Tam, I'm in pain," I said immediately.
"Zel, wanna hangout with me?" she asked.
"Hmm, yeah!"
"Wait a minute Zel, everything will be fine okay?" she said.
I turned off the call and adjusted myself. Now it's up to Kerzen. I will not think of him first. I was so hurt by what he said to me.
Kerzen is not here either, do you know where he went on the continent of the world? I don't fucking care. Maybe he is in the woman he like. Fuck!
I met tessie an maid here at the mansion. I passed her but they were just afraid of Kerzen so they blocked my way.
"Get out of my way." I said while glaring at her.
"Where are you going ma'am Quinzel?" She asked.
"The fuck you care, get out of my way."
"Ma'am, young master will be angry-"
"I'll be even angrier if you don't leave my path." I threaten, haist! Thanks and she leave.
Tamara's car is already outside the gate. She is waiting.
the car door opened so I entered.
She looked at me, the sadness in her eyes. "Why are you looking at me like that? Do I looked like a broken hearted woman! Fuck you Tamara! Can you please start the engine for this fucking cars of yours. please." Shout out if said.
She didn't answer, she drove going to the bar.
When we arrived I went straight in the bar. But the fucking bouncers stopped me. What the fuck!
"ID." The big man said. As if I'm scared of this motherfucker.
"I didn't bring it, let me in." I said.
"No way, we need to check if you are not a minor. I'm sorry maam. Just work." He fucking said.
"I'm married, is that enough?" I said.
"Maam you look only 17 yeras old." This if fucking annoying. Shit!
"I really look like a child because my face made by a doctor. Do you want to look like a child like me? I know a doct--"
"Come in ma'am." He said.
I just smiled, I sat in front of the bartender and ordered wine.
I swallowed my orders directly so my vision seemed to be blurred, the courage of that wine.
"Zel, are you drunk?" Tamara ask. No I'm not drunk.
I smiled at Tamara while holding both of her cheeks. "Tamara, what is wrong with me? am I ugly? why does my husband not like me?" I asked her.
"Zel,Listen to me. There's nothing wrong with you okay? You're beautiful. Kerzen just doesn't like you." She told me.
"I hate you." I answered and gulped down the leftover wine I had ordered.
I stood up and looked at the people drinking. Fuck! I'm drunk. Does my husband have twins? Is there a lot of Kerzen here at the bar?
I approached Kerzen with a flirtatious woman in the corner.
"Is that the woman you love, she looks like a goat." I asked while my index finger was pointed at the face of my spouse.
"Zel, shit! She's drunk. I'm sorry." Tamara said as she held me by the arm.
"No...I'm not drunk..."
"Who are you?" I laughed at my husband's question, he did not know me.
"F-fuck you ... I am your wife asshole!" I answered and slapped him with great force.
"Fuck!"
"Zel."
"Damn you, Kevin. You said you were single. Are you married?" The woman said she was joking and she also slapped Kerzen.
"Kevin? No, you're Kerzen Hidalgo..."
"I'm so sorry sir." Tamara apologizes to Kerzen who pretends to be Kevin. Fuck it!
"Zel, come on." She said and pulled me away.
But first I have to scold Kerzen for hurting me.
I turned to Kerzen. "I hate y-you / * Hik * / Fuck you for hurting me, fuck you for giving me pain." I said and ran out.
ARRGGH! SHIT! My headache what did I do last night? Why do I have such a headache?
"Take this you idiot. You get drunk and then you can't remember everything last night? Tsk!" What? I got drunk last night?
Everything I did last night went back to my brain. Shit! I bite my lips.
"Fuck, you hurt a man last night. Haist! You're really crazy."
What?
"What time is it?" I ask.
"It's ten o'clock." Tamara replied.
"WHAT?!"
"Go away, maybe your husband is looking for you who." She said. I glare at her.
I'M AT HOME, I walked quickly into the mansion to check why it was noisy?
I just saw Kerzen look furious. I'm so nervous right now. I know he's getting mad.
"Kerzen." I call his name. He turned to me. His eyes were scary like a tiger ready to attack.
"Go to my room, we need to talk." When he saying those words made my earthly body start to tremble.
I quickly followed him as I bit my nail due to nervousness. I think he will divorce me?
When we entered the room, he quickly turned to me and held both of my arms. It hurts! The tightness of his grip is the type that will break my bone.
My tears started to flow. Is he mad at me?
"WHERE DID YOU GO LAST NIGHT?" He asked loudly as he held my arm tightly.
"I'm hurting." I said while crying.
"" I don't want to receive another report that you have violated something, "He said while glaring at me. How did he know?" Just this fucking day, Quinzel. Don't give me a fucking headache. "He said and he let me go.
He left and I was the only one left in the room. Shit!
THE next day Kerzen is in the hospital. I have my class yet so I woke up early.
Kerzen seems to be avoiding me now. Is he still mad at me?
I left the mansion to go to school, I was about to enter my car when my cellphone suddenly rang.
My sweety husband calling ....
Shall I answer? Shit! I'm still nervous. Because I was still nervous and a little upset, I ignored him because he was tough. Could he have hurt me? My arm is very hurt because of him.
When I was at school my cellphone was still ringing, he had fifty missed calls. The hell i care.
My cellphone rang again and it's a message.
I checked the message and it still came from Kerzen.
It's say "I'm sorry, please forgive me." Shit! I hate myself because I can not no longer anger in my husband, the unfairness of life. It was just a simple apology but my fucking heart is beating so fast...
My cellphone rang again and it's Kerzen again.
"I'll pick you up. So wait for me babe. Wait for me."
To be continue ...