Chapter 11
I was in my school, I entered early so I could not see Kerzen. Yes! I avoid him. I was afraid to ask who that Evve girl was last night. Besides, I have no right to ask because I know we are just married on paper, I am the only one who desperately likes him. He? He feels nothing for me.
"Hey, Zel." Tamara greeted me. I'm not in the mood.
"Hey, you look shit." She said.
"I'm not in the mood today, actually last night. Because of that evve." Cold voice if said.
"Who's that evve, your husband's new girl?" Tamara asked, I bent my hand in anger. Tsk! This is how complicated the relationship is when you don't like each other.
"I dunno if it's Kerzen's girl, when I see them hugging each other, I know that they have a special feelings at each other, it's like they miss each other." I said while looking out the window .
"Hmm, that's bad. What are your plans?" He asked me. I looked at him.
"My plan? I plan to kill that woman." I said.
"It's really hard to fall in love with a man he doesn't like you. Do you really like that guy?"
"I already love him."
"Fuck! Are you serious Zel?" She asked me. I looked at her again.
"I'm serious, you know me. I wouldn't complain like this if I had no feelings for a man." I said and took a deep breath.
"Did you tell that to him?" She asked me again.
"Yes."
"What did he say? Did he like you too?"
"Fuck it, Tamara! he said he don't like me because he said he like something else. This is fucking hurt, Tamara, I know that even if I don't ask him, I know that girl name Evve is his lover. " I said as my tears flowed. "Damn it, at first I lost." I said again and wiped the tears partying in my smooth cheeks.
"If you really love him, please don't give up! Fight back. If you can no longer, I'm just here. I will keep you Quinzel."
I was stunned when I saw Ivo behind us, his gaze cooled.
"Have you been here before Ivo?" I will ask.
"Yes, I heard it all." He answered coldly. His jaw tightened. "The luck of that coward. Tsk!" He sighed.
"Don't say everything you heard, please." I said.
"I've known for a long time, from the beginning." He replied. "And yeah! Evve Mendez? She's Kerzen's girlfriend. Actually Kerzen first love." He says. My chest tightened again at what I heard.
"How did you know?" I ask.
"Evve is my half sister." He said.
"And Kerzen know you too?" I will ask.
"Nope! I know him, but I'm not sure if he knows me too. Nevermind." He said.
I AM IN THE MANSION and Kerzen is still gone. He did not go to the hospital.
Where is he going? I met an maid here in the mansion.
"Hmm, where's Kerzen?" I asked.
"M-ma'am.."
"Say it!" I command.
"A woman came here and she and Young master came out-"
I ran upstairs and locked myself in the room.
"Young master lets us feed you. Your food is ready."
"What am I useless? I can eat alone! Leave me alone." I said.
It felt like the maid had left so I let go of the threatening tears in my eyes.
The ones I watch on t.v. it's happening to me now. I thought this was just happening in the telenovela but now it's up to me.
"I'll fight you, you'll like me too." I whispered and wiped away my tears.
THE next morning Kerzen and I were at the dinner table.
Actually I've been acting like I just feel like nothing.
"You don't have to ask me anything, Quin?" He asked so I looked at him, I smiled at him.
"Why? Is there anything I should know?" I pretended to ask while smiling, even though I loved to cry. My jaw is about to smile even though there is no reason for me to be happy.
"Yes." he said seriously, 'Is this the end of me as hia husband.
"Spill it." Pretend to be calm when I say, I pretend to be strong at these times.
Shit! I was starting to shiver, my chest tightening.
"Evve and I am having a relationship." He replied, I smiled hard even though my heart seemed to be pounding.
"So what?"
"Aren't you mad at me?you're not hurt?" He asked and he clenched his fist.
"Why would I? Just don't let our parents know this." I said and I stood up.
"Hollyshit! You like me right? Why don't you feel jealous?" He shouted and slapped the table.
What is his problem? Why is he angry?
"I don't really like you Kerzen, I'm actually just pretending to like you, but the truth is I really want to leave your mansion. Why are you so angry, aren't we just the ones who don't like each other ?!" I said calmly.
I don't like you because I love you so much, I want to know something, so I have a reason to fight him.
And fuck! I'm so happy rightnow! Fucking hell. Know if he is just confused right now. I know he likes me.
This is my plan. Hehe!
"Dammit!" He said and he even walked out.
I want to jump for joy, shit! My charisma also resonated with him.
I AM AT SCHOOL and I am going straight to our room because Tamara is already there.
"TAMARA!" I happily called his name, and it was good and she was the only person in the room.
"Did your plan work?" He asked.
"Hellyeah! he's so mad. he walked out."
"Tsk! I'm jealous of you, But you have to be very careful with the words you release so that he doesn't get hurt and he really goes to that Evve on purpose." She said I sat across from her while smiling.
"Did you know that his face was scary earlier when I said I don't really love him? Shit! It's really scary."
"Tsk! I salute your beauty, are you so happy?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yes, I hope he continues to like me."
To be continue ..