Chapter 12
I mumbled again here in the mansion, a few weeks ago and Kerzen was avoiding me again.
I get hurt every time I see them together with Evve, yes I always follow him and they meet Evve.
I feel like I'm back to zero again, my feeling like he wants me is like disappearing like a bubble.
He is different again. It became even colder to me.
Should I give up? I don't think I can do it anymore?
I adjusted myself and went down to go to the nearby caffee here in Kerzen's mansion.
I want to have coffee now, I am always stressed.
I did nothing for a week except for the crying mumble in the room.
I sleep in the guest room because I don't want him to know and see me like this.
Shit ..
I'm starting to pissed to that fucking Evve. Because of her, I have nothing more for Kerzen. She stole Kerzen's time for me! Fuck her!
I was already at the caffee and had ordered coffee and cake.
Until I see Grace Eros' wife.
"Have a nice day, Quinzel girl." She greeted me and quickly approached me. "Can I sit here?" She said.
"Sure." I answered and smiled at her.She's so beautiful inside and out.
"So what's the problem?" She asked, so I looked at her.
"Hmm. Nothing hehe." I replied.
"Oh! Dear, stop pretending will you." She said in a shrill voice. "About you and Kerzen right?" Shee asked, holding my hand.
"You like Kerzen right?" She said. I rolled my eyes at her question.
"Y-yes ..." I seemed hopeless.
"And she made your heart beats so fast?" She said again.
I went silent.
"Do you flirt with him?" She asked again. Shit!
She looked at me.
"Y-yes. Especially when just the two of us." Is it true that sometimes I flirt with him in case he doesn't seem to be responding?
"Need some advice? I'm in the mood though" She shrugged.
"Okay, So..any advise? For me?" I asked while looking at her.
"Kiss him." Whut ?!
"Grace, I'm not gonna do that! I am already tempted, that's why I'm stopping my self to kiss him!" I'm scared, what if he gets angry again and he doesn't like what I'm doing?
"Quinzel girl, Flirty words is not enough, I kiss my husband, and after that he fall in love with me." She said full of pride. The call there is 'hope all'
"That's because eros love's you." I took a deep sigh.
"Hmm, we are in the same situation, we also agreed because of the company. And here I am happy with him." She said and smiled at me, "Just try. You stole a kiss."
He said then stood up.
"Thanks for the wonderful advice." I said then leaned back in my seat.
"You're welcome!" He answered and winked at me. Will I really do that?
"Hmm, just a little flirting will give it to you. It's not bad to flirt with someone as long as you love." She said afterwards and left for good.
I smiled before sipping coffee. This coffee is delicious hehe.
I'M IN THE MANSION Kerzen is here too. As usual I was ignored.
"Kerzen, need some coffee? I bought it at a nearby caffee shop." I said, he looked at me.
"Yeah!" He said and took the coffee holder.
But i have a plan right? Hmm ...
I approached him and looked into his eyes, my gaze on him was seductive! Shit!
I grabbed the coffee he took from me, I bit my lower lip, "Ooops, that's mine." I said softly while still looking at him, I could clearly see how he was swallowed.
"Tsk! I thought you bought me a coffee? Hmm, neve--" I cut him by kissing his very soft lips.
Shit! Is this the second time I've kissed this guy again?
When he replied I quickly stopped and mocked him.
"Does coffee taste good?"
I would have turned my back when he pulled me in front of him.
he looked at me badly. "Don't leave, I'm still talking to you" He said while smirking at me now.
"Do you want coffee again?" I asked even though I was nervous, sheyt!
he is smirking at me and slowly his face came closer to my ear, I was already tickling, juskolord.
Damn it Kerzen ... Ugh!
"Hellyeah!" He whispered as my hair stood on end.
I parted while blushing and nervous, shit! I'm sweating.
"K-kerzen?"
"What?" He asked with a smile.
"S-I guess the aircon of the m-mansion is broken?" Stuttering to say the least. I feel like I'm just nervous.
My kiss doesn't seem to work, shit!
"Wanna go to our room? The aircon is not broken there." He says.
"A-ah no, m-it's cold." I said while still sweating.
"Really?" He asked mischievously and touched my cheek down to my lips.
I was stunned by the closeness of his face. This man is the one I have been fantasizing about for a long time.
Slowly his face came close to my neck, until he felt if he was kissing me, he sucked and licked my fucking neck.
Until his mouth moved to my ear and whispered the phrase 'Brush your teeth honeybabe.' So I walked away from him.
He in turn laughed out loud, freaking shit! Haven't I brushed yet?
I turned around as my face flushed with embarrassment, I took a few steps until a hand grabbed my waist causing me to stop and face it.
I was still blushing with shame and he was laughing out loud.
"What?" I asked while not looking at his face.
"Really." He said and he laughed again.
"No, I just forgot to brush. My teeth." I defend myself.
"You don't really brush it, admit it?" He bullied me again.
"I always brush my teeth, you asshole."
"Do you really want me to kiss you without brushing? You're so gross."
"Tsk! You retaliated." I said.
"Pft! I don't know if it's the coffee I tasted or the sour taste of your saliva?" He said and laughed again.
"Don't touch me, you bully me again. Let me go."
"Pft!"
"Let me go!" I shouted. He let go of me, and I ran upstairs because of annoyance and embarrassment.
"Honeybabe!"
That's that honeybabe again.
I looked at him, he was smiling at me.
"Soon..."
"What?" What's near?
"Just a little patients" He replied.
"What are you talking about?" I asked again, he's mess.
I turned around and I was in front of the guestroom door.
"I love you!"
I came back when I heard that, but I saw him sitting on the sofa and listening to a song.
Haist! Nevermind.
To be continue ..