Chapter 1
"The food is ready, " I said to my husband. Kerzen is very hot and handsome. I'm so really lucky to have him in my life. I was really thrilled when he looked at me.
"Seriously?" He raised his eyebrow as he looked at me. He shifted his gaze to the fried tilapia. I thought tilapia was his favorite dish?
""You don't want to eat it?" I ask. It's so hard to cook that fucking fish.
"Look, how can I eat your fried fish. It looks like it was exposed for almost three years. You can also use it to stab criminals people's," Kerzen said. He sighed, I took my fried tilapia and squeezed.
The tilapia was really tough, I just frowned in shame.
"I'll cook again, stay!" I was about to leave in front of him when he suddenly grabbed my arm.
I stiffened as he held my arm, The warmth of his hand I feel like I'm burning.
"Don't cook anymore, I don't want another dish to ruined today because of you, No choice we need to eat what you cooked today." He said and let go of my arm.
I sat in front of him, Now I regret why I do not listen to mommy when she teaches me to cook, Now I regret I did not agree.
When I started eating I saw him smirking at me. While me? I have a hard time eating this tilapia that I cooked because of its taste. And the worst is this fucking tilapia taste is super bitter like a fucking Bitter gourd.
It will really hurt me if I don't stop.
"Is it delicious to eat burnt fish?" he asked me sarcastically.
I just looked at him badly before continuing to eat the burnt fish. This is my fault.
When we finished eating, I cleaned and washed the Plates.
This day is tiring but worth it for me. I was with my husband.
I see and talk to my crush every day and now he's my husband. How lucky am I? Let's just see if you aren't thrilled every day if I am in your position.
Then I can always see his body. so delicious! Ghad! I'm excited to go school tomorrow and tell Tamara all this.
Apart from my family, only Tamara knows that I am married to Kerzen. It will only be announced when my 20th birthday. I am only 18 now.
And Kerzen is 24 years old, I don't want to wait him for a long time because he might leave me for waiting so long.
I really want to get pregnant as soon as possible so that he will not leave me. I'm willing to give my virginity to him.
"Are you deaf?"
"Make Love to me!"
"What?!"
"Nothing! What did you say to me?" I asked like a fool.
"I said, go to sleep, I'll just go out for a while," he replied.
"I'm coming too, Hubby." I grabbed his arm.
"No! You can sleep," he said.
"Why don't you take me with you? Do you have a mistress?" I ask.
"No, will you sleep or will you sleep?" I was just pissed. He really wouldn't let me go with him.
"Okay, don't find another woman. you can flirt with me," I said. he smirk suddenly.
"Really?" He said and got closer and closer to where I was.
I backed away, But it was too late he corner me.
"Let's go to bed, Then." He winked at me. Ghad! He's so hot.
My back landed on the wall. He rested his two arms on both sides.
"W-what do you s-say?" I stuttered when asked him.
"You're innocent." He laughed out loud and then suddenly came out of the kitchen, fuck! Does he have a plan to kill me with excitement and nervousness?
My chest throbbed quickly. Shit!
"My heart is racing again."
The next day I was at school and Kerzen's team was here. My husband is not yet a licensed doctor. He is just a intern doctor.
"I think my head hurts, guys."
"My stomach hurts, Xylem is really handsome."
"Wahh! My chest hurts."
Fuck it! I want to slap in the face of these women that the man they fantasize about is my husband.
"Zel, are you okay?" It's Tamara my friend.
"Not really," I raised my eyebrow in response while looking badly at the gathering caterpillars in front of my husband. I really hope that they are really sick, they are really flirt.
Too many women are paying attention in front of my husband.
"You're really jealous. Don't worry your husband will come home to you."
"I'm so annoying because of these caterpillars. I want to slap them using a marriage contract. To let them know that Kerzen is my husband."
"Shit! Where are you going?" Tamara asked me.
"I'm going to check up, I think my blood has risen!" I said. when I came to the gathering women. I separated them so that I could see my husband.
When I was in front of him I sat down, he raised an eyebrow at me that he thought he didn't know me. He didn't give me a smile. He smiled at these monsters and almost tore his mouth with his smile. then when it comes to me, he doesn't even smile. Why so unfair?
"I'm going to check up doc, it looks like my blood is rising," I said and rolled my eyes at the caterpillars.
When he finished checking me up he looked at me.
"Your blood is normal, but your heart is beating so fast. Calm down and then it will be okay too." ani Kerzen. My heart was pounding because he was so close to my face, I blushed, why is my husband so handsome?
"Quinzel was just paying attention," Parsa said.
"She thought she was beautiful," Shakira said. really caterpillars? I am beautiful.
"Who wouldn't pay attention when a famous model is here? Don't be innocent there, Being innocent doesn't suit you. And we know here that you will also pay attention to Kerzen." I answered and walked out. They are really annoying. I want to throw them to another planet. To reduce the flirting people's in this world.
Tamara smiled at me. And those students are crazy and desperate to my husband. they are really addicted to my husband.
"Zel, did you see Xylem's body?" tamara asked trembling. I blushed at Tamara's question.
"Are you blushing, Zel? Does that mean you can actually see Xylem's flickering abs?" She seemed to want to scream at the thrill she felt.
"Tam, he's hot, his eight pack abs are really nice, the shape is beautiful, fuck shit!" I envied her.
"I only see his abs in pictures and magazines! I'll rape your husband." She threatened me.
"His soul is dead to me Tam, don't think of plans that will ruin our friendship, I will curse you," I said smiling. She just rolled her pretty eyes on me.
"You're really addicted to that Xylem," she said.
"I want to taste him."
"Come on, you might even rape your innocent husband in your mind." She pulled me.
Shit Kerzen! you should give me those smiles and not those flirtatious women.
I'm a possessive woman, I hope you don't have a mistress because I will shave her hair in her private part.
One pm in the night, my husband is still not here in the condo. I also can not sleep because he is still not here until now.
I picked up my cellphone, I would call him, I was already worried about him.
He only answered a few times.
"Hello, what is it?" he asked immediately.
"What is it in my fucking ass! Where are you now? I just want to say that you have a house to visit and you are also have a wife here waiting for you."
"You're so loud, can you please shut the fuck up! You're so annoying, look! I'm tired okay? I'm in the hospital." he said and sighed. Is he tired?
"What? What are you doing there in the hospital? Are you sick?"
"Tsk! Have you forgotten that my course is med? And I have a job here, I need to put down the cellphone because there are so many patients now that we will take care of. " And he end the call. am I really abnormal? Stupid, why did I think to ask him where he is now? I know he is in the hospital? Then I asked him what he was doing there and if he was sick?
I'm so stupid..
I just went into my room, why is he so mean to me, if he is not insulting me he is bullying me.
We slept in different rooms, he doesn't want anyone next to him in bed, I can no longer seduce him. I can't no longer see what color of his briefs or boxers are.
The unfairness of life, I want him next to me when I sleep and then I rape him. and I even stole a kiss from his lips too. And I want to see if he is friend down there is really big? but he is really obviously big.
I want to touch his abs too. Ugh!
I want him to be half naked in the morning to avoid spending on laundry soap and food. Then the eight abs in front of you.