Divya POV
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Two months later............
It has been two months since we broke up. Wait, we didn't break up, he said he never loved me. He just did it because he wanted revenge from me. That day, I literally begged him not to leave me, but he didn't budge a bit even after I cried for his love. I love him, but he never loved me. He only wanted his revenge. Why would he hurt me so much?
I gave him everything. I loved him truly. A part of me wants to move on but another part of me wants to love him. Now I hate him as much as I loved him. But he cheated on me. He kissed Maya in front of me. I will never forgive him for cheating me.
After that day, I didn't see his face. In fact, I resigned my job from his office. I'm always staying in my home doing nothing. I became more silent. I don't really feel like talking to anyone anymore, about anything. Dad was worried about my condition. I knew that my behavior was not right, but I'm completely broke, mentally and emotionally. I looked at the clock. It's already nine thirty in the morning. Dad went to his office.
I sighed before going into my bedroom. When I was laid down on my bed, a wave of nausea hit me. I immediately ran to my bathroom and threw up in the toilet, then whipped my mouth and came out of the washroom. I sat on the couch tiredly. I have this sick feeling in my stomach since the last two weeks. My eyes widen at a sudden realization. I'm a month late on my period. What if I am pregnant?
Oh my god! That night, we didn't use protection. It has been a two month since we had sex. I've been throwing up, and my period is late. My eyes widened in realization.
Oh god, how could I forget?
I stood up and walked out of my room. Taking my purse, I immediately reached to the chemist and asked for a pregnancy test kit. I reached home hurriedly.
Now here I am, standing inside my bathroom with a positive pregnancy result sticks on my hand.
"What are you going to do now?" I asked myself.
I lost my virginity to the man who doesn't even care. I know Daksh will never accept the baby. How am I going to tell him? Because of his revenge, I am in this situation. Carrying a baby is not easy for me. However, I don't blame my baby. As a parent, we have the responsibility to raise our child good. He has to take the responsibility as the child's father. I need to talk to him.
I made up my mind and decided to go into his office. I drove my car as quickly as possible. Soon, I reached his office and went straight to his cabin.
You can do this, Divya! I took a deep breath and mustered all the courage that I had in me and opened the door.
Daksh glanced at me, looking away from his laptop. He looked shocked and surprised seeing me in front of him. I can see his black eyes with pools of emotion but finally his eyes ended up in anger.
"What are you doing in my office?" He shouted as he slammed his fist on the table.
"Didn't I tell you not to show me your face ever again?" he snapped and stood up. He came towards me like an angry lion. His words hurt me, but I didn't show the pain in my face.
"I need to tell you something" I said nervously.
"What did you need to tell me?" He asked me angrily.
"I'm pregnant. Your baby is growing inside me" I told him quickly. He looked at me shocked.
"You are pregnant? "He whispered. His face expressions changed into furious one. His eyes turned into cold as ice making me shiver in my place.
He marched towards me and held my hand tightly, "WHY ARE YOU LYING? THAT'S NOT MY BABY " He roared and jerked me angrily.
"I only had sex with you. You're the father of my baby. You can never escape from your responsibility Daksh" I warned him seriously. He looked miserably.
"I want a DNA test only then I will accept the baby" he said sternly, shocking me.
"Why do you want to make a DNA test? Why are you not trusting me, damn it?" I yelled at him angrily.
"How can I trust you? You're cheating on me with him. I loved you so much divya. You're my world. Why did you break your promise? Why did you do this to me?" he yelled at me, fire burning in his eyes.
"I don't und....understand. Wh...at are y...you saying?" I stammered. I seriously don't understand what he's trying to say.
He went to his locker and took some files and threw a bunch of papers on my face harshly. I gasped in shock and looked down at the floors. My eyes widened when I saw what those papers were. I immediately bent and started picking all the photos. There were five photos of me and Karthik holding my hands, kissing my lips , lying on the bed, he is proposing me and hugging me. These photos are fake. It's morphing. I died the moment when Daksh trusted some fake photos but not me.
"Now tell me, what explanation you're going to give me? I clearly see the proof of your betrayal. In fact, someone sent me the proposing video of you and that bastard" Daksh said. Then he took out his mobile phone and played the video. I watched the video. I was horrified. It showed Karthik proposing me, and I smiled at him.
"Oh god! This video is totally wrong. I didn't do anything Daksh, please listen. I didn't cheat on you. Please trust me. These photos are fake. Everything is fake. Someone has planned well to take revenge on me. This all might be Mayas doing because she doesn't like me. She's is a very well photographer. She will definitely know how to create these type of morphing. Karthik didn't propose me, he was acting like proposing me. I will explain----" but he cut me off.
"You are still acting? Everything is revealed now. Don't act like you are innocent. I feel to shame on you. Why did I fall in love with you? I am ashamed of myself for loving you. You have the guts to cheat on me with Karthik and accusing me that this is my child. How cheap of you?" he shouted at me, pointing his forefinger at me stomach.
"So this was the reason you broke up with me and made me cry with the revengeful words of yours, wasn't it? I truly loved you. I would never do that to you. I swear to you Daksh. I'm not cheating on you. He's just a friend. Trust me, I am carrying your child in my womb. Why are you doubting me? You're trusting some fake photos but not me? Why?" I asked him helplessly.
"You want to know why? I'll tell you why don't I trust you. When I asked you to let me make love to you, you didn't resist me. You easily agreed to have s*x with me. It's so easy for you to sleep with anyone. You're such a sl*t" he snapped at me angrily.
My eyes widened, instantly tears welled up my eyes as his words shot through me like a bullet. Without thinking, I marched towards him.
Smack
Yes, I slapped him across the face. I saw his cheek already getting red. He looked at me with a shocked face.
"Enough! Just enough! I deeply loved you, so I allowed you to make love to me. But here, you're making fun of me and my character? Now, I don't want to prove my character to you. I don't care if you believe me or not. Now listen to me, Mr. Daksh Mehra, from this moment everything between you, and me is over. We're over. I hate you! I hate you to the core" I screamed.
There was small guilt plastered in his face. I ran from that place instantly. When I was inside the elevator, I felt my tears fall down. I laughed humorlessly as I realized I fell in love with the person who was an arrogant je*k and who didn't even spend a few minutes to trust me.
I was already inside my car. I cried inside my car. I wanted to shout in frustration. I pounded my fists on the steering wheel full of anger. These are all my faults. I didn't know how long I was crying inside my car. Later, I wiped my tears, turned on the engine and drove off.
Soon, I reached my home and ran upstairs to my room. I shut the door to my room and slumped down, resting against the nearest wall. Tears were freely flowing down by eyes. His words were still echoing in my ears. It was like a slap on my face.
He thought that I was a sl*t? A cheater? The pain is too much. Only God knows that it's not true. His words still echoing in my ears.
You easily agreed to have sex with me!
It's easy for you to sleep with anyone!
You're such a sl*t!
I couldn't take it anymore. His words were piercing my soul. I can't take these pains anymore, and I know a right way to escape these feelings.
I wiped my tears and went inside the bathroom and opened my cabinet. The box was there. I picked it up and pulled out a blade from it. I didn't care if it was cowardice, it is the only way of escaping this painful life.
I pressed the blade on my wrist and with a hiss, I dragged it across my skin, slashing my skin deeply in one swift motion. I saw my blood pouring out. I held my tears back and tightly shut my eyes. My lips formed a line because of all the pain I felt. I was hurt, angry and frustrated. Slowly, I found myself relaxing. I watched my blood pooling in the sink. I looked in the mirror of the bathroom.
'Am I a sl*t?' I asked myself.
Suddenly, I felt dizzy, probably due to the loss of blood. I came out of the bathroom. I lied down on the bed. The last thought that came to my mind was my Dad.
"I'm so sorry Dad. Please forgive your doll. I'm such a bad daughter. I give you nothing but pain. I'll miss you dad. But don't worry dad, I'm going to spend my life with mom." I whispered.
My vision became more blurry due to lack of oxygen and blood. Suddenly, I heard my bedroom door open, and I heard my Dad's panic voice calling me.
"Dolllll!"
All my energy left my body, and I closed my eyes and letting myself fall into the darkness of life.
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Precap - "How dare you to cheat my daughter?" Dad yelled and slapped Daksh across his face. Pari maa gasped. Dad tried to slap him again, but Akash uncle held Dad's hand and stopped him.
How is it?
Who has sent that video and photos to Daksh? Karthik or Maya?
So Daksh didn't take revenge for that slap. He really loved her, but he misunderstood that Divya cheated on him.
People think suicide is an act of cowardice.
I’ll tell you what’s a coward, it's hurting someone so much that they want to end their lives.