: Shattered
Lyndon's Pov
I am torn between my daughter and Mate right now.
Right when we were about to live a normal life as two mates with our pups without being haunted or target by the ex-Alpha. Everything we have including our dreams and hope is on the line here.
Everything has gone wrong now, not what we expected. In a way that I know my family could never be whole again.
I look at my daughter from across as the Alpha and others hover over her while Mia is in my arms and the war waging around us.
I cry rocking her back and forth before my wolf and I let out a ferocious howl as our hybrid side started to show.
Pushing up my legs I saw Matteo who is now in a short standing up with Adassah in his arms.
I wanted to rip off his head but I knew I have to get Mia quickly at the Pack hospital too.
We both rush towards the pack hospital's direction as fighting erupted all around us. When we arrive, the pack doctors and nurses were already there waiting for us.
Matteo left instantly once Adassah was handed over to the doctor but before that he links me to stay here with them.
The others turn to me taking Mia out of my arms. My wolf growl possessively but the doctor just took her and has assured my wolf that they will take care of them.
I fell to the ground with my fist pounding it. I let out another howl before standing up in tears and stumbling my way inside the hospital.
My mind went crazy I don't know what to do. I pray no beg the moon goddess let her, our unborn pup, and Adassah live.
I stood there in the hospital hallway as doctors and nurses rushed from here to there.
I lean towards the wall waiting for any news on my family. I grip my hair falling against it until I was on the ground.
My head went crazy and I just hope for them to be alive and well. I long for them to be in my arms, my mate and pups.
It's my fault that they all are in that condition, my family. I am hurt and broken that because of me my family is now broken.
My wolf keeps on whimpering within me and it took forever to wait for any news on them.
"Sir Lyndon"
The doctor came out sighing heavily. His head is lower in respect considering I'm their top warrior.
He gave me a big hug and all my hopes just came crashing down "I'm sorry but your mate we couldn't save her. We have tried but... I'm sorry Lyndon"
She's gone... Mia... my Mia
My heart
She's gone, how can this fate be so cruel to us.
Mia
"and our pup?" I ask aloud trying to be strong
"He’s..." he sighed "he's out of danger. We were only able to save him" I felt a part of my relief that he was alive.
Adassah and I would live in remorse throughout our life if they were both gone. My 'mate' I keep on repeating her name in my head.
"Show me to her, my mate," I said in urgent and the doctor didn't stop for a second as he leads me to her.
When I made it inside, I saw her body on the surgery table covered in a white sheet
"Time of death is 9:16 pm."
The doctor's presence and his words didn't matter anymore. All my attention was on my mate’s unmoving body.
The door opens and closed behind me. The doctor is no longer here with us.
I took small steps towards her. I wasn't rushing there as it was unbelievable that a while ago we were together happily and now she is gone from us.
I kept on walking slowly until I reach her. My hands tremble while I reach for the cloth, afraid to believe that she is gone.
Tears began to gradually form in my eyes. My wolf howls through our links. I touch the end of the cloth with my trembling fingers.
Languidly I took off the sheet covering her body. She lay there still on the table with closed eyes.
My hands cupped her face and with that I burst out crying like a kid, letting all my emotions out, pulling her lifeless body in my arms.
"I'm sorry" I hug her body towards mine. "I'm sorry" I sob out loud while my wolf keeps on howling with my vampire side trying to push through.
I am a hybrid so I have part vampire and werewolf but I am always lenient to my wolf side dominating my body.
How can the moon goddess do this to us? To me and my family, I have never asked to be a hybrid or for my family to befall this tragic life.
How can the moon goddess be so cruel?
I cry there holding her in my arms as my thoughts go back to the second time we met when I was trying to push her away from me because I was a hybrid.
Flashback
"You didn't have to be an ass" she glared at me "I'm bad for you" I retort.
She hisses at that "and you think I would run away crying like a prissy just because my mate is bad" I heave my shoulders and she took a step forward.
"How bad?" she asks "bad enough to make you go away"
"How bad?" she repeated "a hybrid" I blurted and she laughs probably thinking I was joking.
"Well I'm a crazy mate made for you" she took a step closer
"Hybrid, werewolf, warlock, or whatever you are. You are mine, not gonna leave anytime mate, even death will never keep me away from you."
She then whispers in my ear "I can assure you I'm your temptress you can't resist"
She slams her lips on me after saying it and that was the moment I knew I won't be able to leave her.
Flashback ends here.
Yet here this instant I wasn't the one leaving. Here she is lying in my arms gone from me and my pups.
Those were one of the beautiful moments in our life. A moment that I will always cherish forever.
She is my firecracker and my temptress mate the moon goddess made for me.
I cry still holding onto her while reminiscing on our time as teenagers, then expecting Adassah and all the beautiful moments we have together with our pup.
There was a slight knock on the door "Sir Lyndon."
The doctor came inside with my pup in her arms, she handed me our baby boy.
I smile with tears as I watch him sleep peacefully. "I'm sorry" I apologized for many things especially the fact he won't grow up to see her.
He is never going to meet her; he's going to grow up without a mother. I know I'll always be there for my kids but the hole in their life could not be filled.
I may be able to fulfill her role for them but it wouldn't be enough as they will always need her.
There comes a time Adassah will look back and wish her mother was there. Even Wesley himself our little miracle will surely wish he grew up with his mother.
Indeed, his name is Wesley a name chosen by my mate.
I silently cry as I held him in my arms praying again that she would watch over us as our guardian angel.
We bid her goodbye before going out of the room and saw everyone busying around.
"Sir Lyndon?" a nurse said questionably at the same time she is standing in front of me trying to catch her breath.
"Your daughter is awake"