: Regrets
Matteo's Pov
The moment I bit her with my claws digging in her skin, it was the moment I regret what I did.
My anger overtakes me and it wasn't Thunder who initiated it I did this on my own. He has been fighting for dominance when I was chasing her through the crowd. In the end, I completely won and bit her, but not marking her.
My hate for her rejecting me blinded my thoughts that I forgot I am the one hurting her and she did it because she was in pain.
I say the most hateful things to her tonight and I was going to mate Quinn and not her.
I watch her lying there on the ground bath with her blood. Kevin and his teammates who were near the incident came crowding around her.
"Adassah, oh my Adassah"
Her friends Gia and Cora came running into the crowd towards her pushing Kevin away who was to take her in his arms.
Cora gathers her in her arms crying out for help. While Gia stood there in shock, her hands shaking then she averts her gaze at me.
Her eyes filled with hate "what the fuck did you do to her?" she yells at me and I growl at her.
"You will not disrespect your future Alpha" my voice booming the whole place making her bow in submission.
Cora cries out loud "Adassah, please anyone call the pack doctor." Jay who also rushes through the crowd stood there stunned then he looks at me then back down to her.
He quickly drops down on his knees before Cora and scoops her up in his arms helping her friend.
"What have I done?" I stagger back gripping my hair Thunder growl to the crowd and they all bow in submission.
My wolf has that much authority over everyone as I am still acting as an Alpha and I am an Alpha's heir.
I look around then to the sight of Jay and her friends running out of the stadium. I turn around and rush out of there shifting into his form.
I push my legs to run faster into the woods until I made it back to my cabin a little bit far from the packhouse and almost out of the territory border.
The cabin I built when I was fifteen. It was a place I use to go to if anything happens to me at a time right now.
Quinn was the only one I brought here to this place once. The first time I dated her I took her here that was before I met Adassah, my mate.
I turn back into my human form crying in front of the door. Feeling a little heartbroken for what I have done tonight. I regret hurting her tonight and using her to only choose Quinn in the end.
I did convince her to love me and she admitted it but I wasn't sure if I was in love with her. Saying I love her back was the only thing I thought was right to say at the moment.
The truth is I am happy when I was with her; she was my only source of happiness in those days we were together. It always felt like we're the only two people in this whole world.
My body starts to heat up Thunder was trying to take control. He began to claw at our skin. Then we started to break everything outside and inside of this cabin.
He also did numerous numbers on me clawing at my skin and trying to kill me with my own hands at the same time.
We ended up in my room and by that time we were both exhausted. I sat down in the room leaning against the wall.
I watch my own blood painted all over the walls, the evidence of my wolf punishing me for hurting our Mate and me hating myself for breaking her heart.
The door opens I heard "oh my moon goddess" I snarl when I find Quinn there.
I bare my fangs at her "get the fuck out," I growl at her.
If she hadn't run behind my back and told my father that I am with Adassah and not her none of this would have happened.
I told her to be patient, a little more time as I needed to tell Adassah about everything. I just need time as it was only yesterday or should I say days ago that we confess our love for each other.
Yes, I was going to confess to her about everything, me using her and making her fall for me. I wanted to tell her that and also for her to know that I lied about my friends not knowing anything.
Yet, nothing goes in my way as Quinn was impatient. She called my father and told him that I was seeing Adassah and I was falling for her.
She fucking told him everything including the fact that she is my mate.
So my father did call and arrange our mating tonight. No matter how much I beg him to give me time but he wouldn't. He even put his Beta and gamma to watch and monitor my every move, this all happens without Lyndon's knowledge.
I have convinced him that her parents do not know we're Mate even though I knew that her mother already knows. It's the least I could do for her.
My father was so determined not to let me be with Adassah and I wonder why he wouldn't want that. Given that she's a daughter of a top warrior in his pack.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I shouted and she sobs trying to reach for me but I snarl at her.
"I told you to fucking wait, to give me time but you wouldn't" I gritted my teeth.
"I'm sorry but I saw the way you were with her at the Crescent Pack's Park" she sobs.
"The way you held and kisses her, it was so different from when we were together" she wipes off her tears. "You look very much in love with her, so that's why I did it."
She tries again to reach me but I yank her hands away. "Matteo," she cries "I love you please understand"
I growl at her "stay the fuck away from me" I warn her and she sobs louder but this time I didn't care.
I stood up with my hands on the wall to support my limb body.
"Cry all you want but the fucking mating ceremony is off"
I walk out of there to go back to the Packhouse and pack my clothes. I freshen up myself before linking the Beta that the mating ceremony is off. I place the note on my dad's desk and pull my duffle bag over my shoulder.
I link Jay to where Adassah is and he told me they are at the pack main hospital waiting for her parents.
Afterward, I made my way to the hospital just to see her.
"Hey, is she okay?" I ask Jay at the corner afraid to be seen by her friends.
"She's stable now, why did you do it?" he looks angry at me.
"She rejected me" I hiss at him
"And you were going to mate Quinn. Shouldn't you be happy? isn't this what you want?" annoying with his question I growl at him
"No."
He looks stunned "I don't know; I just broke things with Quinn"
"So you're staying with Adassah?" he asks
"No, I am going away but please let me know when she wakes up."
I was to walk away but he stops me.
"Wait let me check" he went to check but only to come running back cursing to himself then I heard sirens go on.
"Dude, your father is here and they are looking all over for you. He's warriors are tracking you"
"Fuck" I curse.
"Let me know when she wakes up and don't tell anyone I was here"
I hug him and sneak out of there making my way to Aaron's Pack.