I woke up when I felt someone hold my leg.
I got up and leaned on the headboard when I saw someone. I was immediately nervous when I saw Asher sitting at the bottom of the bed. I was scared to see him drunk again. Because I knew he would torture me.
He touched my foot again and caress it gently. He stroke up and down his hands.
I am afraid to pull my leg and he might get mad at me.
"As-Asher?" I nervously call him.
"Shh," he said with his finger to his lips. He kissed my toes gently, up to my leg, to my knee, to my thigh, down again to my toe. "I miss you," he said then stopped and bowed and fell silent.
I thought he fell asleep due to drunkenness but suddenly he looked up again. Then slowly stand up and go in front of me. He caressed my face, my lips, my eyes. He kisses my eyes, he kisses my nose, my lips.
He kisses me passionately?
I couldn’t understand what he was doing to me. I just remained stumped, in nervousness, in fear, in excitement, or maybe of delight. He used to do this to me before, and the truth is, I miss this.
I don't know what I am going to feel but I know I am crying.
"Make love with me." I was surprised by what he told me because I didn't expect that.
"Asher,"
"Please, even just now. Make me feel that I still have value in your heart. Even just tonight love me like before. Can you please pretend that you still love me and make love with me like the way we used?" There is sadness in his voice while asking. I could also see the tears in his eyes.
"Asher,"
"I'm asking you, Ash, even for the last time let me know that I am still important to you. Please can we?"
"Yes," I agreed and I saw the joy on his face and kissed my forehead.
"Thanks."
I don't know if I can do it with him again the same as before after what happen to me. But with what Asher shows to me with full of tenderness and love there is nothing I can’t do.
He kisses me gently and I accompany that kiss. He slowly took off my clothes without interrupting our kiss. I could feel the intensity of the heat in him and I feel the same as well.
When he let go of the kiss he looked then smiled at me. Smile that I have longed for. A smile I always think of whenever I am weakened.
He took my hand. He kiss my left hand, my arms, my shoulder, my collarbone to the right, back again, and then stop at my chest.
"Thank you," he said and cupped my boobs.
"Asher," I moan when he kisses my nipple which is now erected. I feel love for what Asher is doing full of caution. I emptied my mind into the negative past and let my mind thought of him only. Only him and nothing more.
His kiss went down, onto the stomach. He played my navel. Go down to the abdomen until he reaches in between my legs. He stopped so I looked at him. He smiles at me and I smile at him back. He kissed me on the right thigh, down to the knee, on the leg, on my toes, up again, and to the left and did the same.
All parts of my body were covered by Asher's kiss. Until her lips grew into my femininity.
Will he kiss me down there?
This will be the first time he will do it.
I was relieved to feel her lips on my womanhood. Until his tongue played my private part.
God, he did it, and it is more pleasure I feel now.
I grabbed his head. He thrust his tongue inside my core. He played my clit, while gently squeezing my abdomen and my thigh. I'm going to explode. I can feel my climax. I push his head while begging him to make it faster.
"Please, I'm near," I said and he makes it faster and I explode.
He smiled then get up.
"I'm going in," he reminded so I nod. He kissed me again and I even tasted the taste of my juice on his lips.
He position on my top and spread my legs, he rub his shaft to my womanhood. I feel his hardness poking to mine. He slowly entered and when he was in the middle he then stopped.
"I love you," He said then kissed me on the forehead.
"I love you more." He proceeded to enter. I gasp air when he fully enters. I saw him close his eyes and he didn't move at first.
When he opens his eyes he smiles and kisses me.
He thrust slowly, gentle with pleasure. I close my eyes and feel Asher inside me. I miss him. I really, really miss him. I felt water dripping down my face. When I opened my eyes I saw Asher crying.
"Asher," I softly called his name.
"I miss you, please be mine tonight."
Every thrust he make I could feel his love. He is careful at what he did as if he didn't want to hurt me. I hugged him tightly while I moan and calling his name.
His thrust become faster and deep.
"Baby, I'm near," he said then accelerated even more.
"Me too, faster," He kissed me harder on my lips while thrusting.
"Cum with me,"
"I will, please faster," I pleaded.
"Ohh!" We growl together and we both reach our climax while hugging each other tightly.
"I love you, Ashley, I love you every day."
Then he fell asleep on top of me while hugging me.
"I love you more, Asher, not just every day but for life. As long as I live it's just you," I replied knowing he couldn't hear anymore because he was already asleep.
I look at him who is sound asleep. I touch all parts of his face. If this is a dream I don't want to wake up. Hopefully, we just stay in this dream. I love him, and I know he loves me too.
I don't want to get out in this dream and I want to stay here with him forever.
I close my eyes and hug him. Until I fall asleep I do not remove my hug from him. I don't want him to disappear but I know that's impossible because maybe tomorrow or the day after, I'll go back to the fact that I don't own him anymore.