=AGATHA's POV=
We are now at Hailey's house. We also invited Ashley here so that she can somehow relax. Until now I still can't believe what happened to Ashley. My mind would not accept after I know everything.
After all those years she left I was angry with her. Those years she was fighting while we get angry with her without even knowing the truth.
Ley is right, when we find out the truth it is more pain we will feel than when she left us. Because that is how I feel right now. I am totally devastated and I feel triple the pain now than before she left.
I wondered how Ashley carried all that pain? To the point that what happened to her bore a fruit. How can she deal with her son every day knowing that the father of his child is the reason why her life became miserable.
I can't fucking imagine. If it was me, I might be going crazy.
She’s been hiding everything from us for so long and if I hadn’t followed her I wouldn’t have known the truth.
They are in the kitchen with Ley. I'm here in the garden alone because the rest of them are also inside. I enjoyed the beauty of the Amaranth garden. I can't fucking believe how rich the family of Ley is. It's as if when you just hear their last name, you will tremble when you collide with them.
"Agatha." I look at Hera approaching me. I heard that she is engaged and got married soon. While I, still a hopeless romantic. Fuck me. Why this fucking heart love be imprisoned of the person who is never gonna come back.
"Oh, what's your problem?" I ask.
She looked around before sitting down next to me. What's her problem? It's as if she committed a crime and make sure no one gonna hear her.
"I have a question for you," she said and sat beside me.
"Hurry up." She pouts first. She's cute to the point that I wanted to slap her. Maybe Ley and I have a lineage from Maria Clara's lineage and then Hera inherited it. Modern Maria Clara.
"Hmph." He was still a little embarrassed to speak. "Hmph."
"Fuck, Hera, speak up," I said angrily.
Since they became our friendship, I have been happy to bully Hera. She is very open about things. Though sometimes she is shy sometimes she is vocal. Swallowed by the innocent.
God! Is she really Ley's sister?
"Does it hurt to have sex for the first time?" My jaw literally dropped and I was suddenly speechless at her question. Hey!" He pushed me a little and I laughed out loud.
"Fuck you, Hera." Laugh trip. "Why, Will hasn't fuck you yet?" She shook her head so I stopped laughing.
"Seriously? You've been engaged for 7 years but still nothing? You're already engaged when Ulysses is still in Ley's womb. Clifford and Chanley got married before you."
"Nothing." I was just shaken by her answer.
"That idiot is weak. He is nothing compared to the aggressiveness of his brother." Oops! Too late to withdraw.
"Why, Eugene and you are having sex?" She asked with big eyes so I arc my brow. Fuck you self.
"Why are you asking about sex? Are you already preparing for your wedding? I thought two more years?" I changed the subject and saw the criticism on her face.
"Amp!"
"What the fuck, you kept on saying amp."
"We wanted to try because we're going to get married. But I was scared so I backed out."
I laugh at what she said. Ok, I'm a flirt. Sorry! Since I taste heaven with Vince and I grew up in the US sex is not a big deal for me. Well, not all who grew up in the states are like that. There is still sober when it comes to sex. Only about 5% I think and sad to say I am among the 95% who are not sober.
"Fine," I really couldn't help but laugh. But I will try to be serious because the one in front of me is serious.
"And first yeah, there's that little pain even if you've been doing a few times. But when you're always doing it, it's not anymore. Just, I can't fucking explain. But, I have some advice for you that before you give up the red flag make sure to yourself that he loves you and you love him. Sometimes it's just you who loves and you think the feeling is mutual. Then in the end you will be left alone without knowing how to fix yourself. Because MOSTLY of men, when they get a red flag, they don't care anymore. At first, they're ok, but when theyFUCK you always, they'll find a reason so that they can fight at you and have a reason to leave."
"Agatha, have you been hurt?" I look at her who is looking at me seriously.
"Huh?"
"I asked you if you've been hurt? Because the way you talk it is like you hurt so much,"
"Honestly, yes and to this day I still carry that pain." I fought even though I knew I had no fight. But in the end, I got nothing and I just looked stupid.
"I know him?" I just shook my head so the conversation stop. Only Ashley and I know who that idiot is.
"What's up, what's with the commotion?" Ley asked then put on the carrot cake table.
Ashley was carrying juice. Her aura is still sad. She is no longer as jolly and game with all the jokes.
"Hera, I think she wants to have sex with ------ ouch." Hera hit my thigh.
"What?" Hailey's eyes widened, even Ashley was surprised as well.
"What what? Why Ley, only you want to taste heaven, and then your sister doesn't. You're selfish." Ley threw a fork at me and fortunately I avoided it.
"Before I have sex, I get married first," Ley replied.
"So, it is you, you're sister is different."
"Hey, if she's like you ok then it's ok. You saw her, didn't you? Modern Maria Clara so she needs to stand on it until she gets married." Ley said annoyingly and then confronted Hera. "If I will see William, I will kill that asshole."
"You're so dramatic, Ley. You immediately believe Agatha. She just fooled you." I just laughed because Hera defended herself hard. She even made me a liar.
"Hey, Hera! Before opening your legs, you have to think many times, huh? But if you can't stop the flirtation, make sure you don't regret it. If you open that shit down on you, don't go home crying afterward."
"Tss, you're talking too much,"
"I am serious, don't come crying, or else I will kill you and William."
"Don't worry, Ley, I won't let William do that to Hera. There's no Taylor who let woman cry." It's Eugene, with Ulysses coming from nowhere. "Hi ladies, 'Oh, hi Ashley."
"Nothing," I whispered mimicking him about what he said that Taylor's don't let woman cries.
"Hi," Ashley simply greeted back.
"Hi, Mommy." At the same time, Ulysses hugged Ley. He's growing so fast. I feel like we're getting old.