Tatiana Kamerie
"Come Tatiana, 2 sets more." My trainer said.
"I can't. I cant breath anymore.. please."
"No.. do it. That's for eating a tub of Ben and Jerry's ice cream." He said.
"I was watching a movie."
"Then why eating ice cream instead of something healthy like an apple or an orange." He hissed and I rolled my eyes.
"Fine." I said and I did 2 more burpees. Patrick gave me a high five and I chuckled.
"Is your ear better?" He asked and I nodded.
"It's fine. I'm used to it now." I said truthfully and he nodded. He gestured me to rest and I sat down on the ground taking my water bottle and drank everything.
For my right ear, I'm not completely deaf. I can hear but not 100% clear. Around 15-20%ish. It's been 2 months and I'm getting used to it. I'm not blaming Ian for this, not a bit. It was Eric's fault and now everyone already make sure that he won't be able to get out from jail again.
He was given the opportunity to talk to his friend but apparently that friend helped him to get out from jail. The police told Ian about it and Ian ran straight to my apartment knowing that Eric will attack me first.
If you're asking why don't I let Ian go and have a new start, well the answer is simple actually. Ian has been through a lot and he did this because he thinks it's better for me to get out there instead of being with him. I can find someone else and be with that person but I choose not to do that.
It's not easy to know that your parents died because someone killed them. Not only that, he was kidnapped to be a mafia, he went through a lot of things in Russia and then he built his company in 3 years to find tracks about his parent's killer. He deserves to be happy.
I got up from the ground and looked outside the window. It's late and suddenly I want a drink. I walked towards the bathroom and took a shower. I changed into my black dress. It's an emergency dress that I always put inside my bag just incase.
I walked out from the bathroom and waved to Patrick. He smiled and waved back. I walked out and got into the car. I drove towards my favorite bar slash club. Lately.. I've been missing Ian a lot. I miss him and I was hoping that he will comeback to me soon.
I parked my car and got out from the car. I walked inside and showed my ID. I sat down in a random empty seats and ordered a drink. I looked around and the loneliness started to hit me. I decided to move to the bar near the bartender. The bartender gave me the drink and I sipped it slowly.
"Hello there." I turned to the man who sat beside me.
"I'm married." I said right away.
"I don't see any ring on your hand." He said and I shrugged. I sipped my drink and sighed.
"Do you want to dance?"
"I'm married." I said again.
"Oh yeah.. you're Deandre Romeo's ex wife." He said and I gestured him to get lost. He walked away and I sipped my drink again.
"Hey sexy." I turned my head to my right side.
"Can I buy you a drink?" He asked.
"I still have m-" I turned to my glass and it's almost empty. I chuckled and nodded.
"I'm Kendrick." He said as he put out his hand in front of me.
"Tatiana." I said as I shook his hand.
"What a beautiful name.." He said smiling widely to me. He told the bartender to make us a drink.
"I heard you're married." He said and I chuckled.
"Yeah."
"No ring." He pointed at my finger.
"Divorced actually." I said truthfully.
"Oh." He said as the bartender put the drink in front of me.
"Thanks for the drink." I said as I took the glass and planned to walk towards another seat.
"Hey.. do you need a company?" Another man came to me and I rolled my eyes. I walked towards another empty seat. I sat on the sofa and started to drink again. I ordered another drink again and drank it right from the bottle. I kept rejecting all the men who's trying to hit on me.
I think I should buy a ring pretending that I'm married so they stop hitting on me. I won't look at them a bit. I laid my head on the table for awhile and then sat up straight again. I leaned my head to my hand and drank my alcohol while looking around. I closed my eyes and felt someone sitting beside me.
"I'm married.. please go away." I said pushing the man away. I drank my alcohol again and pushed the man away.
"I'm married!" I hissed and I opened my eyes. My breath got hitch when I saw Ian sitting beside me looking at me with the expression that I can't read.
"You're drunk." He said. I put my alcohol bottle down slowly and blinked my eyes a few times. I touched his arm and he's real.
"Wha-"
"So you're married?" He asked.
"Yeah.. I'm married to you so it makes you my husband." I chuckled a little bit.
"You're drunk."
"Do you want a drink?" I asked him as I pushed the bottle to him.
"Tatiana."
"What?" I looked away trying to hold back my tears. God.. please.
"Let's go home, wife." He said as he held my hand. He pulled my body up and I looked at him disbelief.
"You.. you just called me."
"Let's go, you're so drunk." He said as he helped me to stand up straight. He held on to my waist and hand helping me to stand straight and walked out the club.
"You came back."
"I am."