Eira's pov
My eyes roamed on the note and it feels like my heart is sinking in my chest. Why I am not ready to trust my eyes. Suddenly my chest has started feeling heavy like someone has put the weight on it.
'what is this... Xavion can't do this to me. He would have tell me everything.'
I placed the note in my pocket and sat down to calm myself down, I don't want to fall down. My world is literally spinning.
I shouldn't believe Lorenzo But then why xavion was talking about his past that day, saying 'don't judge me'.
I also remember the moment when he was going to tell me something but changed the topic. It was too obvious from his face but may be I was being careless and was too busy in pregnancy thing.
Is this why he want me to stay away from Lorenzo?
did he really replaced the note, otherwise why would someone give me the blank note. He was the only one who saw that note and he is the only one who has access to my purse.
I don't want to trust Lorenzo but I can't deny the fact that Xavion's behavior is suspicious. I always feel like he is hiding something from me. I have seen him sneaking out of the bedroom in midnight's, he thinks I am a heavy sleeper but I am not. I didn't questioned him thinking he might don't get time to complete his work because of me. He usually spends his most of the time with me.
Why my heart is feeling so restless. I want to trust him more than myself but I can't ignore the fact that he hide about Patricia from me, he didn't told me in the beginning that I look like her.
No! I can't think like this just because of Lorenzo's note. He is our enemy and of course he wants to destroy us. I should tell xavion about it.
Getting up i went out, xavion must be in his study. I was about to knock on the door but then I heard Ace's voice.
"We are trying Alpha but Lorenzo is too good in hiding..."
"I don't care Ace, find him... We need to kill Lorenzo before he reach to Eira... I want him dead before my babies open their eyes in this world..."
Xavion ordered in a cold tone.
I quickly stepped back from the door and went back to my room. Lorenzo is right, xavion don't want him to reach me. Why would you do this xavion?
What are you hiding xavion. Are you really keeping me in the dark?
Why you have to do this, everything is going so perfect. We are going to have a family, then why?
Mates or not I can't trust him blindly, I have to find out the truth. I have to meet Lorenzo but how? Xavion has clearly closed my ways to get out of the mansion.
I have to find the way out. I got up from the bed and walked towards the closet and looked for my weapons. I can't trust Lorenzo either, what if it's a trap for me.
I took my gun, dagger and shuriken. I can't go unprepared. I have babies to protect. No matter what I can't put them in a danger. In these months I have grown attachment towards them. I know they are yet to see this world but I will protect them till my last breath. I never knew that being a mother will woke up this kind of emotions in me.
Walking out of the bedroom I casually walked out, I don't want anyone to get suspicious and inform xavion. My eyes fell on the big painting which is proudly hanging on the wall, why does he need to keep Patricia's painting with him when I am beside him.
He told me that it reminds him of his past mistakes and prevents him from doing the same in the future but is that really true.
Sighing I walked down, there must be guards at the front door, I went to the kitchen and used the back door to get out.
It's afternoon and everyone must be having lunch because the security isn't that tight. Only one or two guards are patrolling.
When they walk away from the main gate and I quickened my space, it's hard to walk with big round stomach but I can't give up now. The road was clear and the main guard who have to guard the main gate is sleeping, xavion is definitely going to kill him if he finds out that I sneaked out while his so called guards were sleeping peacefully.
I opened the gate slowly and walked out. Turning back I looked at the mansion.
"I am sorry xavion, I love you but that doesn't mean I will ignore the truth... I have to find out what you are hiding..."
I started walking inside the forest, the river is at five minutes distance but where should I find Lorenzo. He definitely has no idea that I am coming to meet him reading the note after three months. I have to look around, I have to find Lorenzo before xavion finds me.
But what If Lorenzo tells me something which I can't take. Then what will I do. I am at the point of my life where my life is revolving around him. I can't imagine the outcomes of this. I'll leave it to my destiny.
Finally I reached to the river but no one is here. Of course, what was I thinking. Lorenzo don't know about me being here.
May be I should walk little bit more inside, I am sure I will find him.
I looked back to make sure that no one is following me. Taking a deep breath I walked towards the woods.
I don't know if I am doing it right or not. If this is some kind of trap then I am risking my and my babies life and xavion will never forgive me for this. But if Lorenzo is not wrong and xavion is really hiding something from me which concerns my future then I won't forgive him.
I have made myself clear before, that I don't like lies and no relation can survive on the base of lies. I have put my trust and faith on xavion, if he breaks it then I don't know what I am going to do.
"Lorenzo?... Are you here?..."
I tried my luck, may be he could hear me.
But it's of no use. I should go back home before xavion finds out. I turned around to leave but then I heard his voice.
"Finally you came..."
I quickly turned around and came face to face with Lorenzo.