Valentine Regens
I rest myself and sleep until it's 9 p.m. I'm so lazy to get up but my stomach is grumbling badly. Leah is not here so I can't ask her to bring me some food. She left her phone too.. so damn. I'm lazy to get out and face Joey , Harry and others.
I'll just stay here.. and sleep in again so I will forget that I'm hungry.
I opened my eyes slowly and checked my phone to see it's 1 a.m. My stomach.. Oh. I smiled to see Leah put 2 pieces of toast beside me. I got up slowly because I don't want to wake her up.
I got out of the tent and went to the toilet first because it's damn cold. Eating the toast and plugging my earphone to my ears. I turned to see the small path where me and Joey used to go.
It's 1 a.m , he won't wait for me right? Oh Valentine.. why do you care? He humilliate you in front of public earlier and you still care that- ah fuck! I do care. After finishing my toast.. I walked there again. Trailing that small path until I arrived in the end and.. there's no Joey.
Stupid me.. Why did I go here in the first place? I need to stop being too kind towards people, especially Joey. I forgive him too easily and this is what I got.
"What happened to your arm?" I jumped in shock and turned to see Joey standing behind me with his eyes straight looking at the lights. Instead of answering him.. I sit down on the rock
"Did you cut yourself? Where did you go this morning until evening?" He asked slowly but I don't want to reply to him. He's pretending to care so I can forgive him again.. I'm not dumb
"Valentine" He called
"I'm sorry" He added and that make me turn to him
"Are you happy now?" I asked coldly
"No" He answered and there's silence between us. None of us dare to start the conversation.
"Raymond has a girlfriend?" I asked
"Yeah.. She's 2 years older than him" I nodded and I don't feel anything for Raymond anymore. I know it's only a crush and nothing more.
"You like him? Are you sad because of that?" He asked
"I never even like him" I answered and turned to him. I looked at him coldly
"Why are you judging so fast? I never like him. It's just a crush and never gets more than that. I was starting to feel something towards Harry and you ruined it. Thanks a lot"
"I'll stop here" He suddenly announced , stop what?!
"I'll stop everything. I'll stop pranking you , bully you , disturb you and everything"
"Good" I said
"I'm sorry for everything , I promise you.. I swear I won't even bother you again. Not even talk" He said and I'm relieve that he's going to do that
"Good to know that you really to do that" I said
"Sorry for all this time Valentine. I didn't know that I hurt you a lot" I looked up to the sky and today the moon is gone. I don't know why it's gone suddenly.. I think the clouds hiding it
"Did you bring Natalia to this place?" I asked because it bothers me a lot
"Yeah" That stabbed me , I don't know why I hate that fact. I really hate it until my eyes is full of tears
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked and I know it's stupid to ask that question
"Making out" My breath got hitched and tears fell out from my eyes. I quickly wiped it and froze my heart so I won't feel sad and weird like this..
"Nice" I commented
"I already told Harry I was joking. He was looking for you and Leah told him that you went for a walk for awhile and he kept looking for you all the time"
"Why are you telling me this?" I asked coldly
"He cares.. he likes you"
"Don't pretend to care Joey , I hate you! I hate you like crazy! I don't want to see your face ever again" I turned to him and bursted angrily to him. He looked into my eyes and nodded.
"Good to hear that you hate me so much , I'm sorry Valentine. Once again.. I'm sorry" He looked at me seriously
"Sorry won't make things change" I said coldly
"I know.. but at least that's the only thing that I can do. I promise.. no.. I swear I won't bother you again. We will graduate in a few months so I'll disappear from your eyes in no time and I'll do the cooking for everything tomorrow until we get home. I'll make sure we won't bump to each other again" He said and I turned away
"Go away.. this will be our last conversation Joey. Goodluck with Natalia"
"Thanks" I heard him getting up from his place. I heard his footsteps as he walked away. I sighed big time..
I don't know whether to be happy or sad in this.. the happiest rules my heart but I don't know why I'm sad at the same time..
I HATE JOEY HARRIS and I'm going to live with that hate for the rest of my life