Chapter 19
The room was pitch black, there was no sound, and everything was like a paused movie. And the only thing that makes a sound is me, I can hear my own soft breathing. I opened my eyes and couldn't see anything clearly and my body was shaking with bewilderment. The darkness not only scared me but also disoriented me, feeling like I was still in a long dream.
I woke up for the second time but not in the first room, the room I'm currently in is larger and decorated with a more aristocratic and classical style. I remembered what I had done before I passed out, those lewd images appearing before my eyes made me feel humiliated and hate myself for being so weak that I couldn't resist.
My clothes have already been changed by someone, maybe the servant helped me change, I should find that person and thank them.
My legs trembled when I got out of bed, I hadn't taken a few steps before I was ivory because I couldn't stand, the frustration and discomfort were bigger than before in my heart. I clenched my fists to try to hold back my tears.
“Damn it!! Why do I have to endure these things? Why?"
I constantly wonder why I have to suffer this miserable and terrible thing, I have been miserable all this time. I just want to stay away from all the troubles and complications because I want a normal life without the ups and downs. But Enzo was always annoying and he even raped me while we were divorced, I signed and filed for divorce.
I went out of the room and went to look for my daughter, but even though I opened all the rooms in the hallway, I couldn't find my daughter and couldn't find anyone. I felt like I was in a big abandoned house.
I was so scared that I cried and was confused when I couldn't find my daughter. After I realized that no one was there, I called out loudly:
“Min? Min, where are you? Min… Min… Min…”
My reply was only a terrifying silence, when I woke up it was already dark at night, the long corridor with only a few bright lights could not make me feel secure. Suddenly I was hugged by someone from behind, I was startled and shouted: “AH!”
Enzo smiled, and he hugged me unexpectedly, I was scared by him so I couldn't speak, my eyes blankly looked at this man.
He said:
"Are you looking for Min? She's downstairs eating dinner."
I didn't answer him but immediately ran downstairs to verify if he was lying, I shouted:
“Min! Min! Where are you at?"
This time Min answered me: "Mom, I'm here."
Even though we're all in the same house, I feel like we're too far apart.
I rushed over to her, panicking to see if she was hurt, but fortunately, she was unharmed. Min was confused by my urgent action, she asked:
"What are you doing? What's wrong with mom?"
Seeing Min means that I feel very secure, my big heavy stone seems to be thrown away. I wanted to take her out of here, but before I could lift her from the chair, the servant stopped her:
"Madam, Lady Min needs to have dinner, you shouldn't carry her away like that. .”
I looked at that servant uncomfortably, all the servants in this house were acting like a machine, and their eyes and expressions were cold, unlike a human.
“It's my daughter! Where I want to take it is my right! Get your hands off her!"
Enzo stepped forward and said,
"She's your daughter too, and you are not going to take her out of here. Do you want to run away like last time? Don't try."
Then he ordered the servant to bring Min to the front room with only me and Enzo left, he approached me but I dodged his touch. More precisely, I loathe his eyes and his touch, to him I am just a sex doll that can be used at will, he also uses his power and strength to coerce and control me.
"After all, what do you want from me?" I asked, I always kept a certain distance from him.
Enzo smiled slightly, he said:
"You have asked this question many times, stop asking such a stupid question."
I know I've asked so many times and I can't even remember how many times I've asked, but Enzo's answers make me feel unbelievable.
“You just want us to go back to how we were before that's why you're doing this to me? You can find a better girl than me.”
But after listening to me, Enzo shook his head again:
“I love you but you always try to push me away, why Flora? We can still go back to the way we were before, you don't have to go to work and I can give you as much money as you want. Min will have a happy family, do you know a child growing up in a family full of parents is better than a child growing up in a family without a father or mother?"
I don't think it matters, when Min grows up she will understand my decisions and I believe so. Anyway, I only have Min as my only relative and I don't want to share Min's feelings with anyone, even Enzo.
I frowned angrily and said: "Shut up, don't use Min as a shield for your dirty schemes, we are divorced, we are not husband and wife nor family. You are only Min's father, not my relative!"
Enzo grabbed me by the collar and lifted me up, causing me to panic, his eyes were red and his voice was full of anger:
"I never signed that paper so we are still legally husband and wife, still married. family. Do you understand, Flora?"
I still don't understand why Enzo is so stubborn, the weirdest thing between the two of us is when I fell in love with him and I would die if he asked to do so, I gave everything I yes for him but he harsh and despised my love and now when I no longer have feelings for this man, want to get away from him as quickly as possible, he constantly tries to cling to me and say love me?
“Enzo, why are you so stubborn, I told you, I don't love you anymore, I don't have any feelings for you anymore. Do you want to know why?” I sighed and sat down on the chair, looking at the man with bored eyes.
Enzo asked, "Why?"
“Since you killed my love, I overheard your conversation with your friends. You never loved me, but you chose to marry me because he wanted to try the feeling of living a normal life. You never loved me and you only treat me as a servant and a sex slave.”
Enzo heard that his face turned pale.