Into the unknown
It's been one heck of a weekend and I was just super happy to see my girlfriend again we greeted each other with a peck on each others cheeks and the first thing both said to each other at the same time
"crazy weekend!!!"
I was shocked at first but then I shook it off as we both keep responding saying the same thing to each other at the same time
"No way"
"you first"
"No you first"
"okay fine"
It was at this point we Answered simultaneously but differently of how our weekend went before we continued saying the same answers again simultaneously
"my sister and I had a fight"
"Eliot and his siblings had a fight."
"No way what happened???"
"Okay we gotta stop jinking or you'll own me a coconut"
"Serious!?!"
"You own me a coconut"
"No you own me a coconut"
"No way i said it first"
Before we could simultaneously say something else again Jake whom i suspected was having a bad day walked pass and ruin our moments by saying
"Will you two quit that already 'ya own me a coconut, ya own me a coconut' barf get your Love Story out of my sight."
I was going to go after his and school him real hard but Temi held me in place giving me the he is not worth it look and I nodded before mumbling
"Geez wonder what crawled up his ass this morning,"
"Let it be babe C'mon I'll walk you to history Class"
With that my day started with Temi making it blissful and ended with us going on the date in a pack down town. It was our first date and to say it was great was an understatement. i got to spend quality time with her and it was like a dream come through finally i got a shot at a normal life.
We ended the date going to the cinema to watch frozen 2 it was my 5th time watching and I didn't really mind watching all over again because of her.
The date ended much to our dismay and we had to part ways because we had classes to get to tomorrow so we called it a day at 7pm. Since I have already head enough to eat during our date decide to bid my mom good night and went straight to bed calling it a night.
2:12am
I woke up to this sound/tune of into the unknown drawing me out of my sleep and I decide to sing along why I did I don't really know but I just felt the urge to.
Into the unknown
(Oh)
I can hear you but I won't
Some look for trouble while others don't
There's a thousand reasons I should go about my day
And ignore your whispers which I wish would go away, oh
Whoa
You're not a voice, you're just a ringing in my ear
And if I heard you, which I don't, I'm spoken for I fear
Everyone I've ever loved is here within these walls
I'm sorry, secret siren, but I'm blocking out your calls
I've had my adventure, I don't need something new
I'm afraid of what I'm risking if I follow you
Into the unknown
(Oh)
(Oh)
What do you want? 'Cause you've been keeping me awake
Are you here to distract me so I make a big mistake?
Or are you someone out there who's a little bit like me?
Who knows deep down I'm not where I'm meant to be?
Every day's a little harder as I feel your power grow
Don't you know there's part of me that longs to go.
Into the unknown? Woo!
Just as I ended the song Cecilia my supposed not Soo friendly next door neighbor yelled before my mom came in startling me futher.
"Shut up. Its 3am and some people are trying to get some Beauty sleep!!!"
"Urrrr what are you doing?"
"Ahhh!?!? mother you startled me what are doing here??"
"Uum you mean the room that you are staying in the pack house that is not exactly sound prove. plus the people we are living with have extra sensitive hearing ability so you're kinda scaring there ear drums with what ever it is you where doing."
Oh right... That hmmm I urrrm I am scared! This is all soo... Its happing soo fast I don't Know mom what's go into happen when i go 'into the unknown'
What if all of this goes wrong?
what if i can't be the good guy?
What if i can't convince them?
heck of cus I can't when i can even convince my self. This missions is caused!!!! Urgh!!!"
I bounced on my bed as I exhaled exhausted from all the singing and ranting I just did.
My mother who was obliged to my dilemma just stood there looking at me which made me feel worst than I originally felt but then she moved From her position and ask the most ridiculous question I could every think of.
"Hey Lora I know this sound sudden and out of the blues but... Do you wanna built a snow man?"
I smiled because no matter how ridiculous and awkward that question was I did want to build a snow man I wanted to build Olaf and maybe even get frozen in time before the big war. With gladness in my heart and faith in my abilities I got up and shouted
"You bet I do"
I know, its crazy a big strong female hybrid like me Building a little snow man with her human mother on the front porch of there packs house at 3am in the morning in the middle of September when she has a war to end early October. How absurd you might think bur then again it only seems fitting to build one after all I just sang the frozen song. Besides I think that every one needs an Olaf who Give lots chessy and Witty advise with lots of free warm hugs in There lives.
It was cold out side but I couldn't feel it. I could only tell because my mother was shivering even with her hoodie on but she didn't mind as she gave me an encouraging smile and i gave her a sad weak one instead.
She drew me in for a bear hug as she whispered in my ears.
"You don't have to go into the unknown when you can be the unknown, who eventually becomes know bringing peace and balance to the world at the verger of chaos..."
We with drew from the hug but not too much as she held unto my face looked me in the eyes and said.
"You can do this Lora have faith in what you are."
With that she pecked my head and rested her forehead on mine. After 30 sec of enduring the cold we heading back inside to get some sleep