Synn's POV
"Why is that every time you two has a problem, it becomes 'our' problem too?"
I rolled my eyes at what Elisse had just said. We were on the van on our way to our dorm after coming back from our flight in Singapore.
"Stop the attitude, young girl and stop pouting. Elisse has a point though. You and Gold should learn how to manage your relationship. You get grumpy whenever you two had a fight and we don't exactly always have the time in the world to deal with your sassiness, okay?" Arika puffed air out of her mouth while she taps on her phone.
Arika just shrugged her shoulders. I can't really blame them, especially Elisse and Arika. I accidentally snapped at them, after I saw that video of Gold fucking grinding in front of millions of people after he literally asked me if I can change my solo number - the audacity and hypocrisy. Who does he think he is?
Just because we are together doesn't mean he can be a bitch like that.
This is my craft and there's nothing wrong with it. It's not like I was fucking my backup dancer or something.
It was just a simple dance. Other idols have done pretty much more than I did and that doesn't make any of them less than a human being like he is.
Honestly, I know I shouldn't have taken it out on the girls but I really just wanna release my frustration and it happened at the wrong time.
"Sorry..." I muttered and we heard Arika grunted. I raised my voice at her earlier and I wasn't too happy about it either.
The girls and I, we fight but it was normal. But then we all knew not to raise our voices when we do so. We promised to always talk when we have problems.
We were all silent for a moment. Nobody dares to talk with each other.
Everybody was tired and exhausted. In fact, it wasn't even three hours after our concert and we went on a flight straight back to Korea because we have a commitment set for tomorrow.
And I honestly feel so bad. I know I made the mood heavy for acting up earlier. I am just so lucky they were being patient with me even after my stupid behavior.
"So, have you talk it out with Gold?" I heard Arika. She wasn't looking at me but on her phone yet I have this weird feeling that her focus was on me the entire time. Because she cares for me.
All of them. And no matter how pissed they maybe at me for acting up, they will still care.
I shake my head in response.
After I sent him a message, I turned off my phone.
I am just so mad at him.
We won't break up, yes, but we need to cool down even for a day or two. I don't want to do something that or say anything that will hurt both of us.
"Good, that'll give me an excuse not to talk with his Demo who's been getting on my nerves lately," she snickered and a small smile escaped my lips.
Yeah, Demo has been pestering her well lately and I'm still contemplating what it means, good or bad, for the both of them.
"Tsss," we all turned towards Snow who simply scoffed.
"Excuse me?" Arika scowled and I tried to hide the smile threatening to emerge on my lips.
"What? I was reading something on my phone," Snow lied. Yeah, it's obvious that she was lying.
Her phone was bright open and we can clearly see what she's looking at - a dog. Her dog. Who is sleeping. Which is not even funny at all.
"C'mon Ari, we all know you always watches his solos before. Which I think is not entirely weird since he's really hot as fuck too-"
"Elisse!" Arika exclaimed.
"- but, don't try to deny the fact that you're enjoying the attention. No matter how annoying he sometimes gets to you," she finishes and the three of us grinned while Arika pouted.
"I am not watching his solos!"
"Yeah, my bad, just that song with lots of hip thrusts,"
"Yah, Elisse! When did I ever do that?"
"Ah, like, literally four hours ago? During Snow's solo. Don't even deny it. I was changing behind you and you were too engrossed you did not even realize,"
At that, we lost it. Snow and I burst out laughing at how red Arika's face was. "I was just monitoring him for the purpose of pissing him off if he messed up,"
"Ohwwwkayyyy" Elisse answered and even after we were already on the elevator, Arika doesn't want to drop the topic.
"I hate you guys," she started whining and we were all just laughing. She's such a baby.
The moment we opened the door on our dorms, my mouth went agape when I saw a huge box filled with purple hyacinths on it.
"Look what we have here," Snow exclaimed and Elisse reached the flowers first.
"Purple hyacinth, a flower that symbolizes deep regret, or...asking for forgiveness," Arika stated. Hyacinths were her favorite flower.
Her arms took hold of a white paper which I am guessing is a letter.
"Oopps, from your loverboy. Want me to read it?" she asked and my cheeks blushed.
"Cupcake, I know I have upset you with my undeniably unreasonable stupidity. And I'm sorry. I truly am. I can't promise you I won't do anything that would upset you again in the future but I will try my best not to.
I know you're mad, and I know it's my fault for being such a jerk. Please know that I respect your craft and I admire your passion. I love you, Richards. A cup of coffee tomorrow?"
By the time Elisse finished reading the note, my cheeks are close to tearing off from the wide smile I am doing.
"I'm starting to hate your relationship. You guys are reeking too much love I'm tasting bitterness on my lips," Snow stated and I started tapping on my phone.
"I fucking love you, Simons. But I still need that coffee to fully forgive you,"
Somethings may be wrong but it will always be right in the end for the two of us.
I hope...