I removed the strand from my face and pinned it behind my ear. Looking at my image I ran my finger over my lips. I literally kissed him. The thought of kissing Jackie did not disappear from my mind.
Why didn't I pull back?
Why didn't I tell him to stop?
Why did I kiss him back?
Why did I allow him to capture me?
These questions were driving me crazy.
Why do I feel safe in his arms?
Why do I feel enthusiastic when I look at him?
Overall why is my heart beat increasing when I just glance at his eyes?
These should not be happening. I placed my palm over my stomach and looked at my image. A tear slipped away from my eyes when the past hit me.
"Please,"I sobbed.
I was unable to move. My head was too heavy and my eyelids were heavy which made it difficult for me to open up. I couldn't see who was lying next to me but I could feel everything.
His smell hit my nostrils when he moved closer. Uncountable tears left my eyes when his filthy hands touched my body.
"You are a nice piece,"he said by caressing my right cheek.
"Open up your eyes. Anna baby,"he said, moving his face close to mine.
I couldn't speak or shout. My body was almost paralysed but his touch made me shiver. Moving more over my body he brought his lips closer to mine and pressed his lips over mine.
I went numb. I did not open my mouth letting him capture me.
"Kiss me,"he whispered into my left ear and pressed his lips back on mine. But I didn't. He bit my bottom lip and moved his palm behind my head. He gripped my hair hard into my scalp which made me let out a hiss with pain.
It was when I realised he invaded his tongue into my mouth. Tears were flowing over my cheeks but I couldn't move. Every single part of my body was in pain. Moving back he let out a heavy breath and kissed me again.
Again he bit my bottom lip over the previous bite and I parted my lips to gasp but again he took that as an advantage and ran his tongue inside. I knew I was bleeding when I tasted blood in my mouth.
After some seconds he moved back. I tried to move but I couldn't. The only thing I could do was CRY. I cried out loud and tried to open up my heavy eyelids but the image I saw was only black spots because it was blurry.
"Please don't do this,"I cried by trying to move my hands. Finally I did, I moved my hands and pushed him away from my body.
"You little brat,"he yelled and pulled my hair tightly.
"Ahhhh,"I screamed when a sting raised up on my left cheek. Yes he slapped me. It was hurting like hell and tears began to flow more. He moved my head up by pulling my hair and slapped me again over the same cheek.
It hurts. It hurts like I've burned my cheek. Another slap on my cheek which made me shout in pain. I turned myself towards the right and formed into a ball by hugging my knees over my chest but he pulled me over and made me lay straight on the bed again.
"How dare you,"he growled and pinned my arms over my head.
"Get the hell off me,"I screamed when I felt a weight on my body.
"Shut your pretty little mouth Anna baby,"he whispered and moved over my body.
His hands ran over my body and he rested his lips on my neck. I hissed in pain when he bit my neck. He continued doing that he bit everywhere in my neck and on the same bite again and again. I shed out uncountable tears because the pain was unbearable.
"Somebody help me.....please,"I screamed while crying.
"Nobody will come to help you baby. Your dad is lying dead out there. Even your mom. There is no one here to help you from me," he stated and moved his hand under my blouse.
No no this should not be happening. I closed my eyes tight when his hand touched the back part of my bra.
"Pleaaasee,"I begged, wiggling but there was no use because his weight on my body didn't allow me to move even an inch.
He unstrapped the bra and removed his hand from my body. I didn't feel any touch for a few seconds, then my eyes widened when I felt him pulling my blouse off. I wanted to open my eyes but my view was not clear.
After a few minutes I felt that there was no cloth on my body. I was naked. Naked completely while a man is on me. He moved forward and I screamed for help. His touch made me cry loud and I passed out without my realisation when his hand went between my thighs.
I shouldn't be feeling this towards Jackie. I thought by looking at my image. I should do something to keep myself away from Jackie cause I might hurt him in future. The only thing I can do is avoid him. Yes I have to ignore him and his heated gaze.
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"Hey dude. What's Up,"Jon nudged Jackie who was sitting on the bed and leaning over the side.
"He is in the 7th cloud,"Bray said while sitting in front of Jackie on his bed. All three brothers were in Jackie's room after they returned from aunt Mia's place.
"Jackie,"Bray called out and Jackie looked at him with no expression on his face.
Jon and Bray looked at each other and turned back to look at Jackie.
"Dude.....Anna," both chorused which made Jackie to sit up straight swiftly and look at the doorway but
saw no one. He glared at Bray and smiled.
"You've gone crazy, "Jon said as Jackie went back, leaning and dreaming in his own world.
"Alright...Either you tell us what happened or we would go to Anna and ask her what's going on with our bro Jackie, "Jon said, trying to get up from the bed but he was interrupted by Jackie.
"No..no..noo...I'll tell you,"he screeched while sitting straight and looked at his brothers who had a smirk on their face.
"I kissed Anna?"Jackie asked, which made his brothers widen their eyes.
"Really,"both chorused with astonishment.
"Yup,"Jackie answered by raising an eyebrow at them which made them blink.
"She's mine,"Jackie whispered to himself but Jon and Bray heard him.
"Finally you've got the climax,"Bray told by nudging Jackie which brought him out of his thoughts.