Alex Pov's
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"Why? Why does he never love me? what was my fault that mom died while giving birth to me?" She cried. I moved my hand on her back to soothe her.
"He never talks to me or even looks at my side. I used to crave his love. I wanted someone to love me, care for me, or at least talk to me but I had no one. I always feel alone in those eyes. You won't believe I even used to work with maids so that they will talk to me but no.. they also ignore me like their Alpha. They even taunt me that I'm the reason behind their Luna's death" She cried and clutched my shirt tightly. I look at her face and I feel like she was not in her senses.
"Before also I tried to commit suicide," she said dropping a bomb on me. I was so stunned to even say a word.
"I was 8, the taunts, the trauma, and everything were too much for me that I… I" she clamped up and started breathing heavily.
"Sano" She looked at me and immediately her reaction calmed down.
"I am never able to make friends as I don't even know how to talk with someone. I'm used to blubbering a lot. Everyone used to get irritated with me and then my fellow mates started bullying me. In-home I used to do my work on my own to keep myself busy so that I won't feel alone. I was trying to cope with this ruthless world but I was getting into depression then I lost all my strength. I was just eight when it became hard for me" She sobbed... "It was so hard that I went into the school washroom and there I cut my wrist with a knife that I stole from the school canteen. I wish that I would have died that day but it seems like the moon goddess wanted me to bear more pain. A lady teacher saw me and took me to the hospital" She said and a smile formed on her lips.
"That day I realised if there is a bad person then there are good people too in this cruel world. My teacher helped me to get out of depression. She helped me and talked to dad. That's the different thing he doesn't care about I tried to attempt suicide. He didn't pay any attention. The teacher used to tame me to a psychiatrist after school who helped me a lot to improve my mental health. Gradually I came out of depression with the help of my teacher and psychiatrist. They taught me to live life with positivity and took everything positively. ``She smiled, bringing a smile to my face. I removed the strands of hair from her face and locked them behind her ear.
"My life became a little beautiful after that and then I started doing small jobs in a library to keep myself busy and also to make books for my friends. Believe me, books are my best friend." She chuckled. "I got a scholarship from my college for the best student," she said.
"Wow.. you're an amazing girl. I'm proud of you" I said. She smiled and held my hand.
"I was so happy. With that amount, I fulfilled my first dream and opened an NGO with my mom's name" She looks towards the stars. "It was my way to say sorry to her and also I wanted to tell her how much I love and miss her." Again she started crying.
"I was doing great and despite being alone, I was happy." Her smile vanished suddenly. "Then dad decided my marriage with Richard. First time... for the first time I argued with him and asked for time till my eighteenth birthday but as usual, he didn't pay any heed to me. He made me marry Richard the very next day and I was so stupid that I marry for my father's happiness with that bastard without thinking even for once. I thought at least my dad would be happy and would hug me at the time of departure but like every time my expectations killed me. He didn't. I was crying and begging in front of him to at least hug me for once" She cried.
"You asked me why you never oppose Richard and his abuses. How can I forget him so easily what he did to me that day? I forget and bear everything because that's the only thing life taught me but the difference is, this time I was selfish or say dumb. I was blind and used to think of him as a good man. He used to do a few things for me to make me happy… He used to do some care for me which no one did and his little care made me think that he loves me." She started laughing.
"I was so dumb thinking that he loves me" She did not stop laughing and tears were continuously falling from her eyes. I took her in my embrace and hugged her tightly.
"Sano" I called her and she suddenly stopped laughing and started crying in my arms. she was shivering badly. Tears fell from my eyes looking at her in this state. I knew that she was in pain but I never thought that her pain would be this much. After a long hour of crying, she calmed down. I wiped her tears lovingly.
"You know what happened next?" She mumbled and parted away from me. "I didn't know what love is but you made me realise, How it feels to be loved and how it feels when someone really cares for you," she said and again tears rolled down from her eyes.
The whole night she shared her painful past with me and about the toxic marriage she had with Richard. I felt anger build inside me hearing her. I want to burn every person who is the reason behind her pain. I wish I could make Richard alive again so that I could kill him again and this time more painfully and brutally.
she passed out after crying for hours in my arms. I picked her up carefully and took her to our room then I made her lay down on the bed. She squirmed a little then turned to the other side and slept. I come to the other side of the bed and lay down beside her, looking at her face which turned pale because of crying continuously. I felt like my inside was burning after hearing her pain. I don't know how my Sano had faced all that. How could this world be so cruel to her?
I stood up from bed and went outside on the balcony. Everything was quiet over there. I held the railing tightly and tears started falling from my eyes which I haven't since when I'm controlling and that's when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I quickly wiped off my tears and turned. Sano was standing there. She hugged me and kept her head on my chest.
"I'm okay Alex… It was a past and today because of you, I let out the pain I was holding. Now, I'm feeling better. In fact, I'm feeling so light and happy, peaceful from inside. You're right it's good to let out your pain" She said and then turned to look towards me.
"I love you, Alex, and this time, I'm confessing in all my senses and I'm 100% sure about it. I love you Alex" she said. A smile came to my face hearing her.
"Sano"
"Would you?" she clamped us as we heard a loud growl. I parted away from her and looked down from the balcony. My eyes went to Max who was in his wolf form.
"I think there is an emergency Sano... I have to go, ``I said and kissed her forehead.
"But Dominic is not with you... what if someone attacked you" she asked, getting panicked.
"Don't worry about me. Just stay in the room okay"
"But Alex"
"Sano... don't worry I will come back soon," I said and went outside the room. I directly went towards Max. he already captured a wolf under his paws and other warriors also captured a few wolves. I look around confusingly. Max forced the wolf under him to morph into human form and then a few warriors came and captured that human. Max moved away from that person and then turned back into a human. He bowed his head respectively.
"What is going on here?" I asked.
"Sorry Alpha... I know that I should inform you first and I came to you but you were busy that's why I couldn't inform you. They are intruders trying to get into the villa"
"Why?" I asked.
"To kill Luna," He said, leaving me stunned. I look at them and again Max to confirm. He nodded his head. I tightened my fist in anger and then smirked.
"Poor wolves… They don't know how big a mistake they have made and who's women they thought to harm. Get ready to cry the tears of blood"
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Max brought my sword and passed it to me. I took that from his hand and looked at their leader who was shivering because of fear.
"Get ready for the painful death"