“I know very well who you are,” he holds out his hand, “but I guess you don't know who I am,” he smiles, I pray that Kahin doesn't beat him to death for that reference, “I am Francesco Leone, the sun of my Wonder.”
Kahin smiles in that way I don't like it, “I see you're a step ahead of me,” he takes his hand and I can see the force with which he squeeze his, “I am Kahin Hamann, the owner of your Wonder and the father of her son,” I feel like my tension drops to hell for Kahin's idiocy.
"You didn't have to say that," I protest angrily, “you're a fool Kahin,” I forced them to let go of each other’s hands.
"Wow, being the owner, can I have her?" Laughs my sun. He is provoking Kahin and nothing good will come from here, “I don't understand how you could lose her, but anyway, I'm here to see my piccolo uomo,” he separates from me to go to my son, Kahin's hand passes at speed by my side and they stop him, his grip is firm and his serious face makes no joke anywhere even though a lopsided smile remains on his lips.
“To see my son, you must ask my permission, you can stay with her, but with my son, everything will change,” I feel like my heart stops and the tears threaten to come out.
“Kahin,” interferes my friend, Kahin lets go of my sun, “I don't think it's wise for you to do something stupid, not in the room where your son lies sick, I don't think it's wise to cause a scandal in this place. Here, what matters is my heaven , please leave the damn indifference,” the door opening draws everyone's attention, through it Loan appears who received a look of fury from the brunette.
"I'm sorry brother, Zaza told me to tell her and I didn't know what for," my friend apologizes with the fury that is in front of him.
"You can't blame me. Have you seen him? Please, that Italian is terrific. How could I refuse?” Looking at my friend open-mouthed expression makes me want to slap her.
"Zaza!" Loan yells, “don't make me mad, don't do it for your sake."
My friend shrugs, "I was just saying it's good. Does the competition put you in a bad mood?" My friend smiles wickedly, I don't know what the hell she's trying to do.
"Please, competition you say?" Kahin crosses his arms."If you call this competition, I certainly don't have to worry," he laughs.
"Thank you for your flattery beauty," my sun gives her a smile along with a wink.
"Please ... This is a man. Have you seen how he has treated me? This is how it should be,” my friend looks at her boyfriend, the situation is not causing grace to my friend, “but I am not changing my Zazo for anything,” she approaches her boyfriend and he welcomes her gladly.
"Idiot," Kahin snorts.
"Come on my sun," regardless of the look of the brunette, I brought my sun closer to the crib, Kahin's behavior has disappointed me, I thought he would go crazy, but I never thought he would say words as hurtful as the ones he said. My sun caresses my son's little hands.
"What happened?" He asks in a serious tone, it's not like him, but I know he has every reason to be like this, therefore I explain everything to him.
"And we must take care of him so it doesn't turn into asthma.”
He nods, “okay" he look at me, "I always made it clear to you not to walk with the child when it’s too late," he caress my cheek, "are you okay?" I smile at his concern. Why is he so good?
"Now that you're here, I'm better, we have so much to talk about," my chin trembles and he just hugs me, supporting me, "everything was more difficult without you," I sob.
“Quiet wonder, I'm already here and I'm not going to leave,” I hug him tighter.
"Damn, can you go outside? My son needs peace, you are not stupid,” Kahin protests, I separate myself from my sun so as not to cause more tension.
“You should go to rest my sun, it was a long trip,” I caress his beard, “go with my friends, I promise to spend time with you once the baby gets out of here,” my sun approaches and kisses me on the lips, it's slow, subtle and longer than normal, that felt strange to me a lot, but I don't say anything.
"I'll be calling you," he takes my cell phone out of his pocket, “your friend gave it to me,” he smiles tenderly and after giving me a kiss on the forehead, he walks to the baby's crib and gives him a kiss too, “I'll come later, I won't leave you alone okay?”
Hugging him I smile, "I know you never would, you're too good. Did you know?"
He winks at me and turns away from me, “only with you, don't forget.”
My friends say goodbye to the baby, me and Kahin, I watch them go with a smile on my lips, it's easy to love my sun, he's all that people need in their life, a person without rancor, who listens before exploding and is capable of understanding the worst in the world.
"Can you remove that damn smile?” I look at him, “my sun? Wonder? Pfff, how stupid,” he teases.
Really hurt by how he had behaved, I shrug my shoulders, “live with the fact that another man can be better than you,” his smile fades. "What's wrong, Kahin? Did you think you could be the only one to get me tosmile and give a damn groan?” I know I do it wrong, but he made it worse, “I don't want you to attack Francesco, whether you like it or not he was present all this time and he never left me alone, so live with the fact that my son may love other people besides you,” his glare no longer matters.
"Good morning," enters the nurse, leaving Kahin with the word in his mouth, “I come to check on that cute little boy,” she approaches my son and when she sees him, her gaze goes directly to Kahin, she rolled her eyes. "Did you deny it?” She smile, Kahin didn't like her joke, “he's identical to you,” she's freaking out.
"I'm Kahin Hamann, I can do everything, of course my son had to look like me, that's the way his mother has to see me," he smiles coquettishly at the doctor.
"Is my son improving?" I interrupt the intimate moment those two were having, she wakes up and checks my baby.
“Everything is going well, I think that this afternoon you can go home, it's time for the nebulisation,” she prepares everything and I go to carry my son but Kahin stops me and he sits down, the doctor gives him my son and then she puts the mask on, “I've already programmed the time, once I'm done I'll come check it,” s he gives Kahin a look and out of embarrassment. I look at her in dismissal mode.
"Mother whore," I growl, I feel that this hell is only beginning, I only ask for strength to bear everything that will come to me.
"Do you want to talk?" Kahin asks, glaring at me.
Pointing at him angrily, I yell at him, “don't tell me a damn shit, you've behaved like the beast you are," I start fiddling with my cell phone, I'm not going to play the damn game.