"Why the fuck you didn't even knock?!" Greyson ask her sister.
"Hey, I did knock two times before I open the door, then I see you guys are busy sucking each others mouth." She said rolling her eyes on us.
I'm so totally embarrassed now like I want to blackout right here, right now. I can feel that he was looking at me and back to Alexa.
"Alexa don-"
"Don't worry I won't tell it to anyone." She said with a cheeky grin on her face, Greyson just nod at her.
"Tell anyone what?" Tanner snap leaning his right shoulder on the door frame with his arms crossed to his chest, the door was open since Alexa came in here.
"Its nothing Tanner." Alexa said as she look at us both
Oh shit.
Tanner looks at Greyson and he smirk, while Greyson both brows raised in like 'What?'
Tanner squinted his eyes to Greyson as he pointed Greyson's lips "Your lips seems like someone bite it or let me say someone suck it." Tanner shrug as he smirk and look at me and boom like he already know that something is up but never in the million years I'm going to admit that, Greyson stood up shaking his head from both sides
"Fuck you Tanner my lips are always like this!" Greyson said as he walked toward Tanner, Tanner just laugh to his brother, Greyson turned his head back at us his eyes catches mine and to Alexa
"Are you guys still going to watch movies?" Greyson asked, I look at Alexa and she just smiled
"Its up to you guys." She said
We were in the living room, and we sat on the long white sofa here as we start to watch some movies.
Greyson was beside Tyler while Tyler was beside Alexa and Alexa was beside me.
"Why don't you sit beside Khryzel?" Tanner said to Greyson, I hate Tanner sometimes.
Alexa was smiling as Greyson sit in my left side.
We watched 4 movies until it's 2am in the morning and everyone wants to sleep, Alexa and Tanner go while I and him left alone here cleaning the living room.
I don't know how can I talk to him right now, my mind is still floating like I still can feel his lips on mine right now. No joke!
"I'm sorry." He apologized and my forehead creased
"Huh?"
"I said I'm sorry." He repeated as he sighed deeply and look at me straight in the eyes
"I'm sorry for kissing you, don't worry I'll be over it. But please can you do me a favor?" What does he mean?
"F-favor?" I stuttered and he nod as he combed his fingers along his hair sexily.
"Since you're in my place let's just play it cool and enjoy something together, forget my confession, the kiss or whatever. When vacation is over we are going to forget what really happened here. I think its better if we forget those, it'll be good for the both parties especially for the both for us." He said and my heart sank, I want to cry but I choose to no to.
I just play it cool and nod at him.
"W-we are still friends right?" I said as I bit my lower lip, wondering after all this thing happened we still remained friends.
And he just nod his head as an answer.
I tried my hardest to smile at him, I thought it was that so easy but it didn't.
"You're right..." I said shakily "L-let's forget e-everything. Its better if... We just left this story untold." I stuttered, I really cursed myself for stuttering in front of him.
He nod slightly as he offered his hand for a shake.
I look at it for a seconds and just took it anyway, he smile but I can say its forced.
I know it is.
I went to the bathroom directly after we talk and I just can't help but cried.
I look my reflection through the mirror, I'm a mess now. Its been like a months since the last time I cried, and that is because of Bryle, in his cheating but I didn't know that I am going to cry over him, which is supposedly my shoulder to cry on, and now I'm crying and no one can comfort me.
Because it's different from before.
I'm aware that I'm hurting him, but is he aware too that I'm hurting too and we are just the same?
"Why the world is so cruel?" I asked myself while looking through the mirror my eyes were red and puffy.
I washed my face before I goes to Alexa's room, she's already sleeping while here I am, can't sleep and still over think those things until finally I drifted asleep without even knowing.
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It's exact 8am in the morning when I woke up and I did greet his parents and Grandparents back as I went to the kitchen and eat some breakfast, the air was really refreshing.
His grand dad and grand mom are cool too, they've shared their love story and the things that they always fought to and even the farm on how did they still manage it until now.
His mom looked at me curiously. "Did you cry?" She asked all of eyes were on me gladly Greyson aren't here
I shake my head "No I didn't." I lied, I know I'm a horrible liar. "Well I did but it was because of a drama series that I've been watching these past weeks." I said and gladly they've bought it, and didn't ask anything about it anymore.
Time elapsed and Greyson is awake, scratching his left eye while his on the way here in the dining room, he just wearing a plain white shirt with a checkered pajama, but he always nailed it, he sit in front of me and greeted me a 'Good Morning.' and I just replied a smile and back again to my cellphone scrolling and browsing my social media account.
"Let's stroll around here later? Are you up?" He said as he took an egg and placed it to his bread while he raised his both brows at me
"Yeah, I'm up." I just only said and smiled weakly at him as I stared back to my phone again
A moment later when I look at him he is looking at me, I feel conscious about myself now.
I tried to cover my face using my hand but he still looking.
"What?" I ask annoyed
His brows meet in the middle "What what?" He asked back
"Is there something on my face?" I ask again
"Is there?" He asked back and chuckle, I exhaled as I stood up his eyes widen "Hey where are you going?" He ask
"Bedroom?" I shrug
"Just stay."
"But I'm done eating."
"I know but just stay, please?"
"But my ph-"
"Please?" He beg I look at him wondering if I'm going to sit again or not.
"Please? They're all done eating their breakfast and I don't want to eat here alone so please stay a couple minutes?"
I sighed in giving up and sit again, he smiled brightly and began to eat again he offered some but I declined it.