Phoebe's POV
I groaned as I manage to get away meeting no Jax,it's plus one day now.i needed to go to th hospital,I called Lyon.
"Miss Phoebe"I called
"Your be taking me to the hospital soon, I'll text you when I'm done"I told him
"Alright bye"
"Bye"I hung up,I lazily got up to the bathroom, taking my time and as soon as I was done,I wore on one of jax's t-shirt,with a dark blue jean,with a sandal on, deciding to go natural.
I went to the kitchen and made myself tea and pancake,my phone beeped,it was lyon,he was around
"Thanks Lyon"I thanked him as I got down to the hospital
"I'll get back to you"I said walking in,I had already told the doctor I was coming to see him,he approached me on his way to his office to avoid any uneccessary attention
"Doctor morning"I greeted him smiling
"Morning Phoebe,saw your text,decided to come get you myself"he said,I smiled
"Let's go to my office"he said as we walked
"So what are you here for"he asked as we took the elevator
"My health issue and the pregnancy thing"I told him
"You're still thinking about the pregnancy?"he asked
"Um yes,I still got my mind in it"I told him
"And you think Jax would be happy with that decision"he asked as we walked in his office
"He's not gonna know,I wouldn't let him"I told him
"Phoebe,do you think it's a man's joy not to see his wife get pregnant?"he asked,I know I was making a wrong decision,but I had no choice,I was in for it
"Doctor I'm scared, I don't wanna die,I don't wanna lose my child, he's not gonna like it,but he's got to accept it"I think I just said rubbish
"You know what I have to pass through when I his happens,we can go in to adopt,if it's takes that"I said, jax's gonna hate me for this
"Alright Phoebe,if this what you want"he said as he got a pen and a note, writing down some pills for me
"You've got attacks?"he asked
"Not very much"I answered,he nodded.when he was done writing,he gave me the list of drugs I needed to buy
"Thanks doctor"I collected it,then I got up, walking out to the pharmacy downstairs,I did so and bought the necessary drugs I needed,got a supermarket nearby, getting other stuffs too.
"Where do you wanna go next"Lyon asked as I walked in
"Any place I can relax well and eat"I told him
"I know just the right place"he giggled
"Seriously Lyon"I smiled as we got down,have been here multiple times
"I know you've been here but it's just the way you want it"he smiled as we walked looking for where some where comfortable to sit,as we found a nice tent
"What should I get you"he asked
"Chinese rice with sauce and meatballs and with coke,eggrolls and donut and cakes with lemonade"he looked suprise
"I'm not done,then you get me fruit salad"I giggled
"I hope it digests will Phoebe"he said as he walked away to order
"I hope he comes back"I said worriedly.After some time he came back with what I asked for
"You didn't get yourself something?"I asked as he sat down
"Of course I did"he told me as I noticed and began to eat
"Phoebe can I ask you something?"he asked
"Sure"I answered as I ate gently
"Was Jax your first?"he asked,I smiled at his question
"Yeah he was"I said
"Where you his?"he asked again
"Um no,but that's okay"I smiled at him
"You guys Relationship seems perfect to me"he said
"No Lyon,it's not,it's not perfect and there's no perfect Relationship okay"I told him,he nodded in agreement.i sighed thinking about what th doctor said,I was worried,so,so worried
"You're okay?"he asked
"Yeah I'm fine"I said as i received a text from Jax
*Babe,where are you*I read it,I replied him telling him where i was with Lyon.why didn't he call it text me since, about his whereabouts.he replied me
*I'm coming there, right now,Lyon can go*I read,I sighed, he's really getting on my nerves
"Lyon,I think you should go"I told him
"Why?what's wrong?"he asked
"Nothing is wrong, jax's coming"I told him
"Oh okay,are you sure,you'd be fine."he asked
"Yes, I'll be fine"I smiled as he got up
"Take care of yourself"I told him
"You too"he smiled and walked away.i continued with what I was eating, waiting for Jax.
After an hour, waiting for him,he showed up.
"Babe, I'm sorry for coming late"he came saying running to me and hugged me
"It's fine"I said worriedly as I pulled away,I really wanted to tell him about his plans
"I missed you"he said pressing his lips against mine and pulled away
"I missed you more"I half smiled
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I'd be away for some time and I didn't get to call"he apologized
"It's fine babe,um I just need to discuss something with you"I said looking up at him
"Okay,you could say it on out way home okay"he said,I nodded as we head to his car and drove off
"So you were saying..."he said as he drove
"Um babe, we're getting married soon"I said
"Yes babe"he said smiling,I know he isn't gonna like this
"So um,what do you think about adoption"I said as he looked at him,with a little frown,sighs.
"What about it?"he asked
"I was thinking we should give it a try"I asked
"What's Wrong with you giving birth?"he asked,he didn't let me answer
"And why would you think that?what even makes you think I'd agree to that idea of yours'he said sternly as he drove
"Well, I'm gonna start using pills,birth control"I said and he immediately stopped the car, almost out of shock
"The fuck Phoebe"he said looking at me upsetly
"I'm scared Jax,we can try this,there's nothing wrong with adoption"I said
"Fuck!there's something Wrong,there's Everything wrong with what you said.i don't want adoption,I don't want anything aside you being the mother of my kids! nothing is wrong with you Phoebe, you're totally fine,it's normal to get scared"he yelled at my face,he doesn't get it
"Jax"he cuts in
"Phoebe I said no!"he snapped, looking me In the eye as my eyes got wet
"Fine"I said as I wiped my tears backing him, facing the window
"Babe"he called to me
"Let's go home Jax"my voice broke as he started to drive home.i didn't say a word to him,till we got home
As we got home,I carried down the stuffs I got and headed inside,he did the same.i got in as I dropped the bags in the sitting room,I wasn't gonna sleep in the room with Jax
"Babe, aren't you coming in the room with me?"he asked as I sat down
"I'm sleeping here"I said quietly as I laid down on the couch
"Phoebe....Babe"he called to me as I turned my back at him,I didn't answer him as I dozed off.