Phoebe's POV
So I miss Jax so much.he didn't show up the night he told he would.i slept alone at his house.i was kind of scared being alone without Jax at his house and I was really finding it difficult to cope.
My phone rang as I ate breakfast,it was my manager
"Phoebe,you need to be at work"he told me
"Why that"I asked
"You have an appointment with A Tv show anchor "he said, wasn't it them that mesaaged me??
"Uh?I saw her message in my DM on Instagram,but I wasn't interested, seriously I don't have time for questions and answers, Any paparazzi or whatsoever"I told him
"Well Phoebe,Incase you don't know,your schedule is tight this week,you have to go for lots of talk shows,photo shoots and all,now your wedding is approaching so would you please come?"he requested
"Alright"I said not liking the idea,I called emmanuel to come pick me up,I don't want too much attention
"Thanks emmanuel"I thanked him before getting down from the car
"Jax's absent"he told me
"Yeah"I nodded
"Don't let it bother you"he encouraged
"Alright bye"I managed to smile before getting down.
As soon as I walked in, my stylist approached me
"Phoebe,guess what,we got new collections for you,for your upcoming shows, photoshoots,even your wedding"she said without patience
"I know right"I told her as we got to my change room,and as we started,my manager was present,mark came in
"I think you should stop staring"I told him as he stopped.he smiled
"You just look extremely beautiful"he told me,I was wearing on a kneww length black well shaped skirt,with a shivon v-necked long sleeve top, exposing my cleavage, wearing a nude colour heels,with a make up on.i wanted to go natural but manager insisted no
"Jax's not here you know,you wouldn't wanna say that while he's here"I joked dryly,he giggled
"Maybe"he told his arms as he watched them take pictures of me
"You miss him,don't you?"he asked
"Of course,you know that"I told him
"True"he bit his lips
"Take care of yourself and take time before answering questions okay"he told me
"Thanks Mark"I stood up and hugged him,he wasn't letting go,I smiled for real,I knew he still got a little feelings for me
"Mark,you gotta let go now okay"I told him as he pulled away,his eyes were teary
"Mark,what's wrong"I asked concernly,he managed to smile
"I'm fine"he adjusted his voice
"Mmh,I don't like this"I told him
"I'm okay,trust me"he smiled
"Phoebe we gotta go"my manager told me,I smiled at him before leaving as my driver from my model agency took me,along with my manager
As we got to our destination,we took the backstage
"Don't panic okay,just relax and answer the questions well"my manager encouraged me,my heart skipped a beat as I was been called,I left backstage leaving my manager
"Woah"I exclaimed seeing large number of people,I just smiled
"Alright people are you happy to see Phoebe Erlone"the host asked the audience as I sat,they chorused "yes"I laughed
"Wow Phoebe, you're looking so beautiful and elegant,you know"she told me
"Thanks"I smiled
"So tell us Phoebe,how's the nature of your job,is it really tight?do you get to have your time?"she asked
"Well um,as you know I am an international model and yes of course,I do get to have time for myself and family,cause not all times I do get to have shoots and for 2 months now, Haven't been traveling out for shoots,it has been within here and it saved me enough strength"I said,the audience applaud me
"Don't you get tired of paparazzi and all of that?"she asked
"You have no idea,I don't like attention,too much attention especially from addictive fans anf press so I guess I get tired of paparazzi alot"I said
"Here comes a question from your fan on Twitter,she tweeted saying*phoebe,why isn't Jax with you,the equation isn't complete*"she read out,I smiled at the question
"Well on a normal ground, he's not suppose to be here with me, I'm here cause my job counts for it"I said,they applaud
"So where's Jax? backstage?"she asked
"No,he's in for work"I told her, Missing him badly
"How do you feel getting married to Hughes son"she asked
"Best feeling that ever happened to me"I said as they audience "awwned"lol
"A month ago,there goes a rumor,well,there were lots of rumors about you both,but this one says*Jax Hughes is not Hughes's real son and they came saying,jax's dad is Bowen,how's that*that question hit me really bad,I became nervous
"And some were like,why did Hughes have to hand over all his companies to someone who isn't his blood"she added
"Um,well,I don't have a say to that"my voice ached, jax's was in the best position to explain this,I don't wanna make this hard for him
"Well that's good enough,woah,a fan of yours just tweeted "is Phoebe really ASTHMATIC?"she asked,I began to panic,I had to say the truth and clear the air
"Um,yes I am"there was silence and then murmurs,I held tears so tight from falling,I really was so embarrassed.i got up and ran out of stage,my manager called to me but I refused to answer,the press blocked my way to ask questions but I still got my way back to th car and Directed the driver to take me home.
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When I woke up,it was around after 4 and for crying out loud,my eyes were aching seriously, I've cried so much.i quickly took a shower, wearing one of jax's t-shirt with a bum short, tieing my hair with a shivon scarf.
I heard noises as I plan on going downstairs and as I got downstairs,I saw everyone,like everyone
"Bestie!"Zayn exclaimed as he carried me up from my feet
"What the fuck!let me down"I screamed laughing as he did,
"Why are you guys all here"I asked
"To cheer you up huh, jax's not here tho but we're more than enough right"tony said,I smiled
"Thanks"I told them smiling
"Hey sweetheart,I made you your favorite,come here"I heard mum say from the kitchen,I walked over
"Here taste"mum said as I tasted
"Mmm,taste nice"i started to eat as I had my seat
"Aunt Phoebe"Blair came up
"Oh my sweetheart,I missed you"I said carrying him on my laps,his eyes were wet,he was just done crying
"What's wrong"I asked
"Uncle jax's not here,I miss him"he said babyishly,I smiled,maybe he doesn't know how much I miss him too
"It's okay alrightt, he's just busy em, he'd be back soon and he's sure gonna get you something"I told him,he nodded smiling
"Now go get something to eat"I told him dropping him from my laps,picked my phone trying to call Jax,it wasn't going through,I sighed
"Hey dear"it was Hughes
"Hey"I called to him smiling
"You look beautiful when you smile,I like it"I said
"Thanks"I smiled
"You miss Jax,don't you"he asked
"Of course"I said smiling
"He travelled"he asked
"He travelled?he didn't tell me he was going to"I lowered my voice,he could have just texted at least to let me know,and he won't fucking pick up or reply any of my texts,I got sad and angry
"It was unexpected"Hughes said,I faked a smile
"Oh okay thanks"I frown
"Take care love,gotta go"he said and got up, I was pained,he told me he was gonna come that night,but it's over 2 days now and jax's not here
"Phoebe"it was mum,I adjusted
"Mum"I called to her
"You're beautiful"she commented,I smiled
"Thanks mum,I took after you"I told her
"Don't forget you'd be away from Jax a week before your wedding"I nodded yes
"We preparing alot though"she told me
"I know right"I yawned lightly
"How's your health"she asked
"I'm okay really,but have got to see the doctor"I told her,she nodded,I was up to something and jax's not gonna like it,when he finds out,I let it slide
"It's okay,you've got to rest"she said standing up,I did the same,she led me to my room
"Mum,I miss Jax"I said as she covered me up
"I know right, he'd come soon"she assured me
"Um okay, Goodnight"I told her
"Good night dear"she closes the door.