Ashutosh:
I sat near Rudrani and tried to talk to her. I am sure intentionally she is pretending as if she is asleep.
"My love, I know that you are awake," I said.
Rudrani looked at me and sat on the bed.
"Tell me," Rudrani said.
"What?" I said.
"So why did you cheat me?" Rudrani asked me.
"Cheat? cheating you?" I asked.
Did she misunderstand my intention behind hiding that I am her penfriend? Oh god! I should clear it soon.
"Dear, I never have an intention of cheating you. I did it only to keep you confident and to motivate you. I really......" I stopped seeing her laughing.
"Ashu, do you think I can misunderstand you? Never ever," Rudrani said.
Then, Rudrani held both my hands and kept her head over my hands.
"Thank you so much for being the light in my dark times showing the right way to me. Whenever I lost my courage and hopes, your words helped me to rise up one more time and fight.
In the issue of Sanjay and many other times, I felt that why can't you understand me like my penfriend. But now I realised that no one can understand me as you did.
I always admired that pen friend for his kindness and pure heart. I prayed to God many times that at least once I should be able to see him. But, I never know that I am talking to him everyday and going to be with him throughout my life. You are really a great person. You can feel the pain of others and eases their pain with your words. Only you can do it.
I feel so guilty for accusing you saying you are selfish. I hurt you many times. I am sorry, Ashu. I am really sorry. I shouldn't have behaved so with you. I don't even deserve to be your wife but I feel very happy that a person like you chose me and loves me. I am so lucky," Rudrani said kissing my hands.
"I love you, Rudrani. I didn't do anything special or great. I am just trying to be a human. That's it.
Being sensitive to the pain of others and wiping away their tears with our words is nothing but being a human. If we can't feel the pain of others, I don't think we can say we are humans.
Whenever I see people sad, though they are strangers to me, still I feel I should do something to make them happy. Sometimes even a single inspirational word is enough to motivate a depressed person and bring back the lost hopes," I said and I noticed pride in her eyes.
"I love you, Ashu. I am proud of you," Rudrani said, kissing me. I smiled to know how much she admires her pen friend.
"Ok, sleep now. It's too late. We need to go to the hospital in the morning," Rudrani said. I pouted and looked at her as if a kid who lost his favourite chocolate.
"Just sleep?" I said and she looked at me with a naughty smile and trying hard to hide her blushing.
"May be not," Rudrani said and laid on the bed.
I looked at her and my intense gaze itself created a change in her breath. I touched her face with my fore finger and moved it all along her face making her clutch the bedsheet. I moved my finger around her neck and touching her bosoms in between to tease her.
"Ashu, stop teasing me," Rudrani said pouting.
"Then it won't be fun anymore for me," I said understanding how badly she wants me to take her and how irritated she is for my acts that delays it.
"I will take you only when you asks that directly to me," I said, winking at her.
Rudrani glared at me making me laugh.
"I can't do that and it's not good," Rudrani said.
I can understand that she can't ask that to me because she is shy but I didn't get why is it wrong to do so.
"Why is it wrong, baby?"
"Because a wife should never ask husband for love making," Rudrani said making me rub my neck with confusion.
"Why?" is my immediate question.
"My mom told that a girl who has manners should never ask her husband for love making and never say no when her husband asks for love making. My mom scolded me many times for staying away from you," Rudrani said.
I smiled listening to her words.
"Sweetheart, you always have a right to ask for making love and say no if you are not ready for it. In our relationship, we both have equal rights to decide anything," I said.
I removed her sari and the blouse. Rudrani looked into my eyes with love. I know she is enjoying whatever I am doing to her. The kisses of love were thrown on her bosoms making her moan my name as if she wants it more and more. Savouring her beauty by touching her with my lips satisfied my hunger and thirst for her love.
Rudrani removed my shirt and touched my chest and toned muscles.
"You are handsome," Rudrani said in a complete state of complete trance and with ignited desire in her for her husband.
"I am all your's for this lifetime," I said kissing her lips and exploring her mouth. Rudrani too started kissing me deeply.
After a long kiss, Rudrani kissed my face and body shocking me with her boldness. I felt happy to see such a transformation in her from being a girl who was scared of my touch to kissing and touching me madly showing how much her heart longs to touch me.
"Take me, Ashu. I really want you. I want to feel you and your love," Rudrani said.
I smiled and kissed her one more time making her to wait for what she want. Rudrani passed her fingers into my hair and kissed me deeply than ever before. We both forgot even to breath in this new way of expressing love. And after sometime finally I made love to her. A smile on her face showed how she enjoyed this love making with me.
"One more time," Rudrani said. I opened my mouth with shock as I thought she might have got tired. She closed my mouth with her lips winking at me.
Soon, we became one for another time and another time where we lost the control and had continuous sessions. We both don't know when we fell asleep in one another's arms after experiencing the feeling of the best love making.
It is the best because in this love making, it's not just me who enjoyed her beauty but she did it equally.
A month passed so easily and we both became busy with our profession. The native people of that village loved us so much as we provided free medical treatment to the poor residents. When we felt everything is perfect in our lives, then something happened which we never expected. One day, I got a call from our hospital in the city.
"Hello, Dr. Ashutosh here," I said.
"Ashu, I am Ahmed," Ahmed said in a sad tone.
"Ahmed, are you fine? Why are you sounding so low?" I asked.
"Your mom and dad expired in an accident today morning," Ahmed said shocking me.
"What did you say?" I asked.
"Aunt and uncle are no more," Ahmed said confirming the bitter truth which I never expected.