Padgett's POV
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“So that means you’ve forget all about it Huh? He said sucking on my neck once more.
Hm! guess so. I said almost moaning to his actions
In that case I’ll do it again. My eyes bulged out, as his face fall to mine, and one of his hand holding my waist firmly, pushing me to himself, with his other running on my lips
Cameron! Cathy screamed as she walked seeing the position we are
Cam! She shouted again then ran towards us, pulling him away from me before slapping me hard across my face
You two face slut…
How dare you try to seduce my boyfriend. Such a cheap slut. She said pulling my hair hard as Cameron tried to get her away from me
Stop it Cathy! He said separating her from me.
Gosh! Such an hypocrite, a social climber, didn't you Know what is called stay in your class, you lowlife, you should get off my baby, you are no match for him, you two are not in same class, you are a bloody nobody,just a poor fatherless girl, with a low life nurse as...
Cathy stop! You are crossing your line.
What will you do, if I damage this worthless girl face. She was about to hit me again when Cameron pushed her away causing her bum to hit the floor.
Did you hurt me because of this stupid fellow, this...
Stop already, you don't want me to hate you.
Really? What am I even doing, you two deserve each other. Cassie was right you know….She said pushing him off
Why date me when you know you have feelings for her. she said sobbing silently
I don’t have feelings for Padgett. He screamed in her face as all the alcohol immediately cleared out of my system
This was exactly why I didn't want to tell him about my feelings because the realization that he has none for me would tear my heart in pieces, the fear of rejection will leave me with a crush spirit for a lifetime and that was exactly what was happening right now and that heated kiss was nothing to him, right now, he was about to lock lips with me, does it mean, it would had be nothing as well. Gosh! How stupid I was.
I thought silently praying he’ll take his words back
I’m not blind Cameron, you were obviously trying to kiss her again, after that first kiss you claimed is a dare, gracious me, your hand wasn't even honest, they were firm on her waist, with your body pressed on her, and to think, you are doing all these things when we are still dating? You could at least have the decency to break up with me first but instead you’re here making out with her
I’m not making out with her.
Gracious me, I’m not stupid, I have eyes it’s over between us okay I’m done with you now you can date her if you like, I really don’t care you two can have each other
Thanks anyway, I will admit I was going to break up with you but it’s not because of creamy, but you insulting her like this, you can't be my girlfriend
You and I know what am saying is the fact. She said in midst of her tears. If you really are sure that I am making story about her, I need you to look me in the eyes and swear that you don’t have feelings for Padgett. She said as I stared at Cameron, with my heart racing fast waiting for what he is going to say
I DON’T HAVE FEELINGS FOR PADGETT… he said stressing each words, as tear rolled down my cheeks.
Are you sure? Cathy asked then trying to take his hand but he held her hand in space
That being said, it didn't stop me from standing by my words, we are over Cathy, it’s done and I don’t have feelings for Padgett get that into your birdbrain. He said as the tears kept falling my heart broken into tiny pieces once again all because of him
I should have known it was too good to be true… I thought running out of his room into the guest room slamming it shut as I cried my eyes out wishing the pain could go away .
The whole room was practically spinning, My Head hurts like it's about to pull off, my Heart hurts like mad, the pain is just too much, I just can’t take it anymore it hurts so badly, it really hurt.
I can’t stop crying the tears keep spilling, I and hated that the fact that I just can’t stop crying
I know I promised myself, so many times, that I wouldn't cry I’ll be strong, I will not get hurt even if I see him with a thousand girls and now I failed, I've broken my promise to myself just because of him, I never wanted to love him, I didn't planned for it, hell no, I really didn't know when I began to bottle feelings for him but all I know is that it hurts like hell, it hurts to love someone that is not in love with you, I really don't want to be the best friend that get unrequited love from their playboy best friend in those stories. I heard my chest. Why can’t I stop
After what just happened I still love him; I still desire him; I still need him just want him and to think he is the only one in my heart…I sobbed on the bed crying my eyes out
I can’t have him; he is not mine, he will never be mine while cry over something that can never be yours. I kept murmuring.
Yes, stop loving someone that couldn't love you. I screamed right into my pillow sobbing hard until I slept off, I finally was able to sleep.
When the sun rays hit my skin, the next morning, I open my eyes slow, only to find out that, I have cried myself to bed, the headache came back right in full force, I move then I noticed I am still in my clothes, I sighed in frustration as my eyes tail to his closet, there are couple of clothes I could borrow from the closet here, as I sit on the bed, I remembered everything it's crystal clear, The party! The lap dance! That passionate kiss, those sweet touches, that nibbling on my neck, it's just so sweet and then the most painful part of it all that fucking realization that he doesn't love me .
My desire to live and that sweet dream, I thought I could wake up to were totally gone with the wind because now I was hundred percent sure he didn't love me and it hurt like hell I could barely think and my headache wasn't helping matters at all
I just wanted to scream or probably cry but I barely have strength for that anymore and even then I wouldn't stop till the pain in my heart is gone
Everything, was just a mere fantasy. I thought as I staggered into the bathroom taking my bath, I was able to regain a little strength, I grabbing the pajamas I found in the closet, to think it's belongs to that asshole, I will have to endure his cologne till I get home.
The pain in my head refused to stop, which means I will have to do something about this annoying headache, I hope I don't have to see Cameron annoying face. I thought as I carefully opened up the door meeting the shock of my life, Cameron was sleeping right across my door still in his clothes as well, my eyes bulge out.
What in God's name is he doing here? He looked extremely uncomfortable in the position he was in, I pulled my legs a bit higher and crossed him, I take a look at him one last time before turning to leave.
Call me mean! I am not going to argue with you, last night I have made up my mind to stay away from him and careless about him. Yes the old me would had ran to help him out but this me doesn't give a shits about him
YOU SHOULD KILL YOUR FEELINGS FOR HIM. Where the words that kept echoing in my head.
Acting like it didn't hurt and suppressing my emotions I made my way down the stairs grabbing some pain killers hurriedly so as not to meet his nanny Nancy, I really have no strength to answer questions why Cameron slept near my room door because he was locked out and why I looked this horrible
I gulped down the drugs in a hurry took one last glance at the house before opening the door shutting it slowly, like a thief sneaking out of the house. Heading home was like a long walk
Too bad I have to make new rules and this time I meant it the old Padgett is gone now and she’s never coming back