Instead of words from his mouth, I received the warmth of his kiss, his soft lips pressed against mine, his way of kissing was thirsty. I tried to stop him, I hit his hard chest, but he didn’t budge, instead he just pressed harder on kissing me, but it wasn’t right.
“What are you doing?!” I screamed loudly to break away from his kiss.
“Just.. just please, let me know how I feel for you! Please just let me know!” He said, now there is a trace of confusion on his face.
“Feeling?! By kissing me? Are you crazy? How do you know what you feel like that? Is that what you do to your girls?!” I answered directly to what he said.
“You won’t understand.” He said bowing down.
“I can’t understand because you don’t understand! What’s all this, Wilder!? I can never understand you! You are the most difficult math equation that I can’t solve! It’s even better that I solve difficult problems for you? I don’t understand! “ I whine at him.
It remained bowed when I said that.
I don’t think I will get anything or get any answer from him.
I moved my foot to walk and pass him but when I passed him he grabbed my right wrist.
“You can’t walk away again, not without me, figuring this all out.” After he said that, I felt his soft lips on mine.
I gently pushed him as I gave in to his kisses.
“It’s all wrong.” I said weakly and bowed.
He gently moved his hand to my chin to lift it. Our eyes met.
“Not at all.”
“My gosh! We really did a great performance yesterday!”
“Yeah, girl! You’re the best, don’t make a fuss!”
Masy and Danica were laughing at my side, which I could hear.
The people around me have their own and their own world made up just like before.
A lot of people are talking about the performance that happened yesterday at the Camp, the name of our section is also being talked about because of the performance and skill that our section showed.
“Hey! Fertine!” My eyes widened when someone called my voice, I think it came from in front of me. I thought of raising my head from bowing, I saw Masy smiling in front of me.
“W-why?” I asked this question because it was just now that someone spoke to me on purpose. There was also when camping but because it was teamwork. Everything is fine with me that’s why it’s surprising now.
“There’s a party tonight at 7 on King’s Night, We’re going to have a party since we won on the Camp Out and since you’re part of the team, you’re invited!” He excitedly told me.
“A-k-because…” I stammered.
“That’s good! I will expect that your in the party later.” Smiling at this promise, he didn’t even let me finish my words.
The whole day passed that I didn’t learn anything at school because of what masy said.
I kept wondering if I was really going or not.
In the end I decided to…
From the outside, I could hear the loud music inside, through the two doors that were open, I could see the dancing of different colors of light.
Even though I’m here right now in front of King’s Night, I can’t move my foot, until now my mind is still debating whether I should go in or not.
Especially since I’ve been here for a while now because every group that has entered is staring at me.
I don’t know why they can look at me like that, I’m dressed decently.
I was wearing a rather loose pair of jeans on the bottom, I was wearing a loose and long green top with a yellow jacket, and I even wore it with my old black rubber shoes, when I realized what was wrong with me I was really embarrassed.
I don’t have any other clothes to wear, these are the only ones I wear, I think my other classmates notice that I repeat the same clothes. Because I don’t have money to buy, everything is just right for my needs.
I quickly stepped aside when someone passed by my side where I was once again looked at.
I immediately bowed down to see his judgmental eyes.
My foot moved on its own, I took the road to leave the front of King’s Night, but before I could leave the front of it, I heard my name being called loudly.
“Fertine!!” I looked up in the direction where the voice came from.
From where I was standing I could see Masy and her friends Elizandra and Danica. I’m not sure if that’s their name. Masy quickly ran towards me.
“I’m glad you came!” He caressed my arm as if he was very happy.
“Ah, M-too—”
“What are you doing here? Let’s go inside!” Elizandra and Danica said excitedly, which was accompanied by laughter. He didn’t even let me speak, he didn’t even notice that I was dressed inappropriately in this place.
We were greeted by people dancing in the center, it’s also cold inside, I think it’s right that I wore a jacket, but almost everyone inside seems to be wearing a lack of fabric as if they’re not cold .
I couldn’t see well because of the dim lights and dancing lights.
Are they really having fun in this place?
“Oh! They are theirs!” Masy quickly pulled my wrist, until we arrived at a long and large sofa where there were familiar faces to me, these were my teammates in Team Building.
“Hey! Fertine!”
“Hi!”
When they saw Masy and me, they greeted me, Danica and Elizandra stepped aside to meet their acquaintances.
“It’s good that you forced Fertine to do this, Masy.” Our leader promised with a smile, while still sipping the wine in his right hand.
“But she looks lost! Literally!” The woman behind him laughed and said, maybe she is his girlfriend.
The people around us laughed at the same time that I bowed.
“I-I’m just going to go to the bathroom.” I promised that I could hide my shame.
Because there were so many people in the restroom, I couldn’t go to the bathroom anymore, instead I just looked for the way out of this Club.
I moved my feet, with so many people dancing I couldn’t look directly at the whole place.
The bad luck was really trying to embarrass me because suddenly someone pushed me causing me to fall as well as my glasses.
The surroundings blurred in my vision when my glasses fell, based on what I could see, the people around me were still having fun.
I have only one wish and that is that no one saw my fall.
I tried to feel my glasses in the dim light, my reflection was so blurry that I couldn’t immediately see where it had gone.
I felt the warmth in my upper left ear and my upper right ear when someone put the glasses in me and then I clearly saw who it was.