Xander
Last night l freaked out when I felt separated from Alex's body thinking a witch spell was talking place and been cast upon us, when I saw it was the moon goddess who called our spirit I became slightly calmed.
I looked at the sica by side, God she was beautiful, from her soft white furs as white as snow to her gorgeous caramel eyes as bright as the sun if possible brighter.
Her human form was no different, beautiful brown skin that made me think of chocolate, her cocoa butter scent on her, womanly curves out of this world, legs that can be wrapped around our waists.
They both gat me whipped without even doing anything.
Now I understand why I had a soft spot for Jessica, the feeling to care and protect her especially when she was in danger.
But I can't say the same for Alex, his stubbornness and ego has large as a city is in the way and his stupid mentality of hating dark girls but I won't blame him he believed what our mother told him.
I wondered what his reaction will be like once he finds out.
Remember Xander you can tell him anything, you have to keep your Wolfy mouth shut.
Now that I realized that sica and jess are both me and Alex's mate, my wolf instinct to protect and provide for our mate has tripped to protect was ours.
My possessiveness is already kicking in and being an alpha lycan it would be worse.
I don't know how am going to explain to Alex the reason for constantly wanting to be with Jessica but I have to come up with a very good lie.
That shouldn't be a problem to me I have been lying to the muff all these why so these should be a piece of cake.
Alexander
Why can't I stand up from these beds?
Why do I feel like I was run over by a fucking truck.....
Stand up Alex you can do this, you can stand up from this damn bed you are the worst Alpha for the moon's sake...
crash!
I fell to the floor in shame thankfully no one here to see me in the state.
"what up with you are you alright"
I guess I spoke too soon.
"What's wrong with you?, Are you sick or something?". but I ignored his questions and ask mine instead.
"Why didn't you knock john "I asked trying to hide my embarrassment hoping he didn't see me fall from the bed.
"if you are asking me because you didn't want anyone to see you fall then you are late because I saw you fall like a little girl and also I knock but you didn't ant" he laughed out loud while I just rolled my eyes.
"did you come here to laugh at my face or to tell me something important," I asked him trying to get back on my bed?
"yes alpha doing border patrol last night we find a young man at the pack border, he said he was searching for his mate and we should give him permission into our pack to continue his search"
"ok then he's just a harmless unmated male wolf desperate to find his mate, you can allow him to stay in the packhouse but keep a watchful eye on him too" he nodded his head in response.
"yes Alpha, are you going to be indoors today ?"
"yes I guess so, since am feeling weak and useless, you are going to be in charge with the training of the warriors and signing of important documents concerning the balls so that working," I said with a smirk on my face why he just whines in response and walked out of the door.
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ring ring!
I felt my phone ringing disturbing my peaceful sleep.
"Hello," I said not bothering to check the caller's name.
"Hello hone , it's your mother don't you recognize your mother's voice again"
my mum? why is she calling? except she wants to ask for a favor or blackmail me.
"cut the crap mother and tell me what you want"
"always so straight to the point honey
"
"We all know you did not call to exchange Pleasantries so get on it shall we"
"honey you know I and your father love you very much that why we have arranged with Abigail parents for you two too mate and we have already started the wedding preparation"
"What did you say" even though I was feel weak I get like smashing someone's head or something because of what she said.
"mum you got me there, I thought I had you say me and are getting married, "I said with a dry laugh.
"honey am one hundred percent seriously, have never been so serious in my life"
"We all know the possibility of you finding your mate since you have Lycan blood is slim as me having grey hairs, so why to waste time on something impossible and choose Abigail a beautiful girl who can satisfy you as a mate"I felt my blood boiling at her words, my fist clenched in anger.
some mother she is, just because she didn't end up with her mate doesn't mean we have the same fate.
"mother with all due respect you and dad should mind your business with your life and live mine for me, if I decide to stay single forever it's my decision and tell that whore that I don't make suits my mates and wife", I spoke rudely to her not giving a fuck.
"Alexander don't you dare speak to me that way, am still your mother and want the best for you, you do as I say, if you don't find your mate in a month time you are going to get married". The vein in my neck throb and my fist clenched at her statement.
The nerve of this woman who those she thinks she is, just because she's my mother doesn't mean I will tolerate any stupid decision of hers, she has another thing coming if so.
"And am the Alpha king here so my word is finally canceled any stupid arrangements of yours because it's not happening in a million years", With that, I cut the call on her.
I can feel myself and wolf getting angry at the thought of being with someone else who isn't our mate.
Despite feeling weak earlier my annoyance has surpassed the weakness.
My father and mother aren't mated so my father couldn't become a full Lycan, because his mate died during childbirth he was told by the priestess of witches.
Cruel I know
I felt bad for him he had no choice but to my mother who because of greed for power and fame she left her true mate and now she wants me to have the same fate as hers.
Don't get me wrong I love my mother don't mean I can jump in a fire for her.
Nope not happening