Chapter 12
4 weeks.
I have been imprisoned in this prison for almost 1 month. And for a month Roseé played with me. She would take me out whenever she wanted because she knew I would look like a fool when I was outside, especially since I was blind.
Summer, Riri and Kali, they didn't do anything. They couldn't take my eyes off me. I will never see again.
Actually, I'm losing weight because I'm only fed three to five times a week. I also often have a stomach ache and I can only say one thing.
The difficulty.
Sometimes I think that maybe I have no hope. During my second week here in prison, prince Tyrone and sister Karmen visited me.
It's funny because Karmen's sister already has a sign but she's crying. Tyrone even overwhelmed her.
I didn't hug them or touch them because I was embarrassed. I also didn't have a bath for 1 month, when Roseé had sex with me, she would pour water on me and chain my neck before taking me out.
Every time I stand while outside he pushes me down. He wants to make me a dog, the one who obeys his commands.
I just laughed at what was happening because I couldn't do anything. So I fought in case what else I could do, I couldn't see anymore.
"Hey Sezei, let's go out again." I heard Roseé say. There was a hint in her voice that she wanted to play with me again.
"Chain him and then make him obey me!" Roseé ordered.
"Yes, Your Majesty." I heard the two soldiers answer.
I was not surprised when they pulled me and then chained my neck and forced me to pull out.
I suddenly fell down when Roseé pushed me. This is always my routine.
"Pour that water on it! It smells so bad! It's so smelly!" Roseé shouted. I just felt my surroundings until I just felt the water pouring on me.
Next thing they did was he pulled on the chain so I followed him like a dog.
I won't follow if the chain they put around my neck doesn't hurt. I'm just obeying because I don't want to add to my wounds.
Kali, almost every day he offers to treat me but I always refuse. They will be surprised if that happens.
"Hello ma'am, you're carrying that stinky dog again." I heard a woman's voice.
"Yes ma'am, when was the last time you took a bath?" I heard Roseé laugh before answering.
"My dog hasn't had a bath for a month. That's why he smells bad for a month." The three of them laughed at what Roseé said.
I lay down when I just felt the kicks hitting me. It's always like this but I can't do anything because I'm still miserable.
I cry every time I think I can’t do anything.
“Stand up!” They stopped kicking me so I immediately followed them.
I stood up. But I didn't expect that when I stood up, I was dizzy and out of balance, it was just fine and someone was supporting me from behind.
I immediately walked away from it. My look and smell were embarrassing.
"I'm sorry." I was impatient and backed away but I hit Roseé.
"What! Don't stick to me! You're disgusting!" He shouted then pushed me so I fell down again.
"Sezei."
I stopped standing when I heard that voice. His voice that I miss so much. Yes, I miss him so much. But I'm scared.
"Lord Evin, what are you doing here?" Roseé asked Lord Evin.
"Your Majesty." I heard two women say.
"Sezei."
I was surprised when someone held my hand so I backed away. I was scared.
"Sezei." He took my hand again but I backed away again.
"L-Stay away n-I'm begging you." I said as my tears flowed.
I was suddenly surprised when he pulled me and hugged me.
"L-Lord Evin, I'm dirty—"
"I don't care."
"I'm stinky-"
"I don't care."
"But Lord Evin I'm afraid."
"I won't hurt you even though you hurt me first."
I couldn't lie down because of the last thing he said. Even I would be hurt if that happened to me.
Next, my tears flowed along with my weak sobs.
"I miss you princess Sezei." She said.
"I'm not a princess anymore Lord Evin. I don't have a title anymore." I replied here. He pulled me closer to him and tightened his hug.
"I know but you're still my princess no matter what." My tears flowed even more at what he said. Please if it was a dream I wouldn't wake up.
"L-Lord Evin what are you doing? Were going to marry soon as much as possible so I have a right to get jealous." Roseé said angrily.
"Come on Sezei, I'll let your father know." Lord Evin said as he stood up as if he hadn't heard Roseé speak. "Stand up Sezei."
I immediately stood up as he held one of my hands so I slowly stood up.
"But Lord Evin—" Sezei's words were cut short when Lord Evin suddenly spoke and started walking.
"Come on now, Sezei."
I immediately complied with it and since I could see nothing I fell down the stairs in front of me.
Fortunately, Lord Evin was ahead of me so he caught me quickly.
"What happened? Whats wrong?" He asked as I stood up.
I bowed a little before answering.
"I'm sorry I didn't see the stairs."
"Sezei, you notice everything around you so it's possible that you won't notice the stairs we're going through." Tears welled up in my eyes before answering again.
"I'm blind Lord Evin. I'm blind, I can't see anything except the dark and gloomy surroundings. I'm sorry and I didn't notice the stairs we're going through—"
"Wait w-what?" He stammered.
"I'm blind." I replied.
I could feel her tighten her grip on my hand and I could feel her trembling as well.
"They are really bullshits! Who did that to you ?! I'm going to bury their lives!" I shook his hand then spoke to calm him down.
"I'm the one who was blinded but you're the one who's angry. I should be the one who's angry, I should be the one to take revenge." I said while still holding his hand.
"No Sezei, For now I'm going to fight for you, I want to take revenge and fight for you. I want to do that for you. It's just stupid that there is no reward."
"Too bad Lord Evin, I'm in danger?" I laughed softly at what he said.
"Yes darling you are in danger to fall." I raised an eyebrow at what he said.
"To fall?"
"Yes darling, to fall, to fall for me in the deepest atmosphere." He replied then lifted me.
To be continued..........