"Baby, look at me, open your eyes for me, my love, I want to see what I do to you, I want you to look at me when you come for me,"
He said as his thrust got faster, she obeyed him, her heartwarming at his choice of nicknames, he called her his love, she knew it was the sex talking but it still felt good hearing him call her that and it felt wholesome watching his face harden with each thrust, she could feel that he was close
he claimed her lips as he drove in further.
"Yes, that's it baby, look at me,"
He said going even faster, raising her legs with his hands to deepen hasten his movement inside her.
"Please, I want, I,"
She pleaded to feel her climax rolling in.
"Yes baby, let it go, come for me, don't hold yourself,"
He said driving faster into her, carrying her over the edge, she screamed out her climax as he joined her a moment later, they both moaned in unison as he collapsed on top of her, he kissed her softly, before getting off her and laying on the bed, he pulled her close to him breathing heavily.
"We are spending the whole week in Hawaii, I want time alone with my wife, just the two of us, we might not do more of exploration of the outside world but of each other."
Rafael said, patting her shoulders, she rested her head on his chest, enjoying the feel of his hands on her bare body, she have gotten used to this, used to being naked with him, and she loved it.
"We can stay here and do just that you know, our house is big enough,"
"Yeah, I know but I might get calls and be distracted, I don't want that, which is why I am going to turn off my phone once we land in Hawaii tomorrow,"
He replied, wow he wanted to be alone with her, she should be happy about it but she couldn't bring herself to be, Being completely alone with him might bring even more guilt to her, she was lying to him.
"Sure, anything you want,"
"Why I thought you will be excited but you don't seem to be,"
"I am, I am just tired, of course, I am excited, I want you all to myself,"
"Yup, that's the spirit,"
He said lifting her, he set her on top of him, her pussy, lips kissing his groin, she felt him harden again.
"So soon,"
She said more like moaned already in the mood again, it was like his mood reflects on hers.
"Yes, this time, I am going to watch you ride me, giving us both pleasure, don't worry, I will guide you,"
He said pulling her head down for a kiss, as he guided himself into her, he let her ride him, giving her instructions of just how to do it, it gave her pleasure to see him moaning, it was encouraging.
"Yes, baby, yes,"
He said kissing her again as she rode him...
"That was better than I thought,"
He said kissing her.
"I have a good teacher, so I have to be good,"
"Good, now get some sleep, we have a flight to catch tomorrow,"
He said kissing her on the forehead and pulling her even closer to him, a few moments later she heard his softy snore, that she has gotten used to, she opened her eyes and watched him sleep, even in sleep he was hella handsome, she traced her fingers across his face, from his eyes to his nose and then his lips, she leaned up and kissed him softly, he was still hers, he might still be hers tomorrow, and the next and the next, but she knew he couldn't be hers forever, she should tell him but she wanted to be greedy, just this one time, she wanted to be greedy and keep him, keep him while lying to him knowing that it would be over when he finds out.
*****
"It's such a beautiful day isn't it, my lady?"
Rafael let out coming behind her as she watched the sunrise over the water, from their vacation home in Hawaii, she hadn't expected the place to be this beautiful, they arrived last night and had gone to bed, she had woken up early and watched the sunrise, a beautiful scene that she wanted to paint and keep forever and Rafael joining her here made the urge to paint this moment and keep it forever even stronger, he hugged her from behind and she relaxed into his touch.
"I thought you will sleep longer, I would have woke you up to see the sunrise if I knew you would be up early,"
"You know, when you are not there the bed becomes so empty and I notice immediately, I don't like not having you in my bed, so when you are up just know I will be up the next moment,"
He answered kissing her shoulder, she turned around and hugged him, loving the feel of him, she was in love with him, there was no doubt about that, she knew it, which is the more reason why she had to tell him the truth, she couldn't keep lying to him, she just needed to summon up courage and do so before it is too late.
"We can watch it together tomorrow, we can even go over to the beach,"
She said, letting go of her thoughts and just enjoying the moment.
"Of course wifey,"
He replied.
"I want my wife in my bed right now,"
He added, carrying her up and heading back to their room, where he made sweet love to her, her heartfelt whole with him, being with him like this was all she wanted, nothing more, he knew she was in love with him, she just knew it, she loved him and that was it, it was so easy to fall in love with him, he was nothing like she expected, he was everything she didn't know she would ever love, he was kind, okay not so kind but still he has the thought of others at heart even though most people didn't know and judge him, he was a good man and her heart couldn't help but fall in love with him and she didn't regret loving him, her only regret was he wasn't ever going to be hers for real and that fact hurt her so much.