It’s afternoon time and I am enjoying beautiful nature
I am sitting in a beautiful yard of a mansion enjoying a beautiful view of nature, mountains, lakes, and beautiful blue sky which is sparkling like the sea
There I noticed a beautiful swing hanging in the tree but it is away from the mansion, I bit my lip, I am just about to cross the boundary of the mansion’s large gate I don’t know why but I have a feeling that I should not cross this boundary like something bad is indicating
to happen, I covered my face and then peek at that swing, but still beauty of that swing and it is near the lake which can make you feel so refreshing Sighing, I shook unwanted thoughts and, I quickly go towards that swing
I sat up on that swing and starts it with a back-and-forth motion, I leaned backward
Soon that swing starts. When I am most awake, most present at the moment, every sense of nature converges into a single energetic joy. It is as if there is a feeling passing between each living thing, a bond that is tangible and blended, a melody beyond the range of ears but available for the heart. And so, as each leaf moves in the wind, a part of me does as well. It is the togetherness of what is separate, the glue in the universe. This swing is set up just below the beautiful lake, so divine
I am enjoying riding the swing, humming the beautiful song ‘Just the Way You Are and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while...”
Humming this song brings my memories back. Eliot used to sing this song to me. I remember, I don’t know but my heart aches, Eliot, I love him so much but he, he cheated on me Suddenly my swing stops like someone intentionally stopped it by hand
“Missing me, apple pie,” I heard a familiar unwanted voice behind me which I wish I never hear again after that dark memory I looked at the corner of my eyes; I saw Him, his gray eyes, I saw him Eliot my ex, my first love but a first betrayer.
I can feel the sweat drench my skin, the throbbing of my own eyes, the ringing screams vibrating in my ears, and the thumping of my heart against my chest. My fingers are curled into a fist, nails digging into my palm. I can’t hear my rapid breathing, but I can feel the oxygen flooding in and out of my lungs. Hesitantly, again my eyes look at Him behind me, the person I loved, but he betrayed me. Fear tortures my guts, churning my stomach intense cramps. Fear engulfs my conscience, knocking all other thoughts aside. Fear overwhelms my body, making it drastically exhausted. However, most of all, the fear is making me calm, and that is what scares me the most.
“What happened apple pie, you looked pale seeing me,” He said smirking I can’t believe I am again seeing him after all these years of betrayal he is in front of me, But strange he is wearing a brown hoodie and he even has a scar on his face how he got a scar on his face,
His eyes traveled down to my neck, his eyes turned dark with anger, his face has a frown
He grabbed my hair hard, and I jerked backward “I see you are whore now huh, sleeping with that Aaron Knight, don’t deny it I saw you prepare breakfast for him every day even in the morning you both sleep in the same bed you sleep in his shirt, he is hugging you in bed you slut I see you become his lovey-dovey wife, You sleep with him that’s why you have this fucking hickey in your neck, he fucked you and you let him you spread your legs for him, why because he is a billionaire, you whore,” He gritted to me and I Placed my hand against my forehead to support the head
I can’t believe he is saying this he Eliot that man whom I love since childhood my high school sweetheart love him and he betrayed me now he has the guts to say this to me
I don’t know when and how, but I finally come out of my shocked state and said, “Y... You how,” I managed to whisper even my eyes are full of tears, betrayal, love, heartbroken, pain, everything, every emotion is there in it.
“You..... No,” I screamed so loud while clutching my hair so hard like it will come out from my scalp but that physical pain is nothing Infornt of this
The thoughts are speeding up inside my head. I want them to slow so I can breathe, but they won’t. My breaths come in gasps and I feel like I will blackout. My heart is hammering inside my chest as it belongs to a rabbit running for its skin. The atmosphere spins and I squat on the ground, trying to make everything slow to something my brain and body can cope with. I feel so sick. This is not that Eliot whom I once loved, no, never
I closed my eyes so tightly, even it hurts my eyeballs“Stop it,” I screamed at him and with force, I pushed him away as hard as I could
Eliot falls on the ground moving back slightly with his eyes widening
He got up and comes near to touch me, but I kept going backward shaking my head. My Hands carved through my hair, holding it back and then releasing
I closed my eyes and turned away before I could react; I turned around again but now the place is empty no one is here, no one is there like nothing happened but how No, no, this can’t happen why he is back now
I come to the mansion, still, my mind has lingered with today’s incident I just want to hug someone and cry my heart out. When I just entered, I saw all guards and Hannah. Everyone is worried when they all saw me, Hannah sighed in relief and comes towards me and hugged me warmly
“Are you alright honey,” she asked me while cupping my face gently
I nodded but was confused about what is going on why everyone is so worried
“What happened Hannah,” I excessively swallowed
She looked at me and smile weakly “When Aaron found you are not in the mansion he is freaked out, more worried for you,"
“I am alright,” I assured her, in an uncertain tone
Before she could say anything,
“Where have you been,” I heard a deep voice. I turned around and saw Aaron, his eyes are so are cold, I noticed his muscles quivering
“Everyone leaves except my wife,” He ordered in the most authoritative and intimidating voice
Everyone leaves quietly and I just stand there my head is down I don’t know what to say now, Eliot, I used to love that man so much and today he called me whore, I can’t believe this is happening, it feels like someone is crushing my soul so deeply
Aaron comes near towards me, éven I can hear his heartbeat pounding while heat flushing through his body
Before I could say anything, “Where have you been, do you even have any idea how scared it was, last time you got kidnapped, and what if anything happens to you again,” He shakes in the head “how can you be so careless, at least you should inform me or Etan or Hannah or security, why you always in search of trouble for yourself,” He said but his phone rang startling me, and he slammed his phone over the floor making its screen break, I gasped wide-eyed looking at him
I have already gone through a lot this morning and now he is getting angry at me like I attract all problems intentionally
I looked up at him, teary-eyed this time. Tears started coming out of my eyes.
“Okay, divorce me, and leave me this is what you want from me right and, I am a burden on you this is what you all think right, so leave me forever go I free you from this marriage,” I said to him while wiping away my tears roughly and ran away from there.
I come to our bedroom; I saw a flower vase near the door, I quickly took it and slammed it against the floor, then I noticed a mirror, I tightly closed my eyes and took something very hard I can see in the room and slammed it against the mirror, I slid on the floor hugging my knees to my chest crying why always everything happens to me what I do, I don’t deserve this
I am crying; it seems like this room will drown in the flood of my tears.