July 1, 2016
Sometimes things will never seem enough and we just tend to lose them but I never felt like that with Charlie. I could never lose him. Kendal said that we always lose whatever we love and nothing can stop from happening. I disagree with her. How could you lose someone or something we love? That is not possible because when you love someone you take care of them deeply and they will never slip out. Goodbyes will not be forever, and happiness with the person you love the most will be always in your memories. It’s just can’t disappear or lose it. I will never lose Charlie and I know it. Because I love him and care about him deeply, I can't just lose him. I know I never will.
Xoxo,
Kez.
Fifteen year old me thought I could never lose someone I love. How innocent I was back then.
Well, it’s not true. I loved someone. I lost that someone and I lost myself too.
Caring about them deeply will hurt you and that’s what makes you lose them. I know that. My journal proves nothing. Just some stained memories of pain and betrayal.
I need to leave.