Chloe's Pov
"What's going on?" I exclaimed deep within me.
Brian was kissing me again and the same feelings I had at the wedding flowed back but stronger this time to the point I found myself giving in, kissing him back like someone who was enchanted.
"I really don't know what these feels is leading towards my husband. I hope it not what am thinking it is, falling in love with my hot and handsome husband.
I did say hot and handsome because I can't help drooling over him when I came outta the bathroom and found him unclad with only a towel tied around his waist and his bare chest exposed.
They are well built with his muscular arms all packed and looking so tempting and sexy.
And it really happened I got the chance to touch the firm and well built chest with his six packs.
But the kiss was all I could think of forgetting everything in my environment as we both were giving each other pleasure in the mouth and after a while we pulled away to catch our breath.
"What did I just do now?" I conceited as I was staring at him right in the face.
"I'm sorry I got carried away and kissed you by accident which I shouldn't have done without your approval." He uttered but I remained mute as I kept staring at his pink lips which was so tempting to kiss again.
The lips I was kissing back just now and having a strong feeling as it landed on my lips. I need more of it like never before.
"You're really crazy Chloe, he sure has done something to me which I don't know what's wrong with me that I feel like kissing him back again." I voiced on my head and slam my lips on his lips kissing him and pressing my body so hard on his chest and flicking with his curly black shinny hair.
I hope this is the right thing I am doing by trying to embrace this new feeling of love again towards my husband.
Brian's Pov
I was so shock she was kissing me willingly and on her own.
Whoa! It wasn't something I was expecting and it's the best thing that has ever happened to me since she came into my life.
For her kissing me right now shows she will give me a try by falling in love with me which if she does I'll make my own feelings known to her as well.
I'm so much loving this right now with the way she's twirling her tongue and teasing the living outta my mouth in such a way I can't help but draw her by the waist even closer and twirl our tongues in a perfect direction.
She broke the kiss and got off my body and rushed to the bathroom without a word.
"What's wrong? Did I bite her on the lips?" I wondered and sit up straight staring towards the bathroom door.
Why did she have to break the kiss when I was about flipping her over and taking the upper hand? To be frank, I can't get enough of the kiss. I need so much more every single moment of our lives and forever.
Chloe's Pov
"Oh my goodness! How do I face Brian now? I can't believe I did kiss him myself willingly. What the hell is wrong with me?" I pondered.
I got scared the kiss will lead to intimacy that's why I broke the kiss and rushed over to the bathroom instantly and also to clear my head because I feel I'm not myself again with the way I acted which is so unusual of the same Chloe who promised herself never to fall in love with any man not even her husband, is different from the current me, who has start developing feelings for her husband.
"Giving your husband a try by falling in love with him isn't a bad idea and he's not like Joseph who used you for his sexual gains and desires. I do feel he will love and treat us like his wife and will never do anything to hurt our feelings." The voice within me voiced out.
"I'll still think about it not just yet, I need to observe him so well and get to see how his ways are either good or bad." I muttered back to myself.
It our wedding night but I don't know if he's gonna ask for intimacy since I am now his wife and it his right but I'm not ready yet to give myself to him. I wish he will be able to understand me once I tell him about it.
My first experience losing my virginity to that dumb bell was a painful one and since then I haven't tried it again with him or anyone so I do need space before letting Brian have it as my legal husband.
Brian's Pov
"You'll be fine Chloe." I heard her say as she came outta the bathroom shutting the door behind coming towards me on the bed in a slow motion.
"Are you alright?" I asked as I felt her presence in my front.
"Yes, I'm sorry for kissing you back. It was a mistake." She replied and my heart sink at the mention of the word a mistake.
"Yeah sure." I responded and got off the bed and added, "can you help me to the door?" But this time I wasn't gonna do anything again.
She helped me to the bathroom as we both were staring at each other with great intensity but I broke the long stare.
"Thank you, I'll be comfortable from here."
"Okay," She replied and left quietly.
Her mind is just mixed up either to fall in love with me or try and stop herself which she can't because already she's in love with me but it hasn't surface fully yet.
The heart is the strongest when it comes to our essential organs and it can never be controlled. Whatever it wants, it must get it in one way or the other and that's what Chloe doesn't understand because her heart wants me just like I do which in no time it will over thrown her and make her yearn for my love.