"What did you and Lileth talk about?" I ask Dylan when I catch him outside smoking. We're done talking inside and we're planning to go home.
"None of your fucking business," he simply answered and blew the smoke in my face, and then walked away.
"Stop meddling with us, Dylan." He stops and looks at me. "You're not helping me. You're a fucking distraction."
"I am meddling with everyone, not only with you, Dave. As long as there is a relationship that needs to cope up, I am always in the middle and meddling with them. Keep that in your fucking mind."
"Is that your way to at least lessen your pain that she leaves you?" Gradually he lost his smile and walked closer to me.
"Yes, are you happy?"
"She won't come back to you even if you fix all the broken relationships in the world."
"I don't care." And then he turned away again.
"Stop interfering with us, Dylan. Stop interfering in our relationship."
"Don't tell me what to do. And for the record my dear brother I did not. So stop assuming things, you dumbass." And he walks but stops. "Unless I can prove my suspicion."
"What suspicion?"
"Secret, go and overthink." And he left me dumbfounded.
"Dustine." I look at Lileth with Daze.
"Oh, Lileth, I need to go. Be careful, and you also dear brother. Take care of my big sis Lileth, bye everyone." Daze kiss Lileth and left us. I did not talk and left her. She followed me until I got to the car. I was driving quietly, and a little farther I stopped.
"Dustine, what's wrong?" I gritted my teeth, clenched my fist, and looked at her.
"What did you and Dylan talk about?" I calmly ask but deep inside I feel like I am going to explode in anger. I want to choke her in annoyance.
"Dustine, we were just talking about something ---"
"Liar!" I screamed angrily and grabbed her face. "You're a fucking liar! What did the two of you talk about?!"
"Dustine, nothing."
"Tell me, or else I will you bitch."
"He just asked me if we had a problem. If you are really hurting me." I remove my hands from her looking at her badly.
"And what did you say?"
"I said it wasn't true. But he said he would watch over us and he said he would confront you so I told him not to."
"And why Dylan asks?"
"He saw the bruise on my shoulder,"
"Because you're stupid, or did you mean to show it to my brother?"
"Of course not. Why would I do that?"
"Because, you're a bitch. Attention seeker. Liar, and great pretender."
I drive the car fast. I saw her tighten her grip on the support handle. I am so fucking angry and I cannot control my emotion.
"Dustine, what are you doing?" But I did not answer. "Dustine, take it slowly." I did not listen and make it faster. "Dust-"
"Shut up!" She immediately fell silent. "Or else, I'll crash this and bot us will die." I did not hear anything from her but soft sobs. If then I was confused to see or hear her crying. Now I'm glad because I feel like I've gotten my revenge on her for cheating on me. But it's still not enough for me. I want her to suffer more, just like how suffer in emotional pain because of what she did.
When we arrived I quickly got off. I saw her hesitation to get down so I went to the other door and then dragged her.
"Dustine." I did not talk and continued to drag her. "I'm hurting." I pause when we are at the door.
"Why, aren't you used to it yet?" I grab her again. Good thing that the maid wasn't here. I strictly forbade them to stay in any part of the house when the time was up. They are only allowed to stay outside between 5 AM to 7 PM. After that, they can no longer stay outside.
"Dustine, please." I push her and she fell to the floor.
"Are you going to cheat me again? And this time with my brother?"
"Dustine, you are mistaken. I already told you the reason 'didn't I?"
"Reason your ass, come here you dirty slut." I grab her hair and pull.
"Dustine!"
"Call my name in pain slut." I pulled her hair and now I drag her inside the room.
"Stop!"
"Scream you bitch."
I threw her inside the room. I remove my belt and position myself and ready to hit her. "Dustine please ---- AH!" she screams in pain when I hit her. Her hand was resting on her head to cover but I continue.
"You always give me disappointment, Lileth. You never fail to insult me and make me mad." I hit her again.
"I'm sorry, Dustine, please that's enough!" I heard her sobs. I gritted my teeth and tightened my grip on the belt.
"Why do you always make me angry, Lileth? Why are you always keeping a secret from me? Why do you always cheat on me?!" I hit her head and I heard her loud scream.
"Stop!"I saw her slowly fall on the floor until she completely fell. Chasing my breath I stood up in anger and let go of the belt. I look at her who is still not moving. I walk toward her and give her a soft kick. She just rolled over and still didn't move. She's breathing but unconscious.
Again, she fainted from the pain that often occurs when the pain she feels is too much. I leave her in that position. I took off my clothes to take a bath. I give her a last glance and went inside the bathroom. She will also wake up later because she is still breathing. I will be taken her to the hospital when she no longer has a pulse.
I love Lileth very much. I really love her, and that is why I am hurting like this. I can't accept that she cheated on me. Three times the pain I felt was how much I loved her. That is why she turned into a beast -- a monster.
I can't accept that she cheated on me. Where did I miss her, and what was my fault? I loved her, I turned my life around for her. I dreamed for the two of us, and I gave everything I could to make her happy. And she pays by cheating on me?
I chose to be with her because she promised me she would love me. But what did she do to me? ---- she made me a fool. She make me stupid. She makes me doubt myself that I am not enough.
When I came out she was still not moving. I kicked her softly but there was no response so I kick her hard.
"Argh!" She moves and slowly opens her eyes.
"Get up and take a shower."
"Dustine."
"Get up and please me if you don't like what I will do more." She slowly gets up. I could see in the way she looked that she was still hurting. She's holding her head where the belt hit earlier. She also had a bruise on her hand that she covered his head with.
"Dustine, I can't right now." I held her face and squeezed.
"And who do you want to have sex with? My brother?"
"It's not like ----"
"Take a bath, clean up, and please me. Don't dare to refuse if you don't want to hurt more." I let her go and then went to bed. "Faster."
I heard her sob again but immediately followed and went into the bathroom. I waited for her and position myself. I am still a man that needs to ease my lust. She's my slut, so she needs to please me. I still need her body to dissipate my heat.