He gets the guitar from his room quickly and goes back to my room.
He smile widely as he entered my room "I'm not good at this instrument." He said as he sighed very deeply, I smile as I thought that he looks like going to court a girl. His standing right in front of me while me sitting on the edge of my bed, like he's in the audition and I was like here sitting like one of the judge.
"Okay so this song is called 'Take My Heart.' By me, hope you like it." He chuckle when he starts to strum the guitar his look at me
"Hey, don't stare at me like that!" He said trying to be serious but he can't his smiles always appears on his face, his cheeks are both red, even if he said that I can't help to look at him, he's too good and perfect to look at in my own opinion.
"Don't mind me, just go ahead and sing for me." I said, he cleared his throat as long as he strum the guitar "Wait! I forgot the chords." He giggle, but then he try to strum again and he starts to smile his damn signature smile.
He look at me wearing that damn smile "I got it." He said as he wet his lower lip before he sings.
"Don't have no fancy occupation." He starts singing as he continued to strum the guitar, my heart beat faster than ever.
"I can't fly you to the moon.
Ain't got nothing in my pocket.
But I got enough love for you." He smiles while he sings, and he stare at me for seconds and back to the guitar, I feel like I'm the girl he's talking about in the song.
"I don't drive a Lamborghini, no I don't.
All my clothes are old and used.
Ain't got no house up on a hill, girl
But I got enough love for you." He sings as long as he continued to strum the guitar
"Girl what I give
Can't put a price tag on it
You're worth more than gold
And I'll do anything to have it.
Spend all my time on you,
I ain't got no dime to pay
But if I gave one thing away
Take my heart today." I smiled as I look at him like this singing like a pro, his voice are really awesome. I just clap my hands when he finished singing
"Is that it?" I ask and he slightly nod at me he sat beside me, his guitar was on his lap
"Greyson can I ask?" He rolled his eyes
"You already did." He joke and I just chuckle
"What is it?" He ask, I bit my lower lip before I spoke "Why you're so mad at me when I heard you singing this song? You know your voice is good, like really! And that song is really wonderful, so why?" I ask creasing my forehead, he remain silent for awhile and it nervous me.
"Is it personal?" I ask automatically but he didn't even try to speak again, oh Khryzel! What have you done! You've ruin the moment! Don't you know that?!
I keep blaming myself in my mind but it stopped when he say something, I turn my head in left to look at him. "It's not a personal song, well kinda." He said in a low raspy voice of his, while he shrug his shoulder
"But..." His brown topaz eyes looks at me and it sadden, I can't read what's really on his mind, I hold his right hand and I squeezed it
"Hey, Greyson you can tell me everything." I said as I smiled at him, he took a deep breath as he think whether he tells me or not, Greyson is a secretive person in his friends, well I don't know if he is secretive too in his family. But since I met him at the very first time, he didn't open a lot about that much but now? I can say our relationship improved a lot unlike before.
"I'll promise to myself before that song is... Is dedicated to the girl whom I'm being together with someday. Well I even finished that song and record it on the studio, I can say it was all planned and I'm willing to open my heart to someone, I want to have a girlfriend! Until one day when I woke up I just realized that...
Something is wrong with me, I don't know what just happen to me. I kept this secret from my own family and friends for almost a months, because I still can't figuring out my own self, but then... I decided to blurted it out when I realize what truly am, its kinda tough decision and hard for me because you know... Some people are going to judge me for who I am and sooner or later I'll be experiencing a discrimination but I don't really care about that what the other people will going to say about me... It's kinda funny to think that my Dad is disappointed at me at first time I tell him who I really was but then sooner and later he accepts me from who am I, and you know I'm really happy for that." He smile bitterly as he reminiscing that moment, his eyes are watery but his eyes never dropped any tears
"Don't get me wrong Greyson if I ask you this but... Do you had a girlfriend before?" I ask and he chuckle
"Of course and her name was Lauren." He said, I want to know the reason why they broke up and I want to ask a lot of questions like; Is Lauren is the first and last one before he quit?, or did he have any girlfriend after Lauren? But duuh I don't want to be so nosy and its his own life so why do I bother? I didn't tell him about my family so he is too about his girlfriend, I mean ex-girlfriend.
"Oh okay? Uhmm can you tell me are you a good boy friend?" I said and my eyes widen as I realized what I've been just asked.
"Seriously?" He ask smiling damn that smile.
"Well... As far as I can say I'm a sweet and thoughtful boyfriend." He smiles brightly but it fades when he starts to speak again "I'm too good that I let my girlfriend cheated on me in like nth time, well to be honest I can see myself in you with that Bryle dude before and seeing you like that makes me laugh like am I that crazy over her that I cannot make a move to end our relationship?" He said shaking his both head from left to right
I was about to speak when my phone rings, I looked to the home screen and it was just Cody.
I look at Greyson who's now starring at me too but then look away. "Is that tall blonde guy right? What are you waiting for? Why don't you answer it?" He said without looking at me, I answered the phone call and he stood up and marched directly to his room.