**Nancy's POV**
"He thinks I am Selena.His fiancee?" I say.
The doctor looks at me for a while and says, "Then, be his Selena for a while. I am telling you again. Don't pressurize his mind or the result might be worse."
What? Why the hell should I pretend to be Selena?
I look at his assistant who is looking at me with a pleading eyes.
"No! I can't do this anymore. I can't do," I say.
"You have to do it Miss please. It's my humble request. We are going to have huge business tour comprising of billions of dollars and in this state we cannot let him lose his mind. It will cause destruction of his everything," he says.
Billions of dollar?
I look at him. When did this irresponsible guy became so much workaholic? He wasn't absolutely like this.
"But... I can't do this. I already have someone in my life and he already has someone in his life. We just can't make fool of ourselves," I say.
"It's just an act Miss Williams. Just until he gets to realize everyone properly," he says.
"What if he never does it? Do I have to pretend to be his fiancee all my life? Come on, Mr. I have a fiance," I scream and he presses his lips.
"I know its hard for you but please Miss," he requests.
"I can't let this happen. How can I let him think this cheap girl as Selena? I can't. I just can't," Selena shouts.
"Miss, please. For his sake. Please," he requests her too.
He takes her away from there and talks about some stuffs and she comes back to me.
"Fine, I am okay with it but I want my man return to me as he was before," she says and walks away from there.
"What did you tell her?" I ask.
"Nothing. Just that our boss loves her so much that he adores his name so much and you will try everything to pit Selena on good side," he says.
"What?"
There is so much of drama going on all this morning. I need to go to work and my mind isn't quite stable after all these happening.
"I need to go," I say.
"Miss, please," he requests.
"I am going to work," I shout and walk out of his mansion.
Everything has turned upside down just in a day. Everything.
How can a works change so much in a single day for me?
I walk in to the hospital before I go to hospital to have a look at Kevin in hospital.
I stare him outside his door. His mom is still there and I have no guts to go in front of her.
But I cannot always be afraid of her and not see Kevin. He was my best friend after all. The man who helped me so much.
I try to push the door and get inside but someone's hands stopped me from getting in.
"Please, don't," it is Kevin's dad.
"Uncle please," I request.
"His mother is really devastated. She hasn't sleep whole night with that sorrow. She will get hypered if she sees you. I don't want her pressure to go up at this moment. I can't take two of my closest people to suffer," he says.
I completely understand him. He is right. She will be more mad if she sees me.
"Okay, uncle I will come to visit again," I say.
"No! Please, don't ever come to visit him," he says.
"Uncle please don't say that. I can't do that. You know he loves me and he will expect me to visit him," I say.
"Yes, but I also know that you don't love him the way be loves you. Please, stop all this. I don't want him to suffer anymore," he says.
"He is my best friend uncle," tears roll down my eyes.
"Not anymore. He is just Kevin right now and my son," he says and turns his head to another direction.
I feel bad! Really really really bad.
He is telling me not to visit him anymore. Why? What's my fault in it? What have I done so wrong?
"Alright! If that is what you want?" I say and walk out of the hospital to my office.
It is same busy that. My formula is going to be premiered soon and there is no even a single happiness in me.
How could there be? When everything is just so turned upside down. I don't want to eat. I don't want to do anything right now.
I just want to sleep. Sleep in a deep sleep and never wake up.
I feel like dying and going to the same place where my mother is.
Exactly at 5, a car comes and picks me up. It's his assistant.
"You look pale and sad," his assistant says.
"I have no reason to be happy, no reason to smile. I have lost many things in this few days. Friends, inspirer, motivators. Everything! There is no zeal to do anything now in me," I say as I rest my head on the window and feel the cool breeze outside.
Everything seems calm except my heart. It's exploding with sorrows, burning with pain and breaking with everything happening to me.
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"Miss, you get freshed. I will prepare something to eat," a lady in her late forties greets me.
I nod my head.
Actually, I am hungry. I hadn't had anything for myself at work today. It was all disturbing.
I walk to a new room which his assistant has showed me. It is a large room, everything painted in purple. Like it is the room of some ancient royals and elites.
There are all of the furniture and all the stuffs required for me.
I rub towel on my hair and look at the mirror only to find the Zion right behind me.
"Holy! Gracious!! What are you doing over here?" I shout as I see him. I am wrapped in a white towel up to my chest and my thighs are all exposed in front of him.
It's not like Xander has never seen me naked but things are different now.
He has his own portion of world and I have my own.
"You look extremely gorgeous and sexy Selena. No wonder I have decided to make you my wife," he snaps the newspaper he is reading and strides his steps to me.
"Zion... Can you please get out of here, I need to change," I say.
"Then change. No need to hesitate in front of me. It's not like I haven't seen your body before," he says.
My eyes opens wide when he says that.
What does he mean by that?
Does that 'you' refer to me or it refers to Selena?
"Selena?" he says and I jerk off my mind with my thinking. How can it be me?
It is obviously Selena. Then that means they had already been intimate with each other.
It isn't great deal for him. He is a guy who can charm every woman but it kind of hurts me when I get to know that he has slept with her.
"Why are you tearing, my love?" he says as he places his palms which is half bandaged on my face and wipes the tears away.
The scene of high school constantly comes flashing in front of my eyes.
This has happened before. The same scene.
"What if I say I am crying because of you?" I say. My eyes swollen with tears and my heart in agony.
"What?" he asks and leaves his hands from my face.
I, then realize I shouldn't do this. Although I am hurting much, I cannot go against the doctor's instruction.
"No! It's nothing. I am just feeling bad," I say and try to walk away from him to my wardrobe.
"What made you feel bad, my love?" he asks.
Again my love!
You! It's you. You are making my everything go bad. This is what I want to tell him but I can't.
"Tell me what it is? I am going to bring everyone on your knees. I don't want anyone to belittle my little wife," he says.
I raise my brows when he says that.
"Wife?" I ask.
"Okay, to be wife!" he amends and rests in bed with his back against the sheet and his head on the bed rest.
"Zion! I need to change," I say one more time.
"It's fine. Everything is okay between us," he says.
"No! Nothing is okay between us. I need privacy please," I request him.
"If so then, I won't look at you," he turns his head another side.
This man!!
He is as insane and as stubborn as he uses to be in our school days. He doesn't listen to anyone. He only does what his mind tells him to do.
He is always unfaithful and persistent.
Fine!
I take out a pair of track suit from the wardrobe and a bra and a panty from there and rush to the bathroom one more time to change my dress.
I know he has seen my body before but its like he does remember it.
I get dressed quick and return back to the room.
He is still there sleeping on the bed.
I call him but he doesn't answer. I get feared if something might have happened to him. His silence is making me so much worried.
I trot to him and lean down to him to see if he is alright but he quickly pulls me towards the bed on his arm wraps.
"What is wrong with you?" I shout at him.
"Get a rest, you must be tired," he says as he pulls me in his embrace and brushes my hair with his fingers.
Yes! I am tired but that's the second thing. The first thing was something else.
"Actually! I... I am hungry," I say lifting my head towards him.
He looks at me with so much of care on his eyes.
I can't decipher whether those eyes are for me or for Selena. For some seconds, I get lost in them.
"Seriously," he asks.
I return back to the reality. How can I even think of that? You sure loved him in the past but you don't own him at all now.
He was just my past and he will always be.
"If so then help me get up," he says and I help him get up from bed.
"Give me some support. My legs feel numb and weak," he says.
I nod and snake his hands around my shoulders.
"What do you prefer to eat Selena?" he asks.
I don't have any preference. I am just so hungry right now that I can even eat a whole pig right now.
"Oh! I forgot you like to eat burgers," he says with a small chuckle.
I stop at his sentence.
"You know I like them?" I ask him.