Chapter 3
Nathalie
Me sitting on his lap is a total disaster! I can feel the hardness of his manhood.
And I admit it. I miss him, all of him!
But this is not right. I am a married woman already. Although I regretted it a little. Andrew is too good to me for giving me his family name as well as his love that until now I didn't even return the favor.
And now, what am I doing?
Iam going to commit a sin!
This must be stopped. Lance will always tempt me but I will try my best not to give in.
I stand up but he pulled me.
"Let me go! You know that this is not right." But he just smirked at me.
"What is right and what is wrong, Care to elaborate?" He asked and I know that he is teasing me.
"Stop it, Lance! Let's proceed to business so that we can go home." I told him seriously.
But for goodness sake, he only smiles at me!
And he looks dangerously handsome with that signature smile of him.
Oh, temptation won't you go away?
I guess it will not as long as Lance is there.
"Aren't we making a business right now?" He's insane!
"Give me the papers and let's proceed to something serious Mr. Vergara," I said being irritated because I am losing my patience right now.
"Sure, here it is..." But he hugged me instead. Kissing and giving me small bites on my neck.
Just what the! I felt all the hair from my back stand up.
I felt tingle!
Lance kissing my neck gives me mixed emotions.
A feeling that I can't forget from 6 years ago...
Those kisses that I missed...
Now I can hold Lance and he is real!
He is here, but will there be a chance?
There's no chance at all Nathalie, so wake up!
I refuse his kisses. But he is very persistent.
He keeps on kissing me.
Stubborn man!
He will always do what he thinks is right. Even if it's wrong, he will fight for it.
But is this right for him to fight for me? Am I worth it?
Of course, I am! But this is wrong.
We started it wrong at the wrong time too so we end up being separated from each other.
But you are the one who left Nathalie...
What can I do? It's all in the past. If I'm given a chance I will never leave him. But I already left. And there is no chance for us. Even if the world will turn upside down.
Then turn the world upside down!
Are you insane?
Yes, I'am crazy for talking on my mind.
"I miss you..." There's a longing in his eyes while saying this.
He truly loves me.
I'm sorry Lance if until now I'm still a coward.
I push him, but he only pulled me back in his arms.
Did I miss him?
There are no words that can explain how much I tried to forget every time I will miss him.
If I did not leave, what will happen?
I don't know! I felt dirty and angry at myself during that time.
For giving my virginity with him easily.
I thought that Lance is only playing with me.
And when he gets what he wanted he will leave and throw me away.
I am very afraid. And became a coward to face the consequences that I make.
I leave him and walked away.
Leaving him without saying goodbye after our hot intense lovemaking.
And now he is right here, in front of me. In a flesh! And he will never surrender.
I don't know!
"Nathalie... I can finally say your name my love." Lance said while hugging me tightly.
Yes the same with me. I only found out his name after 6 long years...
"Lance, let's proceed to business. I felt tired." I said whilw tiufhj my forehead..
"Are you okay? Let me..." Then he gently massages my head that makes me fall asleep.
I wake up feeling relief.
When I look at the clock. It's already midnight?
I slept that long!
Where is Lance?
My eyes are looking for him then he is just right beside.
He is peacefully sleeping like a baby. He has an innocent face.
That thick eyebrows and eyelashes that I admired from the beginning 'till now.
Those kissable lips that I tasted 6 years ago.
Now it's in front of me but I cannot touch.
"Lance..." I called him in a very soft and tiny voice. I don't want to wake him up.
My hand touches his face. And I am tempted to kiss him.
I lower my head and smack him on his lips. That would be enough.
It is getting late. I stand up and decided to finish our work tomorrow.
And suddenly he grabbed and pulled me down and now I am on top of him.
"Leaving me? That would never happen again!" Then he kiss me.
And the heat overflowed all over my body.
What should I gonna do?
This man is stubborn as always.
My patience will about to give in for temptation.
Control Nathalie! Just get out of there.
How? I am now enjoying the kiss!
He kisses like there's no tomorrow. My cold body becomes very hot.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I kiss him back. And we share those passionate kisses again from 6 years ago.
I wanted to let go but my body is holding him.
How I miss him so much but this is not right.
I push him but he wouldn't move. He deepens the kiss while caressing my left breast.
I let out a moan and for goodness sake, we are at the office.
Hopefully, no one will come back and witness what we insanely did.
After our kiss, I immediately stand up and walk out the door. It's better to be safe.
I will not touch Lance again or else I don't know where this romance will go.
"Afraid? But I told you my love that I will fight for you no matter what." There's a finality and determination in his voice.
But how can he fight? From what I heard his fiancee is a spoiled brat girl and is obsessed with him.
And she is coming home from her Europe vacation.
"You're insane, lets go home and continue the work tomorrow." He is unbelievable.
Well, that's who he is...
"Oh, You mean Katrina? I will break up with her when she returns." He casually answers as if he doesn't care.
Men...
They are a pain in the ass.
"Whatever, I will go home now. See you tomorrow." I open the door but Lance holds my hand.
"Wait, I will take you home." Then we went outside. I want to take back my hand from holding him but he entangled it.
"Relax, it's midnight, and all the employees are sleeping at this moment. But who cares?" He said smiling.
He's a stubborn childish.
But deep inside I'm dying of happiness.
Holding hands while walking. We didn't do it before.
Until we reach the parking lot, we are still holding our hands.
"I'm okay in here, see you tomorrow." I told him.
"Who told you? You will ride with me, my love..." He is really determined to win me back.
And I just let him
I know that this is the beginning of my roller coaster life with him.
And this time, I will face it and will never leave again.
I don't know what destiny has planned to me but I prayed that it will be good.
But only time can ever tell...
If in life success or fail.