"Kahin," I whisper without being able to tell him anything else, the shock I'm in is difficult for me, he lived that past and with me, he relived it all again, “you took care of me and you continue to do so," I bring my hands to his cheek and look into his eyes through the tears, “it wasn't your fault what happened to us, it wasn't your carelessness,” I kiss his lips, “there is no better man and more overprotective than you,” I hug him tightly and I feel like he reciprocates me with the same intensity.
“I feel guilty Dulce, I should have protected you both and failed.”
I break away from him and look at him hard, “it’s not your fault and I'm sure your sister thinks the same. Where is she?" He smiles sadly at me and my heart stops.
"She's in Europe, she likes to travel."
I let out a relieved breath, "I hope to meet her soon," I smile, "I don't want you to feel sad or guilty, every time you have a nightmare, I want to be there to help you. Is that why you don't like sleeping with me?"
He bites his lip hard, "yes, I'm afraid of hitting you or hurting you.”
I look at him with tenderness, "the times I've seen you dream, you haven't hurt me, you hug me tightly, but you don't hurt me." I'm lying, I want to help him and if I tell the truth, he won't let me, "do you promise that you will sleep with me from today?" I see him narrow his eyes and raise an eyebrow, “what? Don’t take it as a question, I order you, from today we'll always sleep together." My brunette stands up with me in his arms.
"As my Sweet Moon says," he kiss my lips.
“Let's go to the disco I saw when we arrived, I want your spirits to go back up and forget all that hurts you.” He looks at me jokingly.
"Having you in my bed naked and legs spread, I swear it would make me forget once and for all."
Chuckling, I say, “you are tremendously dark," I think about it, “but you're right, I want you to have me in your bed with legs spread apart and screaming with the pleasure you give me with each penetration.” The current that always runs through my body with excitement does not take long to reach me, when I feel he’s hardness brush against my sex, I gasp.
“Fuck, I like that you're so sensitive about these things," he looks me in the eye, “what else do you feel when I fuck you like a stud?" His question makes me wet my panties.
“I feel how you reach the depths of my being and with it I feel like I lose my breath, but I gain more pleasure, feeling you enter and leave me is something so exquisite that it makes me delirious, when your hot and sweaty body sticks to mine, the pleasure is superior to anything I have felt before, each sex session we have is better than the one before.”
He growls loudly, "I was not wrong about you, you are all I need, Dulce. The student surpassed the teacher,” he smiles and walks faster, when we get to the room, without saying anything, we begin to undress again, the pleasure and desire that our bodies longs to be united are enormous.
"I want you to give it to me like you always do," I say to him between kisses, “I want you to fuck me like you always do, make me scream and convulse from those intense orgasms that you make me reach.” His hungry mouth, his eager body and his desperate cock convey everything he feels to me.
"That won't be a problem," he spreads my legs and admires my body, “perfect, appetizing, delicious and very pleasant, it hurts that the desire is beyond me and I am not willing to wait another second,” he leans on me, guides his greatness to my cavity and it makes its way into me. I can feel how my vaginal walls are expanding as he sinks; my breathing agitated by the sensation of having him inside makes me, ‘that's it Dulce, open up as much as you can." Giving him as much access as I can, I enjoy his movements that have started slowly, “I want you to look at me, I want you to be clear about who is making love to you, I want you to keep in mind that from today I will be the one who enters you in this way,” he rises gently and sinks violently, “only I can do that. Sex is good with you, love is better, but together they are perfection,” he says looking into my eyes, my moans are increasing at the same time as his penetrations, his words make me fall in love and it excites me.
"Kahin," I scream because of how intense it is getting, the pain I feel is mixed with the pleasure that my brunette is giving me, which shows me that I can no longer be without him. His moans and growls keep me in reality, I keep bad thoughts away from me, now it's just him and me, our problems are out of all this, "I want to be the one who takes you," I force him to roll, being on him, I move my hips in a sway, fast, deep and delicious movements.
"Oh my gosh, baby, you drive me crazy when you move like that,” he sink his fingers into my hips hard, that gesture on his part pushing me to the limit.
"Say my name darling, come on say it,” my movements are now faster, jerky and hungry, "I want to hear you moan my name." His intense gaze plagued with lust does not leave me, his spanking makes me scream, they are an ingredient to feel more pleasure.
“Marilí,” I growl, my socket contracting hard, “Marilí,” he says again in a groan, he is so manly that without delay he leads me to ecstasy and with it to orgasm.
"Kahin," I scream when I feel my body convulse, it is he who moves me now because I am not capable of doing it, I am not able to continue because of the tremors and the delight I feel.
"Sweet, shit," he makes a guttural growl and shortly after, I feel like he fills me with his elixir deep inside me, I fall on him.
"This ...this ...it was wonderful," I breathe through my mouth, those trots leave me without energy, his heartbeats beats as fast as mine.
"That was too fast, I was really looking forward to you,” he strokes my hair.
"I know, I promise to attend to you more often," I kiss his sweaty albs, "I'm dying of heat, turn on the air conditioner,” he stretches and takes the remote control and turns it on, the freshness is feeling, “I love Panama, but good heaven, it's very hot,” I smile at my conclusion.
“I know, Panama is not for everyone.”
I look at him offended, “let me remind you Mr. Hamann, that I have been living here since I was 3 years old, therefore I am as Panamanian as you,” I look at him almost hurt.
"Okay, okay, you're as Panamanian as I am,” he says amusedly, “how about I make you mine again in the shower and then we go to the disco with our friends?" In response I kiss him, I want to have him whenever I can, goodbye pain, goodbye attempts to remember what happened to me, goodbye fears and hello happiness.