"I apologize for all, we would continue next week,” he is pissed but I do not care, the one who looks for me find me and not in the best way. I watch them all leave except one, that woman with a silly face that looks idiotic. What pussy happens to women with some men?
"Tell your silliest puppy to also leave or sack her,” I ordered.
“Leave,” he says seriously, the girl looks at me with hatred as she passed me.
Walking to him, I slammed the contract on his nose, “what do you think I am? Do you think I am a damn piece of meat that you can buy through a fucking contract?” I shouted, “you have bought me Kahin, it's the lowest thing you could do, I see why you let me go to my mother, everything seemed easy. I knew I should not trust you, you're a despicable being, never in my life have I hated a person, but of course not only are you the first one that fucked me, you are also the first person I hate.”
“And also the only one who managed to be more ingenious than you,” he said.
Hearing that lights me up more, this time I didn’t bother to be reserved, “bravo,” I clapped, “bravo, Mr. Hamann finally did something of which to feel proud of,” lowering the tone of my voice, I asked, “how does it feel to be able to something?” I looked at him almost with pity, “do you think I'll leave everything easy?” I asked in a threat.
“There is a contract, Marilí, you belong to me.”
Hearing that made me shut up, “perfect, I belong to you, let's have fun and fall in love in the process, how fun!” I say with false emotion, “from now you will have to deal with me, I hope you don’t regret to written that contract that way,” I approached him, “here I'm not only a toy, I'm also a player, you can take me to your house, you can take me where you want, but you will not touch a fucking hair on me and you will not stop me from fucking someone who I want, where and as I want.” That said, I snatched the contract from him.
"You do not have a boyfriend; you cannot fuck with anyone other than me.”
Hearing that calls my attention, “you were ... you have sent the photos to my friend's phone." His calmed look confirms it to me, "you are a damn idiot," I shouted, “have you sent that woman to fuck my boyfriend?” he does not say anything, this man has no fear, “do you always do whatever it is to achieve what you want?” I didn’t wait for him to respond as I turned around and I hurried out of there.
“Marili, we're talking, do not walk out on me,” I didn’t listen to him, I'm very angry with myself for being so silly and illusive and with the idiot of my boyfriend that let himself to be used, “where are you going?”
Looking over my shoulder without stopping, I shouted, “to hell, do you want to come?” I opened the door and close it with such force that the crystal shudders. When I got to the elevator, I screamed, “AAAHHH, no ... no ... this cannot be happening, …” I did not care about the place, he will not stop here, I do not want to see him. When I ran away, he came after me, but I do not stop me, opening the front door, I took my size to hide, when I'm sure nobody follows me, I hurried to my house, I'm tired physically and emotionally, my boyfriend paid me back with the same coin and as if it was not enough, I belong to the Lord ‘I can do everything’.
When I got home, I was shocked, Ian was laughing and totally relaxed talking to my mother, “my love has arrived,” he stood up and came over to hug me.
I pushed him away before he could touch me, “get your fucking self out of my house right now or I would curse you, you idiot,” I screamed.
“Hey, what's wrong?” My mother asked, standing up.
I ignored her and looked furiously at Ian and taking his hand, I drag him out with me, I do not want to do this in front of my mother. "I know everything," I said immediately we were outside, "they sent me the damn photos where you are and that damn girl were fucking, I congratulate you Ian, now you have found a woman who gives you everything you want.”
The nervousness in him was palpable, I caught him by surprise, “what are you talking about?”
The fool, I smiled at his stupidity, “you don’t want to admit... that's good, it's not funny, it's true, but now your pretense is not necessary,” frowning, I continued, “I know you're fucking another, I'm not angry, look I'm relaxed, you can leave from my house and never return,” I look at him furiously.
"You forced me to do this, you made me deceive you, it was your fault,” he accused.
I laughed, “do you think that just saying that it is my fault I will feel bad and I'm going to take abandonment? Well, no darling, dead king, supplanted king," I shrugged my shoulders.
"Oh please don’t be like this, don’t act like you don’t care, you love me and you know you cannot be without me.”
I raised an eyebrow and he looked up and down, “please, don’t be stupid, don’t think you are everything,” I look him straight in the eyes, “I just want you to know that this does not hurt anymore because I was not completely sincere to you, so I ask you to take the party in peace, you by your side and me for mine, okay?”
He tried to pull me into his arms but I backed away, “please, Marili, forgive me ... and you said you have not been all sincere, you have also failed and deserve an opportunity.”
“It’s not that easy.”
“Okay, let’s do it this way, what have you not been sincere with me?” He was smiling and wanting to fuck him as he fucked me, I respond quietly.
“I was also unfaithful, I gave my virginity to a man, handsome, muscular, morbid, and why not? He was delicious.”
Fury appeared in his eyes and it increases with each passing second, “you are a bitch.”
I slapped him so hard and pushed him away when he said that, “id I am a bitch, then you are a fucking asshole,” I shouted at him.
"You're going to pay, Marilí, you're going to pay,” he says, getting away.
The tears ran down my cheeks, I loved him, I was used to him, I cannot go from the pain that supposes his deception, I'm shattered, all my life is crazy.
“Dear,” my mother whispers behind me, looking at her, I hugged her carefully so as not to hurt her and I collapsed in tears.
"I’m hurt, mom, I deceived him and he cheated on me ..."
My mother kisses my head and takes me inside our house, “you must tell me, daughter, who did you give it to?”
I don’t have to hide it anymore, I told her everything I did, from my virginity until all the madness that my life is made, since Kahin Hamann entered my life.
“The Mia Vita Is Hai Fatto? How is it possible that you belong to someone? But that dishonest man, tell me, please, that something can be done to cancel that contract.”
I shook my head, “it is a contract and I also have the money,” I looked at her and I try to smile through the tears, “we only have to enjoy mom, we can have a better life, you have to look at it on the good side.”
My mother looks at me sadly, “this is my fault, if I had not gotten sick, you would not have done something like that ... honey your life ...”
“My life? It's bullshit!” I interrupted, “you are not to blame, you are my mother and I will always do the impossible to help you,” I hugged her, “let's go, we must rest, tomorrow I have classes and you are not supposed to be like this.” My mother gets up with me and each one goes to her room.
Changed and neat, I threw myself on the bed, I cry everything I should cry, I think of Ian betrayal and thinking about Kahin, I got angry. What will I do with that man? He is so different from me, he is all I avoided in a person, “A total fuck!” I shouted and sink my face on the pillow.